Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Happy Days
okay i left off with the short post abt short maths prac part. so i shall cont! even though the day it states right now is tues, but i blogging abt monday~ heh.
well, since maths prac ended early, but we werent released though, we had fun with our lappy~ then my best fren(jx) came online i talk to him and he video conference with me. i just turn my cam to the front. hahaha~ and know what? *ehem* is sitting in front of me and my brest fren saw her, partially due to her lappy, says she is chio and wants to know who she is!!!! XD LOL!!!!! i was like LMAO la!!!! u know she is the class *ehem* la!!! gosh gosh gosh~ my frens, nadj and donald was laughing also la! lalala~ then when class ended. we all went to get food. but due to our indeciviseness, we headed to sim there see the food court and megabites packed like mad. headed to alumni to see the same thing. headed back to emart put our bags down deciding to ta bao at sim food court.
here is the fun part. we got to sim food court, we dont feel like buying cos its seriously packed. then nadj suggested ordering mac and i dont mind but donald say dont want. then i suggested going dow KAP buy. lol~ they wanted to but in the end we headed to canteen 3. then it was kinda packed too~ wanted to order prata but the queue is pretty long! lazy wait and in the end, the 3 of us went to KAP to ta bao mac back! hahahaha~ there were pics of pit stops taken. but not with me though. hahaha~ will upload some pics next time. then when heading back, it rained! we ran to the bus stop, took bus back to sim and walked to emart. had our lunch and its so yummy~ the next thing we find ourselves doing was crazy ard~ then the vending machine(bottles kind) was stuck! lol!! and we played with it la! we made it more stuck by adding more bottles to it. hahaha~ and it refund our $$$ when we dont get our drink! LOL~
then headed for mb lecture~ it was the cell membrane lec la, but got learn a few new stuffs. the lec finish within less than an hr, and we were given 15mins break! lol~ first time sia, lecturer herself give us 15 mins break. XD then went to emart see see look look. then headed back to lec. hahaha~ watched a video and then nadj ask me take video of him and joel doing the biong biong song. damn idiotic la~ =x hehe~ then dear and i headed down to emart to watch take the lead!!! but hor, when i open the cd cover, it showed me disc 1, disc 2 not there. funny seh~ lol! then she rmb the other disc is somewhere at home. so we just watched disc 1, although she finished watching the movie liao. then watched death note anime, since dear didnt watch it before so just watch epi 1 then gotta send her to aikido~
then went home, took 61 la cos got 2 61 bus came so i took the 2nd to aviod crowdness. then reached home went to print physio notes and when finish printing, i was running late to meet dear after her aikido training so i took a cab down to np. then we headed to clementi to see if theres anything to eat but to no avail. so we headed to mrt station just to find an accident occur down there. its either jurong side or clementi side or dover side. hahaha~ we were not sure either. in the end we went to the other coffee shop to have our dinner~ we both had ban mian and it was kinda nice~ lalala~ then i irritated dear~ lalala~ then sent her home and the train wasnt that packed until it reaches city hall there. then when reach her place, her father had came back from his work trip or something. spend some short quality time outside her house and then went home~ dear went to the airport to pick her sis and just got back! hehe~
and i guess thats it for now ba~ tml is another long day? kinda la, got physio, mb tutorial and maths lec. this week onwards must listen in maths lec liao~ cos tml teaching functions which can get confusing cos of the teachings and such. hahaha~ oh wells, lets see how it goes~ tatas!
no Innocence, just Me
12:25 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Boring
hahaha~ now having maths practical and no need to do revision this week! yay~ and blogger is finally working now!! and yesh, as u all can see that i change to a new lay! and this lay is more of on the lighter note, happy side! rmb lao de's skill? i~~~~~~am~~~~~~~happy~! hahaha~ XD
now slacking ard. still got 1hr to spend. practical actually stop at 10.30am. its just 30 mins that teacher is just going through the exponents and radicals exercises, just 4 qns. lol~ ipc lec was boring as usual, but finally understand the s,p,d,f thingy. and dr kueh got new stuffs to teach us, sheay(share)~ LOL!!! XP damn funny la~ how i wish can have break now but cannot la. teacher ask us do our own stuffs, and i'm here bloggin. lol~~ thank god blogger is working now and i finally successfully changed my lay!
