Friday, January 05, 2007
sorry guys for such a dampening post. i just wanna say some things here.
i'm really really sorry for what happened in the evening today. i'm sorry to all those i've tricked. deeply regretted it but i've seen one thing through it; the care and concern u all given to us. i really appreciated it really lots. although the breakup aint true, but the reason given behind it is definately the fact.
yes, charmaine's parents last night asked her to break up with me. the objection came and its finally here. i somehow knew this was coming, but didnt expect it to be so soon. denyse, my ni ni mei said she has intution that we will breakup. well, she's right, just only for the fact that in front of charmaine's parents we are over. in the dark, we are still together.
however last night, the both of us cried miserbly and our hearts ached like its nvr ending. even till this morning, charmaine cried again. it really hurts me a lot to see her like this. it will be hard for us as we are keeping this relationship in the dark from her parents. but i know we can! as from today the things happened, i know i must cherish u all even more. all the more, i must cherish charmaine deep down in my heart.
so, i wld really like to apologise to everyone abt this evening. i'm really sorry to have made u all angry. i appreciate all of ur care and concern and will cherish them. it gave me and dear the strength to go on with this relationship. but what matters most is our hearts; we love each other too much to leave each other. i'm grateful to u all who have cared for us. with ur support, i'm sure the both of us will last long and eventually, her parents will not object us. i'm sorry if i couldnt present more details abt this but i promised charmaine not to tell anyone. hope u guys understand.
as to my dear charmaine, i know going through this we will have obstacles to face, harsh one definately. but i really hope we can break through all of them, enabling us to be together. i love u really lots lots and deep deep. i will always be there no matter what. i just wanna be with u till the end of time. hugs~
again, sorry to all, especially nicole, caryn, denyse and others who knew abt this. really sorry abt this evening. sorry again for such a dampening post. i promise the next post will be a happy one. till then... tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
11:37 PM
