Tuesday, January 30, 2007
woots! time for a short update!
had mb practical on monday and physio test today!
mb practical can score!!! physio test is so-so la~
tml is IPC practical liao!!! gosh, not sure can do well or not, the first practical i do not so well la~
oh wells, not much to update anyway! changed of phone!! woots! K800i! wahahahaha~ bleah~!
erm.. whats there to say, exams are coming. study break is next week, first paper is maths and then ipc, physio and mb! gosh~ valentine's day got paper. LOL!!!
ER.. not much to say le la. pretty boring nowadays~ oh wells.. feelings bored so blog lor! shall not talk crap here. tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
11:03 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
okay!!! been soe busy weeks ago. and its gonna get much more busy for the next 3 weeks cos semester exams are coming le. presentations are all over, so mugging is going to take over either now or soon!! bleah~ gonna die liao la~ haiz~ 4 core modules to do so.. haiz..
anyways just a short update on this. finished IPC presentation today and the CCT for maths is also over! so glad i scored well for that man! gonna pull up my marks! yay!! but whats coming up next will be the practical test for mb and ipc, physio test!! man, weekend is so busy gotta study for practicals and physio! gosh, maybe i shld start on these first. hahaha~! haiz.. oh wellss.. my post was hindered due to serious stomache earlier on. damn pain.. dont feel so well.. so guess i shall end here. will continue soon again! tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
9:19 PM
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
haven been updating so i'll just give a short post for this. hehe~
been busy this few weeks, have to tend D&D booth, got lectures to attend to, got presentations to do, homework, especially maths and many many other stuffs in sch la. hahaha~
maybe i shld just talk abt today and thats all ba~ normal lectures in the morning. then had mb and i'm the last out of the 3 to do the mb presentation and i'm really grateful its over. lol! then right now, i'm hook up to O2Jam!! its a very nice game! hahaha~ thanks to my sis i got this game and thanks to me, dear is playing it too! but now she doing ipc presentation so cannot play for now. hahaha~ nth much to say and i have 2 days of holidays! but tml going back to sch to start doing ipc presentation and there's gl training tml. thursday is NP open house(MUST GO!!!) so no sch. hahaha! except we gotta come back at 8 to attend 1 hr maths lec. -.-"
nth much to say le. 2 weeks left before the semester exams. gotta mug like crazy already. oh wells.. thats all! tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
12:09 AM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
alrighties! here's the 3rd month speech i have for dear~! =)
its been 3 months and going on since we've been together! rmbing the time when we started to know each other online, getting to see each other in our remedial for obc, and finally getting to talk to each other, either during GL trainings, or when obc exam was over! few words but many feelings went through within me. till this very day, i still have this same feeling in me. its the love i have for dear from the very start! from the moment i fall in love with her, through the times when she is having difficulty in her last relationship, spending time with her at the beach from evening till night for the 1st time, spent time with her through lec chalet though she couldnt make it for the 1st day, spending time with her by having quite a no. of outings, lunch and finally till the day of our combine class chalet; the day we got together.
and from that day till now, its been 3 months! i'm very very happy to really have her as my dear. although she may not be well experience in relationships as this is her 2nd time, but through the times we spent together, she has improved a lot. although her bad point is being insensitve at the wrong time, but i still love her as she is! my dear is gentle, caring, kind, smart, fun, loving, CUTE(XD), sha(=x) and is some hot girl! woots~ of cos, what i see in her is of her inner beauty within, but she comes with both good external and internal beauty! i'm really one fortunate guy! though closing through the 3rd month, something really serious happened, but we were not defeated by it and still stick together as we promised each other. for that, our feelings deepen, our relationship have an obstacle but we will surely pass through it!
even today, dear has a little fear in her. so far, i've encourage her and made her feel better. ever since that incident, i know she is trying her best to cross the obstacle set right in front of us. it isn't like any normal obstacle, its something really big and huge, like i'm a dwarf fighting against a giant. it seems impossible but still, i have this hope in me, the faith i believe, the strength i have, the support my frens give me, and most imptly, charmaine will be by my side fighting this too. thus, i believe we can pass this! this obstacle comes with many tests within it! and we are trying our best to make through the 1st round! it may sound like a game but we are not playing it, we are going against something that is gonna affect our relation. it aint a game, its reality.