P.S i might change the url of my blog but still deciding on what to use. hehe~ so will inform all of u if i'm changing. yep~ well, guess thats all for now then~ will update later in the future~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
10:50 AM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
i was foolish and i was stupid. for having sensitivity to over run me when i can control it. why is it that things have gotten to a point then will i realise some things. although i do know sensitive is within our control, and yet we will still get manipulated by it. how ironic things can get isnt it. i wld like to apologise to dear, even though i know u told me not to apologise at stuffs that isnt within my control cos ur my dear and i'm ur dear dear. its the only right thing of me to apologise and say i'm sorry when i've said ridiculous stuffs which u know is rubbish at that moment coming form me. i love u dear and i promised u with my heart, i will nvr give u such hard times anymore. i love dear lots lots deep deep and forever~ hope u will forgive me for what i've said, even though u know they are not true. i'm sorry dear~ =(
no Innocence, just Me
9:16 PM
Moment
hahaha~ i know its been ages since i updated~ so now i shall do the honour of updating. this is gonna be a long long post man..
Tuesday
it was hari raya to all the muslims~ they can finally enjoy food during the day liao. =) met dear at city hall cos we agreed on going window shopping~ which ended up, u know~ hehe.. went to marina square to have our lunch first. but we didnt know what to eat, then we saw mac and decided to have lunch there. cos its been some time since we both ate mac. yup~ then we went to walk ard marina square to see see look look~ then got into a newbie shop and dear cannot resist the nice jacket she saw for herself and also a jacket for me~ we were considering whether to buy or not~ but its okay la~ then we headed to warehouse there and she saw her skirt from before, diff colour somemore. then she went to try and the top wasnt the one she tried before. thus we headed to taka there~
then at taka went to buy ice cream~ yum yum~ then headed to warehouse and saw dear's top but not the skirt. hahaha~ so its okay she didnt try the outfit so we left. then we headed to far east there to look for her sling bag. went to zinc to see see look look and dear bought a white bag~ similar to mine but diff design and size~ lala~ then saw this blazer that is so damn nice, which i will talk abt it later when i do friday's post. hahaha! then headed back up to 1st floor and saw this newbie shop! we went in to see see look look and dear found a shirt and a skirt which is very nice~ so i asked her to try it out and she love it a lot. then i found the shirt with the same pattern and tried it out. so in the end, dear and i bought the same shirt and she bought her skirt. and we are entitled to be a newbie member! wahaha~ so i sign up cos my bday earlier than dear. but neh mind la~ the member belong to both of us~ hehe..
then we headed to the cathay there and replace my strap for the necklace. then headed back to marina square to see if can find a newbie pants for me. LOL! but the size too big la~ so dont have lor~ next time go to other outlets see see look look~ hehe! then had 1A curry puffs and taiwan xiao chi for dinner~ hahaha! crazy right? snacks for dinner.. lala~ then sent dear home and went home, reach home at abt 11-12 like that.
Wednesday
okay, this day was quite a busy week. cos firstly, had pracs throughout the whole day~ mb prac was fun cos its abt how to do media for culture purposes and learnt how to streak on media for cultures. cant wait to see what happens to my culture next week! hehe~ then had break, went to alumni there for lunch cos nadj said after his fast, he die die wanna go alumni there. hahaha~ had chicken chop and its not bad la~ soup is okay too~ then headed back for ipc prac. its abt titration la~ my partner is charlottle~ lalala~ then we had this very nice faint pink at the 3rd run! damn nice, wanted to take pic but i cannot cos glove wet and suchs plus no time also~ T_T but neh mind, the pic is in my mind forever. hahaha~ then prac ended earlier and nadj and i went to megabites to have something light. both of us bought the same thing, mashed potatoes and fries. hahaa~ then nadj went to meet his grp members for today's games while i went home. haha~ went home for 1hr+ the sky was damn dark and thunder roared! but when i go onto the bus, fall asleep and woke up once just to see that its raining! how lucky me~ XD
headed straight to the pyramid there to find augustine there. he just finished his sw and i went there to do my prac worksheets cos needed to hand it tml. then a lot of others came and it was still raining! then had our attendance taking for GLs. then had circuits. man i so so so hate circuits la! hahaa~ but this time the push up i cannot make it. dont know why. guess i'm still weak! XP must train more liao. ever since sch started i nvr train liao. hahaha~ then had grp 5 games. time was short so nadj's games were like cut till damn short. only had 2 games, a mass game and fruit pole game! both were nice games and really a job well done to grp 5 even though ur games had to be cut off since it was closing in to 10pm! then celebrated october babies' bday!! so fun~ then this time, when we were dismissed!
