Tuesday, January 09, 2007
alrighties! here's the 3rd month speech i have for dear~! =)
its been 3 months and going on since we've been together! rmbing the time when we started to know each other online, getting to see each other in our remedial for obc, and finally getting to talk to each other, either during GL trainings, or when obc exam was over! few words but many feelings went through within me. till this very day, i still have this same feeling in me. its the love i have for dear from the very start! from the moment i fall in love with her, through the times when she is having difficulty in her last relationship, spending time with her at the beach from evening till night for the 1st time, spent time with her through lec chalet though she couldnt make it for the 1st day, spending time with her by having quite a no. of outings, lunch and finally till the day of our combine class chalet; the day we got together.
and from that day till now, its been 3 months! i'm very very happy to really have her as my dear. although she may not be well experience in relationships as this is her 2nd time, but through the times we spent together, she has improved a lot. although her bad point is being insensitve at the wrong time, but i still love her as she is! my dear is gentle, caring, kind, smart, fun, loving, CUTE(XD), sha(=x) and is some hot girl! woots~ of cos, what i see in her is of her inner beauty within, but she comes with both good external and internal beauty! i'm really one fortunate guy! though closing through the 3rd month, something really serious happened, but we were not defeated by it and still stick together as we promised each other. for that, our feelings deepen, our relationship have an obstacle but we will surely pass through it!
even today, dear has a little fear in her. so far, i've encourage her and made her feel better. ever since that incident, i know she is trying her best to cross the obstacle set right in front of us. it isn't like any normal obstacle, its something really big and huge, like i'm a dwarf fighting against a giant. it seems impossible but still, i have this hope in me, the faith i believe, the strength i have, the support my frens give me, and most imptly, charmaine will be by my side fighting this too. thus, i believe we can pass this! this obstacle comes with many tests within it! and we are trying our best to make through the 1st round! it may sound like a game but we are not playing it, we are going against something that is gonna affect our relation. it aint a game, its reality.
through this, it made me think even more, it made me realise many things. i've been stupid in the past, thinking many can be achieve without fighting it. but i'm wrong, nth is free for u to grab. u have to use ur own strength to fight for it. and for the sake for dear, for me, for our relationship, i wont give up! i've nvr been this determine before, i've nvr been this exceed serious kind of feeling and more imptly, no matter what the outcome is, i will be charmaine's dear dear forever! dear through this, i want many months to come, sui ran ren men shuo, bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zi zai hu cheng jing yong you, dan shi wo bu xiang zhe yang, wo xiang yong yong yuan yuan de he ni zai yi qi! wo men yi ding ke yi tong guo zhe yi guang de! wo xiang xing~
dear~ no matter what, i'll always be there for u, to look after u, to protect u, to accompany u, and to love u with all i've got. love dear lots lots deep deep forever and ever........ =)
no Innocence, just Me
10:12 PM