through this, it made me think even more, it made me realise many things. i've been stupid in the past, thinking many can be achieve without fighting it. but i'm wrong, nth is free for u to grab. u have to use ur own strength to fight for it. and for the sake for dear, for me, for our relationship, i wont give up! i've nvr been this determine before, i've nvr been this exceed serious kind of feeling and more imptly, no matter what the outcome is, i will be charmaine's dear dear forever! dear through this, i want many months to come, sui ran ren men shuo, bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zi zai hu cheng jing yong you, dan shi wo bu xiang zhe yang, wo xiang yong yong yuan yuan de he ni zai yi qi! wo men yi ding ke yi tong guo zhe yi guang de! wo xiang xing~
dear~ no matter what, i'll always be there for u, to look after u, to protect u, to accompany u, and to love u with all i've got. love dear lots lots deep deep forever and ever........ =)
no Innocence, just Me
10:12 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERYSARY TO MY DEAREST DEAR!!!!!!!!!I GOT A SPEECH FOR YA, BUT I'LL BLOG IT UP TML! SO PLS WAIT KIES? SLEEPY NOW~ NIGHTIES ALL!~
no Innocence, just Me
11:49 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
man such a tiring day for me today~ been focusing maths all day for tml's quiz! gosh gosh gosh~ that stupid emu die die set quiz on the following 2nd week of sch. haiz.. she shld die!!! LOL~ jk la~ oh wells, haven been able to relax for the last 2 days~ ytd was focusing on the mb assignment and today was focusing maths from afternoon till night. man, sure it was tiring~ but i hope i practised enough, and also rmb all that i've learnt. well oh well~
at least i got dear to accompany through the phone of smses! ^^ love dear lots lots!! muacks! been bending my back since i'm lazy to use the proper study table i have, which is occupied by my beloved lappy! XD but who cares~ the bed ish nicer~! like 10 times!! bleah~ tml got sch, gonna know my math CT result~! T_T have this feeling i'm gonna flop it man!! but oh wells..
actually have nth much to update abt ba~ dear went out today again! she had fun while i stayed at home to study~ cant blame ba, her mb tutorial ish on wed, and maths practical ish on thurs. she got some time for her project and quiz studying. lalala~ dear went out the last 2 days while i stayed home the last 2 days! LOL!! guess her parents brought her out cos they dont know to let her "hu si luan xiang" ba.. LOL~ her parents are good parents de, just that their strictness and short temper(the mom). yep~ but still, its been 2 days since we 'seperated'. the feeling ish still okay la, managable, just thinking of dear lots lots only. heh~
nth much really, sch reopen and this coming week's training will be at sentosa! plus this week also gotta present CATS and this week's also the open house for NP! man i wonder if i shld go help! hahaha~ depends on GLs ba, if not i go help mr mak better~ speaking of him! i hope he is alright ba~ went to the hospital to visit him the other day. man his leg was swollen! though we made fun of the doctors there cause mr mak is a lecturer in our sch, then the doctors didnt tell what was infecting him, afraid give wrong info. LOL!! funny la~ dr kueh, ms teh and another teacher came too~ didnt know dr kueh can really joke! haha~
maybe i shld upload some pics i took long long ago man! well, let me upload a few, if blogger allows...
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uploading quite a no. of pics~ looks like blogger aint busy during the internet slow days~ oh wells.. lets make this pics i uploaded looks like i'm looking back at the 2 of us before we 'seperated'. times spent together, things we've done; do we look like we were advertising?(the pic with the CLEAR word) man, i'm feeling sad~ cos of the 'seperation'. haiz~~ for ppl who know, u shld know all of this ish.... yep~ haha~ haiz.. lalala~ LOL~ guess i better stop before i go crazy~ tatas!
no Innocence, just Me
9:56 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
man! i just finished off my MB assignment which is to be presented next week on tues! i just started today and i finished it today! LOL~ a total of 18 slides but minus of the pics, title, contents, reference, the end slides, i think i've got only 10 slides are contents! wahahaha~ hope its good enough for a 5-10mins solo presentation. speaking of which, its been some time since i last do a presentation liao. hahaha~ hope it goes well~
as for my MB ish done, all i have left is IPC and CATS! CATS GO AND DIE!!!!! but i see a lot of ppl working hard for CATS leh. not sure why either. heh~ wells, today totally spent the whole day at home. woke up at abt almost 12pm. woken up by dear's sms! she went out with her parents today so i guess her side ish okay le ba~ hope things are fine with her side. i've yet to tell my mom abt this situation we are in. lol~ okay not funny..