the GLs did the family cheer and it really puts everyone so high up and the feeling was so shiok!!! wahahaha~ then went to change only cos i lazy bath plus i wasnt dirty at all, just wet and sweaty only. wipe myself up and changed. then waited for dear~ took a cab home with the accompany of something bright~ lalala~ jk la~ cos he live somewhere in the east so shun lu send him also. then sent dear home and we were both tired so didnt say much when bidding goodbye but we both had fun and we know it~ hehehehe!
Thursday
okay was kinda a slack day~ hahaha~ maths didnt listen to teacher except for a few stuffs on radicals. did the remaining prac worksheets in maths lec la! hahaha~ dear came late and didnt sit with me although we had arranged to do so. we wore the newbie shirt we bought! and she wore newbie uniform! hahaha! the shirt and skirt!! hahaha~ dear look so nice wearing the combo~ so cute!!! XD then headed for ipc tutorial and really, first time i didnt sleep cos dr kueh gave us some qns to calculate on. hehe~ then went to meet dear and suchs. headed to sim foodcourt to have lunch, but too packed so we ta bao food~ then headed to convention to have ipc lec. man, what dr kueh is teaching is damn confusing la! i read and read and read i still dont understand. till finally i see whats going then i understand liao. kns~ might as well self learn like that. T_T
then headed back to lsct for mb tutorial while dear go for her maths prac. mb tutorial was fun cos nadj got pwn 4 times and a total of 8 times for this sem and more to come! wahaha~ then donald did his rock star advert with the combo of me and nadj. it was the m'sia airline advert la. lol!then headed to emart there slack and i nvr bring my lappy, so i fall asleep while waiting for dear. then she was kinda dragging the time, cos she was off at 3pm and then she came down ard 3.45pm? like that. then she told me she was at upstairs there doing mb prac worksheet. was supposed to go check out my blazer at far east de. then dear wanna go donate blood so i let her lor~ then went down to convention there to pick her up. then i decided to send dear home instead of going to check my blazer out.
then i emo throughout the journey to dear's home. and then we went to the park there and i told her abt why i emo and suchs. then she was thinking i emo becos of her. cos i met sam in the morning while having breakfast at mac, sam told us they were going to np for some familiarise of some course in np. then i told dear ma~ so she thought i emo cos of her. -_-" then dear was so sha~ hahaha! but i like dear sha cos she is so cute when she is sha lor~ that explains our personal msg now, but i will say more abt it on the friday post. lalala~ then we were both happy cos we talked to each other abt stuffs we were thinking lor~ then headed back home.
Friday
this day was damn fun la!!! cos of SW! wahahahha~ met dear in the morning before heading down to np. then nyse msg dear that she just woke up and cannot meet us for lunch. i bought curry puffs, one curry and one chilli crab. hahah~ the chilli crab one is not that bad! then dear bought sandwich and i bought a megashake and shared with dear. meet up with darren and serene at the booth there. then serene gotta go and i took the seat for a while then lan diao(lendl) came. so i give back the seat and slack over at the booth for a while before headin to cats lesson. sent dear to her class and mei qi followed me. lol! told her it was on the third floor. then i sent dear liao i realise its 1pm liao! so i rushed down for my class. heng not late at all cos lec still not there yet. then cats lec was fun as usual~ then it rained heavily! then headed down for SW. i joined dance sport. and we are learning cha cha!!! wahahaha~ its so damn fun la!! dear of cos is my partner. then xl's partner is karen and abe's joseph partner. hahaha! so fun~ i like SW lalala~
