Sunday, July 20, 2008
been like a week or two haven updated my blog! oh, dear's gone back to the sunny island, aussie on fri. its still winter there so its gonna be freezing cold still over there~ but thank god dear has her quilt brought over so it would keep her warm at night instead of jus a blanket. =)
I'm doing fine as usual. over the past 2 weeks, certainly a shocking news down for me. it wld be NAPFA. its gonna be on the 30th July, and I have been thinking that its gonna be at the end of the year.... like wth! so in short notice, I jus gotta do my best in exercising in like 2-3 weeks instead of that 2-3 months. well, actually only left 1 week to go.. haiz~ =( but I only have pull-up as my weakness... cant even do one properly, how am I to aim for 5 pull-ups? zzz.. -.- besides NAFPA, there is still projects bothering me... I havent start on organising the isolates nos. from whichever area it came from... haiz.. so much to do in with so lil time... still gotta start on the restriction enzyme assay on the controls like next week.. reagents etc all haven make.. haven got the samples also to grow, that one need time also... sian ar! all coming at once, how to handle.... -.- guess I'mma gotta stress myself, and also nadjy out to do all these stuffs asap... haiz.. =(
I gotta work myself better so I can become a better person.. =) now what does that mean? I, myself also donno what I'm talking abt.. seriously.. been thinking too much stuffs that I have been sleeping damn late at night.. worried too much stuffs also, especially NAPFA!! cos I dont wanna go in army that early, but it does not seem like a bad idea also.. but I also wanna have my freedom a few more months and then like secure a job or whatsoever la.. I wanna get into NUS which I think I can make it but still it seems kinda hopeless... but seriously, with all these rantings, I guess I'm still pessimistic as I was. LOL~ but then again, I keep having a positive attitude. so I'm sort of a contradicitory person inside out eh? ROTFLAO~!
well well.. I jus discover myself in a pretty odd way, jus by saying all these on my blog.. gues I jus needed a space to throw everything out from my body thats all.. I certainly hope its that way so I can have a gd night sleep and tml will be a better day.. but then again, I'm still feeling low... been reading manga, watching anime, idilling at all times during the weekends... haven even got my shoe glue to fix my sports shoes sole... haiz~ and god damnit I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy.... I'm like suppose to go out for a lil exercise but I ended up didnt.. damn... I really need to push myself to go over my stupid short limits.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... -.-
kkies.. I better stop ranting here or else my blog will jus become some sort of space for me to vent my frustration etc... and who says poly life is stress-free? it comes after the fun moments... now now.. wldnt that really suck? =/
no Innocence, just Me
10:50 PM
