Monday, October 08, 2007
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY BELOVED DEAR!!!
yes yes yes! the moment the 2 of us have been waiting for! its our 1 year anniversary of being together!!! and i'm really glad that this day has finally arrived!
and oh yea, though we are pretty far apart, we still made some things for each other! while i had the free time, i did a video for my beloved dear and she did a ppt(cos time constraint la)~ hahahs~ but then again, the video is only 1 part of my gift for her! there's still a bit more to give but have to wait till she returns! lalals~
1 year of getting together is not easy, especially for us, who were apart for the the other half a year! yes~ it wasnt easy, though we visited each other, talk to each other online, it really wasnt easy to maintain such a long distance relationship. a lot of ppl had told me that a long distance relationship will not last. yes, most of the time this sentence is true. but for me, i beg to differ. it really takes a lot of effort to maintain such a relationship. but if the truth of ur relationship is that, u really really love her so deeply, so madly, and vice versa, i see no meaning why we cant maintain a long distance relationship.
yes, fears and concerns, doubts and imagination, these are the ones that make us really uneasy. its true how fearful these emotions can be, it can devour one's mind and let that person go crazy. i've tried it once, it almost had me. if dear wasnt there for me, telling me many things, i think i wld've been a gone case. some of u may think its exaggerating. but its not, for my case.
not many ppl have such "bliss" to be seperated frm ur loved ones(of cos besides NS for guys, its just merely 2 years while i had to bear for 4 years =/) the feeling of not having ur loved one beside or even near u, not even in the same land that we are stepping. its such a lonely feeling, something that wld make u go depress, till u feel like jumping off the building. missing is also a kind of suicidal feeling. the more u miss, the more miserable u will be, even more u will be depress cos ur loved one aint here. but of cos, i have a strong mind, as well as a heart. i wont be so depress of cos, though still a lil depressed.
more over, dear and i have been through so many things, mostly are the bad ones =/ but then again, we still did have many many wonderful times together. and i will always rmb all of it~ to my beloved dear again~
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!! ALL THE TIMES WE'VE BEEN THROUGH; GOOD OR BAD, WE WITHSTOOD IT ALL! LOVE BABY DEAR LOTS LOTS DEEP DEEP FOREVER! UR FOREVER MY ONLY BABY, MY ONLY DEAR~
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