then headed down to far east to check out my blazer. and dear ask me try so i tried. the price this time dear saw it and we both believe that price. then when i tried it one side, i knew i'm gonna die cos i look good in the blazer. then i look at dear and put on the other side. damn! dear say its nice! argh~ but cannot buy la! too ex liao. then dear told me thinking that its imported from hong kong then i was like T_T. then had ljs silver for dinner and dear called back saying she having dinner outside! then after that went to walk walk ard before sending dear home~ then we did something siao siao~ we do a bit of cha cha outside her house! LOL~ XD then i carry dear up, her legs wasnt touching the ground. so nice the feeling and dear was happy la~ hahaha! then we decided to talk in the middle of the night so i asked dear to go sleep early and talk at 330am. haha! i set alarm for it and called dear. then we talk for less than an hr cos dear fall asleep while talking i think. then i was able to sleep cos a bit fully awake like that. lala~
Saturaday
okay, following what left off on fri, i woke up at 5.15am and went to bath and suchs. headed down to tm to pick dear up cos we were having perc practise at 8am and yup~ 2nd time i wake up early and pick dear up. though dear was late cos i think my msg woke her up or something ba. haha~ then while waiting for dear, went to read the lec notes blood for physio and its quite easy to understand la~ lalaa~ then took train down to clementi. and told dear some stuffs she has to learn and i think she learnt it fast! XD perc practise was kinda slack cos we were just arranging on how to enter the stage and placement of sections. yup~ then we decided on our uniform, meaning our standard clothes for the performace. hehe~ headed to physio make up lec and it was still okay la~ then when lec ended. dear and i headed to wm to have our lunch. and then went to uncle tibits to buy some rubbish~ hahaa~ i named uncle tibits as the rubbish shop cos it really sells rubbish. lalala~
dear and i bought the korean ice cream we saw at wm ground floor. think its something to fight the jap version one. LOL! everything same pattern de lor, but the korean one the machine smaller and easier to handle. hahaha! but its nice la the grape one, better than the blueberry the jap has. XD and i think all the ice cream inside comes with chocolate chips hahaha! then dear and i headed to my house, cos dear wanna see how my house ish like. a small hdb flat nia, at 9th floor. hahaha! then she watched d.gray man cos she havent watch the other 2 epis. then actually wanted to watch movie de. but i'm tired and asked her to use my lappy watch while i sleep. she nvr lor! she say wanna watch me sleep. jia lat man~ and yesh, literally once i really fall asleep and she watched me sleep!!!! XD she say i'm cute when sleeping somemore~ hahaha! i dont know and she did took a pic but too dark liao so not nice. lalala~ then sent dear home and had some fun talking to each other~ and yesh, we did another cha cha outside her house and it was fun, but too bad no music. haha~ carried dear once again lor~ hehe.. caught her surprise cos i do it damn quickly. lol~
i headed back home and asked my mommy if she has any chacha songs. and she throw me a stack of cds to ask me find myself cos throughout she forgot which one is chacha song. -_-" and i'm really very lazy to check now la~ hehehe~as for today, woke up at abt close to 1pm and went to bath. sms dear and suchs and bought my lunch. ate mac once again and bought 6 old chang kee curry puffs for tea break and as well as dinner, and also for tml's breakfast! LOL!!! then now chatting with dear online.
oh yea, to all those who read my blog, there will be a combined practise with the dance section this coming weds!!!! pls help spread it if u see this, i need ALL to come down. thanks~
guess thats abt it for now~ lalala~ such a long long post. hehe~ XD
no Innocence, just Me
5:25 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Dear
ytd was quite an enjoyable day~ early morning had ipc lec and mr kueh showed us a video. man, its explaining something simple but it sounded so chim la~ then had break time went down to canteen 1 and co-op there buy sweets. then when i got back, i found my necklace dropped again, and this time the puzzle piece is missing! i rush out and walk back to canteen 1 and back to lec hall searching for it. and thank god i found it at the stairway in the lec hall!!!! omg~ i almost wanna die la if i lost that puzzle piece. =( then went to have my math prac. its stupid la~ we go through the exercises we've done, and teacher only go through the qns that got * de. then done our revision for MOL and finish it! then we slack and i was playing thing thing arena 2. LOL!