hmmm.. from that aside, tml is the day where i shld practise for my maths, differentiation, cos that stupid emu has quiz on the 2nd week of sch re-open! i already know i'm gonna do badly for my CT so i better score an A for this one. but then again, i have no confidence on the differentiation on log and exponential, application of differentiation. damn! i still gotta practise for intergration cos she will include those simple simple ones. seemingly easy but still hard. gosh!!! tml must focus on maths liao~ dang~
sheesh, on the lighter note, i've seen lots of VCDs to buy sia. i wanna get Inuyasha anime VCDs, MAR anime VCDs, Dead something anime VCDs, Helen the Baby Fox movie VCD, and many many more. but i no $$$$$$$!!! wahahaha~ zzzz.. opps~ well at least i've done one assignment, which is a good thing. this shows i'm really on to my plan i've decided for the both of us. wheee~ nth much to update and i shall take my leave~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
11:45 PM
Friday, January 05, 2007
sorry guys for such a dampening post. i just wanna say some things here.
i'm really really sorry for what happened in the evening today. i'm sorry to all those i've tricked. deeply regretted it but i've seen one thing through it; the care and concern u all given to us. i really appreciated it really lots. although the breakup aint true, but the reason given behind it is definately the fact.
yes, charmaine's parents last night asked her to break up with me. the objection came and its finally here. i somehow knew this was coming, but didnt expect it to be so soon. denyse, my ni ni mei said she has intution that we will breakup. well, she's right, just only for the fact that in front of charmaine's parents we are over. in the dark, we are still together.
however last night, the both of us cried miserbly and our hearts ached like its nvr ending. even till this morning, charmaine cried again. it really hurts me a lot to see her like this. it will be hard for us as we are keeping this relationship in the dark from her parents. but i know we can! as from today the things happened, i know i must cherish u all even more. all the more, i must cherish charmaine deep down in my heart.
so, i wld really like to apologise to everyone abt this evening. i'm really sorry to have made u all angry. i appreciate all of ur care and concern and will cherish them. it gave me and dear the strength to go on with this relationship. but what matters most is our hearts; we love each other too much to leave each other. i'm grateful to u all who have cared for us. with ur support, i'm sure the both of us will last long and eventually, her parents will not object us. i'm sorry if i couldnt present more details abt this but i promised charmaine not to tell anyone. hope u guys understand.
as to my dear charmaine, i know going through this we will have obstacles to face, harsh one definately. but i really hope we can break through all of them, enabling us to be together. i love u really lots lots and deep deep. i will always be there no matter what. i just wanna be with u till the end of time. hugs~
again, sorry to all, especially nicole, caryn, denyse and others who knew abt this. really sorry abt this evening. sorry again for such a dampening post. i promise the next post will be a happy one. till then... tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
11:37 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
woots!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
okies~ let me start with ytd, new year's eve!
headed out pretty early to vivo to get death note 2 tickets, being afraid that it might just be sold out! hahaha~ but thankfully i got good seats some more! wheee~ then went to loiter at vivo till dear arrives~ see lots of stuff and already know the place half half liao~ at least i know all the toilets are located at the lobbies A, B, C etc. HAHA!
after that, i went to meet dear at outrum to fetch her and headed back to vivo! then we headed to ljs to have our lunch first and we went to walk walk ard vivo before the movie starts~ watched Death Note 2: The Last Name. the show is still not bad but! the ending is not what i expected la~ but overall still not bad la.. what happened to Kira and L, go watch! hahaha~
after the movie, we headed down to suntec to get our dinner at the food court there~ then we headed to arcade to play a bit of games first. then we took neoprints! our first neoprint man!! wahahaha~ after that we were so bored we didnt know what to do cos its like still got abt 4 hrs before the countdown at suntec. so we decided to catch another movie, The Curse of The Golden Flower. damn that movie waste my $$$$ la~! although the battles are not bad but the content is not really good. hahaha~then we headed to arcade again! play till countdown finish liao~! XD
headed out of arcade, we hear ppl screaming, kbox got ppl play the spray thingy. headed out to hear the new year song. fireworks happening!!!! damn damn nice! then dear and i headed to raffles place mrt there. but cos when heading out, the traffic jam like crazy. machiam i'm in resident evil scenerio like that sia. then we met donald and frens at the fullerton hotel there!
dear called her dad to get her home cos so many ppl, taxi aint helping either. donald hitch a ride home cos he stayed near her area ma. then left me and hui fen. we waited for cab like so long. lol! at abt 3am++ we finally got a cab and headed home.
as for today, i left 12 hrs and woke up near 3pm like that. then i came out and watched xing yun chao ren! hahaa~ ytd night movie and watched it lor. hehe~ then i watched The Host, a movie vcd i bought home. its kinda a nice movie la. hehe~ now watching 7pm show, lalala~ guess i shall end here ba~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
7:19 PM
