Saturday, August 23, 2008
yoyoyo~ time to blog again jus becos I'm literally bored now. jus watched a match of table tennis men's final for Bejing Olympics. lol~ it was China VS China. I guess China really aim to be the top in this year's Olympics ba~ anyways, nth much to talk abt that match cos its still China's win in anyway. lol~
FYP has started on the 2nd phase already. but sad enough, the results of our experiments were all negatives so couldn't really say it was a gd start. though we have already planned out what to do next with nadjy, still had to pray and hope for better results. next week will be a pretty short week cos we have monday off due to TSO Bonding which the lab will be closed. and a project writing seminar to attend on tues which actually take half of the day already. so its a pretty short week still in any case. hahahas~ well well.. its really pretty bored since my hobbies are all locked out. one thing abt that phrase I said earlier is that S'pore is starting to get real real real real boring. why? cos its too damn small. though its been some time since I've been sentosa and which I'm going to on Monday to jus wash away all the troubles and stress frm FYP and etc. still I think its jus boring to not being able to go anywhere interesting ard this small tropical island.
well.. its jus life here in S'pore. although I don't really like the idea of migrating overseas jus becos of this. hahahas~ and why did I touch into the topic of overseas? no reason, jus came and it like. well well.. I'm starting to crap here in my post. I guess its natural when I'm like so 'hard working' updating my blog and wanted to say some stuffs but due to its length, crap start filling up to make it longer, like this.
and besides, recently I've thinking abt the past ever since ytd when I told nadjmi abt my past stuffs of getting together with charmaine and also a bit abt jocelyn and etc. this was when I started thinking abt my own past, what I have done and what mistake I made. thinking back really makes me feel like a really really old man. though I'm 20 this year and I can't turn back time. but really, I realised a lot of stuffs I did and it was kinda a fun and also painful experience back then. life has always been ups and downs for everyone here. well I'm sure I did a lot pretty stupid stuffs back then and now when I think back, it was jus memories down and I'm sure the experience helps a lot. hahahas~ although I don't have a lot of love memories in my past but I'm sure each and everyone of it, I didn't regret ever liking someone. =)
well well, past is always a past, and the future is something there cannot be grasp by us either. therefore present is where we always will make a difference in it. what we do in the present will only affect the future and no changes to the past. ytd, today and tml. what u have done, has already been ytd; what u can do, u can only do it today; what u can't do, u can only achieve it tml. =)
Love confessions. this is one thing that shld nvr ever wait for tml. even if ur afraid of rejection, one shld let their feelings known to the other. in this world, the scariest thing is not abt failures, but regrets. the feeling of not being abt to do it, the feeling of regret is the most painful thing than a rejection can cause. those who wait for tml are idiots. those who think tml forever exsists are idiots. so wait no longer, do ur confession now! (sounds like some sort of catch phrase.. -.-)
and.... I guess thats it ba. hahahas~ quite a bit of rubbish in this post leh. but nvm~! enjoy reading... well if u reached this sentence u finished! =x
no Innocence, just Me
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