then had our break and met dear at emart. went to ta bao food to emart cos sim foodcourt and megabites all so packed. then companied dear a bit before she headed for her ipc tutorial. then i went to play lappy, thing thing again~ lol! XD then headed down for mb lec. the lec is damn fast la~ then watched a video abt bacteria de till 2 lecturers came in to breif us abt the india/china volunteering trip. i heard it before when i crashed mr mak's lesson. lol~ after that we were off and suchs. it started to rain heavily which was good and bad. i wanted to go home put stuffs but rain so heavily, its good cos can clear the haze! =) hen dear and i headed down to emart there. she started her grp 6 meeting, i on lappy play thing thing, but it was fricking laggy. then the rain stopped! nadj and i walked down sim and he went to the bus stop and i took a cab home. dont wanna squeeze in the bus at that peak hr.
got home and my father was home! miracle~ he was doing work and that explains why my msn auto sign out. haha~ went to put my lappy and suchs. then headed back to sch again to look for dear. bought megashake and share with her. =) then headed to sim foodcourt to have our dinner~ took bus down to tanglin cc there where she is having her aikido training~ then i went to a nearby cafeteria to do maths, exponents and radicals! lol!! i finish up the exercises la!!! but i got abt 3 qns dont know how to do. lalala~ then headed back to the area where dear is having her training and waited. tried to read and understand functions but sucks as usual, i dont. lalala~
then dear and i headed to taka to get her bread for her mom. then bought icecream and share with dear. lalala~ =) and then headed to send her home and suchs. =) although i had some rough feelings when getting home. but its all alright now~ XD
and to dear. i'm really sorry abt ytd and such. cos i really didnt feel like talking and also, i was being foolish yet again to think those kinds of things. it was dumb of me really, and i hated myself for that. but after reading dear's post, although the first part is kinda upsetting, but who cares! i just wanna be with dear from now on and dont bother abt how others think of us. as long i'm with dear, i'm willing to face anything. all i want is to be with dear and make dear happy. no matter what happens, i will be by dear's side and stick to u till the end. no matter how harsh things can get, i will be there for u. i love dear lots lots deep deep. *hugs*
no Innocence, just Me
9:55 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Clear Up
P.S: I'm leaving this post at the top for some time. If you guys wanna read new updates, please scroll down.
There are things I would really like to clarify with those who know about the relationship going on between me and charmaine. And this is not meant for my friends in poly. So please pardon this.
As far as I know, Ive started liking charmaine even when shes with you-all-know who. I have never expressed my feelings towards her throughout the days Ive spent with her and the times we chatted on msn. And I do know that she is having problems with him when I started to like her. It wasnt an unintentional like, but it just came naturally like all love does. You guys don’t mechanically get this kind of feeling, its just something natural.
I know you guys might be are thinking that Im the 3rd party, doing all the breaking up of couples and such. I can tell you guys that I didnt. Even though at that time of moment, I liked charmaine, but I wont do such a thing as to break them up. Im not that kind of despicable person you all think of. Or maybe, what I said myself won’t prove anything. But throughout the times, Im just showing concern as a friend towards her and the times when she needed someone to talk to. I was helping her to find what her relationship really lacks and why is it not going so smoothly. I wasnt even trying to break it up. More over, what I find that is wrong in the relationship; its obvious enough to the both of them.
Yes, the problem between them is communication. You guys should have known about it, if you guys observed enough. And I was trying my best to help her save this relationship, please dont think that Im trying to be fake being a nice guy or something. Its just that I dont want to see her getting hurt and having troubles sleeping during the night. As a friend, seeing her suffer like this does hurt me, and I was to be true to my feelings, it would hurt even more than just that.
Its only on Wednesday that I came to know that both of them broke up. I knew she was feeling upset and as well as exhausted. But she didnt sleep that early that night and I was talking to her about it. On Thursday night, yes, she lied to him that she was alone even though she was me. I could understand the reason why she did that. More over, I suggested about going to the beach and it was just nice that she wanna go too, and we both arranged to meet. I know she needed someone to talk to at that point of time. Also at the same time, I was having my own problems with my ex and I just wanted some wind and fresh air to keep myself away from the problems I faced. And I did ask her about how her relationship was going on and tried my best to help her in any way I can. I’m not sure if I have helped her, but solely, the decision she made was based on her own judgment and thinking.
And yes, that weekend was our combined class chalet. We met up earlier just to have lunch and such. And yes, that week was the week that we met up often, like almost everyday. It was only on Sunday I made clear of my feelings towards her. Although it was merely a few days she broke up with him but I still wanted to make my feelings clear since she was single. I’m not taking any opportunities to get together with her but just wanted to make clear of how I feel towards her, thats all.
