Saturday, July 28, 2007
its such a bad day today sia. first of all, i gotta study hard for INAC for the next 3 days or so.... maybe 2 days.. then i woke up later than the time i wanted to. find myself with headaches and then studied for INAC which i think i can only rmb what i revise by just revising again. haiz~ although now i'm looking at my prac. haiz~
next week, first 3 days all got tests! stats prac test on mon, INAC CT 2 on tues, MOBIO prac written test on wed. and a MBC test on tues, 7th aug. haiz~ test may be placed at such busy times, but it forces us to revise half of what we have learnt so far. so it has its gd and bad points ba~ at least it got me to start revising my INAC, which i seriously suck at cos very dry.
ytd night, i went to Elken's talk. i finally joined donnie as his downline and went to a talk held for the first time. man, the impression was gd, talk was in chinese; if u ask me to listen chinese i dont mind, but when it comes to scientific terms + jotting down notes in chi, i seriously have to like stun down there. hahaha~ though they have the english talks but it's just placed on a very very bad day, weds. hahaha~ got my sales kit plus an addition sales kit for health supplements. came home late last night and my mom came back even later than i do! then i showed her the sales kit, prices rose ya know~ haha~ then she added a few more stuffs to buy~ then now, i guess i already earning money. lol~ donnie's getting all d benefits sia. =x
in 3 weeks time, sem exam starts liao. oh yea i have yet to check my time table for the exam sia. heard its out liao. okay, i've checked it and i guess 4 consecutive days of exams. well, is it gonna be me or d exam..... who die first? well... not sure man, i hate consecutive days of exams. rwar~ oh wells.. i shall fight my way through the exams! cos someone is waiting for me at the end of it! wahahaha~ exams over means holidays! means chalet! means go aussie find dear! means GL overseas leadership training! means slack! means FUN! wahahahaha~
well, i shall look behind whats in front of me. then i can find a new way to motivate myself as well as giving myself something to look forward to! wahahaha~ thats all i guess, back to studying my prac and then play games! =)
no Innocence, just Me
8:10 PM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
well.. not much of a post but I&E presentation is gonna start in abt 1 hr's time so yea~ now still in library doing the stuffs we need to finish up. well, i guess its already finish since we are all slacking here. hahah~
anyway, d 2 songs lyrics i've put down there are very nice. one is a jap love song, pretty happy n hip n going. lol~ while d other, is a very very emo song, by jay chou, new song. very nice, suits to be emo really. haha~€ but d lyrics are really nice. haha~ n his new movie coming out le. heard that he directed that movie himself. heh~ might be watching, if time allows cos the date it comes out is near our exams. not sure if able to afford time to watch or not..
oh wells, thats abt it ba. nth much to talk now. maybe will update when i get back home.
dear: dont be so stress up le. u must sometimes relax mentally. but also dont over exert urself. i know that what i'm saying wont help one bit, but still i wanna tell u these. just do ur best to finish up ur work n dont get frustrated by it. i love ya loads so i dont wish to see u like that. no matter what, i'm just gonna be worry abt u. if ur frustrated, u can just vent it on me, i dont mind. as long its a way to let it out n will make u feel better, i'm willing to get it. so dont worry if u have a sudden burst of shouts at me or something. i understand. i know i have to be very understanding if not we will both breakdown easily. i hope u will be strong too~ in terms of studies of cos. our relationship is still as strong as ever~ i still love u as much as before, n even more till now. my studies also reaching a limit where i must really put in effort already. so let the both of us work hard and get through this! and then i will be flying over to visit u le. jia you dear! i'm sure u can do it de!! =) huggies
no Innocence, just Me
11:53 AM
不能说的秘密
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
As the cold coffee leaves the coaster
我忍住的情绪在很后面
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind
拼命想挽回的从前
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
Fighting hard to restore the past
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
On my face you can still see ever so clearly
最美的不是下雨天
zui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
that rainy day wasn’t the most beautiful
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh~~
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
It’s the shelters that I once shared with you in the rain
回忆的画面
hui yi de hua mian
The pictures in my memory
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian
While on the swings dreams become less sweet
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further
又何必去改变已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian ni cuo guo de shi jian
and why bother changing the times that you’ve missed
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
ni yong ni de zhi jian zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
you used your fingertip to stop me from saying goodbye
想像你在身边在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
imaging you being by my side before you completely disappear
你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
You told me that by gradually letting go I’d be able to go further
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
Perhaps life’s destiny only allowed us to meet
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ji de qiu tian
(and) Only allowed us to love this one season of fall
飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian
only after the pieces drifted down that I realized these are the pieces of happiness
要我怎麼捡
yao wo zen me jian
How do i pick them up
no Innocence, just Me
11:49 AM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
I SAY YES (TV Size Version)
Vocals: ICHIKO
(ENG)
I SAY YES
I’ll be by your side forever
No matter what future tests us
I’m sure…
Ah, it’s our destiny
I was able to meet you
Because I heard your voice
Yeah, even if crisis events
Press on at me
If I’m with you, then I can overcome them
Palpitations and competitive spirit
Excite me on the contrary, but-
STAY WITH ME
I only want to protect you
We were born in distant worlds
But I SAY YES
I’ll be by your side forever
Let’s change any future into hope
FOREVER
(JAP)
I SAY YES
Zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
Donna mirai ga bokura o tameshitatte
Kitto…
Aa futari no unmei
Meguriaeta no wa
Kimi no koe kikoeta kara
Sou pinchi na dekigoto
Oshiyosete kite mo
Kimi to ireba norikoerareru
Tokimeki to makenki to
Urahara de haraharasuru kedo
STAY WITH ME
Tada kimi o mamoritai yo
Tooi sekai de umareta futari da kedo
I SAY YES
Zutto kimi no soba ni iru yo
Donna mirai mo kibou ni kaeyou
FOREVER
no Innocence, just Me
11:38 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
havent been blogging but this aint a proper post.