And when we got together, I know the consequences to come if you guys were to know about it. And yes, its here and its happening right now as Im typing. She told me about today when we met up and I was concerned about how things are going. I know not all those who are in her cosplay group know this matter. But as far as Im concern, I think only those who are really involved should be concern about it. As for those who are not involved in this matter, please do not make things worse. I know you all are concerned about him but this matter is something personal between 3 people, mainly is me, him and her.
I really dont wish those who are not involved, to “interfere” this matter. You all should just stay at one side. When this matter clears up, you all can voice in whatever you all wanna say. You all can give advices to him at this point of time, but please do not make things worse by just scolding/flaming her. It isnt entirely her fault that things have come to this. I have a part in this and I wont hide and let her handle all this by herself. If you guys were to confront, you would be facing 2 people, not 1. And if the confrontation meant nothing more than just scolding, please dont waste your time. You guys should be able to think whats to do and whats not to do.
And charmaine didnt break up with him because of me. It was because the relationship was lacking in communication and also, it was a hard relationship to maintain with the responsibilities he have in school and was unable to commit much to this relationship. She did hurt him but does this kind of thing is evitable in a relationship? No it isn’t. More over, she knows that he still likes her a lot and didn’t want to hurt him even more with the news of us getting together. However, its inevitable that he is hurt yet again. You all can keep blaming charmaine for the hurt she caused to him. But have you ever thought that she, herself isnt feeling good at all?
You all are just concern to one side, which I would like to say bias. Do you think its fair that, you all put the blame on her alone? Do you think its fair that you all are just concern about him? What about her? She may be the bad person in this matter, but do you guys ever actually act as neutral and looked at both sides? Neither of the sides are feeling good and such. You all just blamed her and convict her to death sentence. Nothing in this world is fair. And I do believe it because its something I’m seeing now! She is shouldering all the blame to herself now and do you think its fair to her?
He is the victim, Im not denying it. However, do you guys ever know how she feels going through all these? You all are just bias against her. You all think that the one hurt is the one that needs the most support. I agree with that but sometimes there are things not to be overlook at just because of being blinded by anger. When one is blinded by anger, you would start saying things that are inappropriate and cant think properly. He said things that really hurt charmaine and I guess you guys think that she deserve it. But is it necessary to say such things? You have been hurt and yet you do things to hurt her? She told me some things about you and I was impressed with you. But the way you had handle things and your own emotions now, to me, you dont seem all that great.
Im not trying to pick a fight with you guys but please do cool yourselves down and see the picture in a wider view. Not just only focus on one point and start making conclusions and such. Im saying my piece right here, right now. If you guys cant clear up the smoke in your heads, its best you all don’t say things that arent necessary at all and get yourselves into things that dont involve you from the very start.
no Innocence, just Me
10:05 PM
Anything and Everything
okay lets start off with friday then. met dear at clementi earlier before heading to sch. went to buy cats books and then headed down to canteen 2 to wait for the rest. darren di and lan diao(lendl) arrived first, followed by the rest, felicia, wei san, joel, denyse, pei fen, yan lin joan, donald and his new found fren. and i was shocked to hear donald say he and nadj joined dance sports! so funny la~ then i was dragged into joining dance sports also~ lalala~ but still can choose la. hahaha~ after lunch, headed to blk 56 for CATS. lol~
my CATS lec is damn funny la~ hahaha~ like my IS class for this sem. last sem IS class sucks a lot really. lalala~ after that, met up with the rest and headed to LT 26 for SW briefing and choosing of sports. i can tell u all this la, heng its only for 1st year only. if not i wld have to seemingly see something worse than GSS 'live'. hahaha~ those who were there gets what i meant. i wont bother elaborating. in the end, dear and i joined dance sports lor. then joseph also come in cos he dont know join what. xl also the same thing. hahaha~ but hor, in dance sports, there are 24 girls and 4 guys only. lol~ damn funny la~
after that went off with dear, sun nu, denyse, karen, jeremey, nicole, joel, xl and yan lin. and guess what we saw~ XD headed down to clementi cos sun nu wanna get her tb there cos its cheaper and such. then headed off with dear and sent her home. she took me to the park playgroud nearby her house. talked abt that place, the very tall place where u can climb up and such. she told me some stuffs which really made me, u know, emo. but eventually i still hold it in there and everything's fine. stayed over there for quite some time before really sending her off. got home quite 'late' and then slept early 4plus like that, again.