to my dear over at aussie struggling with her results n me.
dear, can i say something to u. hope this will motivate u ba. i'm sure ur not dense, neither stupid or anything. n i know u dont take things for granted, lets state an example, me! XD n also, i love u lots lots deep deep~ so u must really work hard jia you over there! i know ur vacation coming soon as well as ur sem 1 exams. but when those are over, and 3 weeks later, u'll be seeing me real soon! i know how much u feel abt ur results and suchs, also feeling really stress at d same time.
but all i wanna say is, work hard, do ur best, dont let others affect u, and most imptly, jia you for exams, no matter what d outcome is, i'll always support u. though i cant be by ur side, but i'm sure i'm here to talk to, to feel relax with, also to motivate u, and more imptly, to give u all d support u need. whatever has happened before through phone, msn n suchs were all just bad dreams, stupid nightmares. from now on, i'll show u even more care n concern towards u, will be keeping an eye on ur studies, n also, to give u my love always. dear dai suki desu~ gambatte! love ya always~ miss ya always~ thinking of ya always~
from ur foolish and baka dear dear
no Innocence, just Me
11:17 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
been some time since i've updated!
well, there are many things to talk abt but i dont know where to start with. well, maybe with some recent stuffs ba. track back see how much i can rmb.
for today, just stayed at home and slack a bit before i started doing ntoes for MOBIO presentation, which is tml, and done my part for INAC slides, which is on tues! damn man~ so many things going on next week! 2 presentations and CCT for stats, which is tml! rwar~ thank god i wasnt in slack mode that much! though i havent started revising for stats tml. but i did finish off MOBIO and INAC! wahahha~ later gonna study for stats.
as for ytd, sat, went to help out felicia with elderly house painting. there were me, donnie, nadjy, joel, felicia, wei san, wen xin, jian ming, shu juan and hui xian with her frens. we all met at tiong bahru mrt station before proceeding to d area. haha~ we met henry, who is one of d organisers, at the cc over there. donnie, nadjy n i discovered a badminton court there. then we were like thinking of having weekly badminton either over there or toa payoh. hahaha~ anyway, we took a ride in henry's car down to d area we meet with other organisers. there were 2 houses to paint, but with our man power, they decided to paint both houses instead! so we were split into grps. joel, nadjy, donnie, wei san, felicia, shu juan, hui nee and i went over to the other house!
first we started off moving the furnitures to one side. then we placed newspapers on the floor lor. then we had to wait for our paint to arrive so we slacked within d house! haha~ took some pics and then we receive call that d paints arrived! hahaha~ went down to take d stuffs use for painting. then we started d job! donnie n i took d roller paint while d rest took d brushes. in fact, there were only 4 brushes and 2 rollers, we had 8 ppl. so 2 had to slack. LOL~ anyway, we started with coating d wall n celling with white layer first. well, d celling was to be painted white! however, since we diluted d paint, we had to do double layers. haha~ so donnie n i worked hard to cover most of the walls while d rest did the make up for d edges. then donnie n i tried to paint d celling. damn it was hard work man! having to keep looking up (no matter what angle i tried, unless i dont look up)! haha~ i'm sure satisfied with d celling we've done. though a bit of orange colour (previous celling colour), but it feels like we've made it look like more texture. artistic i say? LOL~
we took quite some time to finish painting one side of the house man! then hui nee left halfway and xl came! well, we thought he came along but he brought jolyn along! haha~ finally get to see his gf in person eh. haha~ anyway, we had lunch and continue painting. well, there is something i shld say abt nadjy. he is like d supervior for this whole painting thingy la! he really did very lil (cant blame not enough brushes) but he helped in mixing paint though. lol~ then he was like "bossing" us ard or something. hahaha~ though we had fun! hahaha~ then the organisers brought us some snacks! they were egg tarts!!! damn nice~~~ hehehe~ in the end we manage to finish up d painting job. not very well done with d kitchen though. =( then we cleaned up n left the place! it was a hard day's work but it worth it cos its very meaningful. helping d elderly's to re-paint their flat, making it look better n more comfy. hehehe~ went straight home with dinner bought frm KFC! am now receiving d pics from hui nee but i lazy upload! lol~ some other day ba. hahaha~
and erm, oh yea. instructor's list came out! though quite unexpected with d list though. no complains but just pretty unexpected. hahaha~! shall not say much abt it. lol~ hehehe~ anyway, that shld be it ba~ cant rmb much already. hahaha~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
6:23 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Song: Leave Out All The Rest
Artist: Linking Park
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
Dont know why, but I love this song~ =)
no Innocence, just Me
5:50 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNI DEAR!!!yea its sad we cant our 9th month anni, which makes it d 2nd month we cant celebrate together!!! rwar~!!!
but then again, 2 months have passed since u've been gone over there. i really really miss ya a lot and i really love u a lot too!! been thinking of ya, missing ya every sec! thats why i failed my INAC!! =x nah, just kidding abt that!
well, been some time since i last updated but lets just make it a short one then. watched TRANSFORMERS TWICE! yea TWICE! too bad, its just an awesome movie which deserve a 2nd watch again! lol~ went to watch it with donnie, nadjy, steph n joel ytd at marina! wahahaha~ damn damn nice la~~ but then again, i suggest if d movie, any, shows many many nice nice powerful powerful artillary fire, pls DONT, i emphasize again, DONT sit beside nadjy. hahahaha~ then we finally bought our I&E mouse for experiment! at funan~ then went to check prices for DS. hahaha~ after d movie, we went to d arcade to play HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4. why? cos we decided to accompany steph till 6.30, then our movie ended at 5.30 like that. wanted to bowl but lanes are all taken. nadjy n i fought till d last boss!!! wahahaha~ but i more zhai~ cos mostly all rounds my ranking is like B, A, A, A, A like that. nadjy was like D, C, C, C, C like that. LOL~ maybe cos his score not very gd la. he aim body i aim head. hahaha~
then for today, my dad decided to let me get a PSP instead of a DS. but then again after much research on games, PSP has better graphics compared to DS. except for COOKING MAMA, i think DS's games n PSP's games are pretty much similar. hahaha~ so i got a PSP instead! lalala~ n i realised it cheaper for PSP console, though it doesnt come with a free game. LOL~ of cos i bought a white colour PSP, black too common, blue not nice, silver looks weird, not to mention gold is sucky, so white! hahahaha~
its a nice day, least i finish off my stats tutorial. haven started to do MBC question 4 tutorial though. maybe will work on it later. but dear now is impt cos its our anni~!!! HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNI AGAIN DEAR!!! we may be apart but our hearts are always together! love dear lots lots deep deep forever!! muacks! huggies~ i still love dear as much! hehe~ gonna send u presents soon, i think. cos haven buy ur webcam yet. hehehe~ too busy to do all these le la!! T_T very saddening. haiz.. damn! i shld have gone to check out webcam at funan just now!! rwar!!! but neh mind la. next time go back there check also can!
okies la.. thats pretty much abt it for now. hehehe~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
4:58 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
i really feel very stupid.
dear didnt do well for her test, her results dropped. i wanted to comfort her but i came home late. when i wanted to do so, she going to sleep already. she hasnt been sleeping early for d past few days.
tml i'll be watching transformers n i doubt i'll be able to chat with her tml. seriously, i feel so stupid. did nth to console her. i feel very sian now.
nth much. i think she also doesnt have time to blog read here anyway. so i'll just type it out here. n yes, i'm starting to think that maybe i suck frm d beginning. all d negative came to my mind, all d heartbroken things i'm thinking, basically just negative stuffs.
maybe i do suck a lot. stupid alvin.
no Innocence, just Me
10:06 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
i'm suppose to blog today. but then again no mood.
my msn got virus, causing trouble for everyone....
GL Recruitment not so bad for 1st day. mostly girls... (not saying this is bad)
maybe i'm a natural born idiot cos i scolded dear for fussing over a website breakdown, didnt even know she got a chem test tml, still bothered her studying. its already 12am over there. everytime she sleep so late.. i'm like so worried abt her sleeping so late. then i still made her mood even more bad. fk myself la. i'm such a fked up person today. forget it.
tml doing 6 hrs shift for GL recruitment. i hope to kill myself frm exhaust-ment. bye~
no Innocence, just Me
11:00 PM