sat, met dear at city hall cos we are catching a movie at vivo, death note~(sorry to denyse, we actually agreed on this before u mention of whole gls go watch.) then she told me that her side knows abt us already and it really caused a problem and such. dear is pretty upset abt this matter and is really shouldering all of the blame to herself. anyways, on a lighter note, death note is a very very nice show! the ending was really something u guys hate lor. but there will be a sequel to the movie and its opening this EOY! wahahaha!!! nice right? damn, cant wait.
after watching the movie. we headed back to sch for our perc practises. then dear showed me something and i read it. the perc practise was not bad la. i see a lot of ppl there, those who didnt turn up last time, turned up this time round. good to see that really. and i finally can do my solo!!! if its really solo without having to follow the rhythms of the rest. thats really giving me a headache. harder than i thought man~ after perc practise, i was a bit crazy, i took a broom and hit a bottle and play hockey or something. then i took joel's pot and destory it! bwahaha! he also took part in destorying it. lalala~ then headed off to bugis with dear. went to have drinks at TCC. man so nice man~ the ambience is also not bad la~ haha! then we were over there talking again. then i emo again really lots. after that, we left that place and went window shopping~
but before that, i cleared up some stuffs. seriously, all these happenings is really disturbing. but no matter what, we will face it, together~ =) then window shop and see lots of stuffs really. dear bought a new pair of earrings which is nice la~ then i saw some stuffs i wanna buy but nvr cos broke liao. lol~ then i sent dear home again as usual. then this kitten i saw everytime i went home, appeared when i was walking dear home. haha~ dear was so happy to see it. wanted to play with it, and i was just standing there and watch. but i more attractive to the cat and it kept following me la~ dear a bit upset lor~ XD the cat is also damn weird and funny la~ keep showing us its butt lor. lol! play finish le sent her back in. her mother came out and i really didnt notice. dear just ask me walk there and i know i gotta hide. heng nvr saw us ar~ =) then headed back straight home.
as for today, its boring la~ but i manage to finished up ipc tutorials, physio assignment, maths exercises, and as well as printing of notes for this week's lec. yup~ then now so bored liao. dear doing her work so i dont disturb her. now can only stone and listen music, and think thoroughly abt some things. no show on the tv either is driving me crazy. lol~ but still managable la. and....i bought this new bag i saw at zinc ytd with dear la~ so nice now and its spacious. everything is good abt it except for one, its white! cos the white colour version looks the best~ lol! think it will be tight fit for my lappy la~ i think can put in my lappy but i rather not. lol~ oh wells.. thats all i guess, will update again soon, if possible. lol~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
9:40 PM
Some Stuffs
haha~ here are some pics i took ss of it from my comp. so cool la~ lalala~
hahaha~ this is my first solitare pwn-age i've got. 8026 score and finished within 95s. lala~ XD
this is the second solitare pwn-age i just made while waiting for my mb notes to be printed finish. 8824 score and done within 86s! bwahahaha~ XD
okay~ this is the speed when i dwl bleach at a certain time. its close to 200kb/s la! woots~ hehe! XD
will update again later when i'm finsihed with some things. yep~ so tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
4:09 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Clear Up
There are things I would really like to clarify with those who know about the relationship going on between me and charmaine. And this is not meant for my friends in poly. So please pardon this.
As far as I know, Ive started liking charmaine even when shes with you-all-know who. I have never expressed my feelings towards her throughout the days Ive spent with her and the times we chatted on msn. And I do know that she is having problems with him when I started to like her. It wasnt an unintentional like, but it just came naturally like all love does. You guys don’t mechanically get this kind of feeling, its just something natural.
I know you guys might be are thinking that Im the 3rd party, doing all the breaking up of couples and such. I can tell you guys that I didnt. Even though at that time of moment, I liked charmaine, but I wont do such a thing as to break them up. Im not that kind of despicable person you all think of. Or maybe, what I said myself won’t prove anything. But throughout the times, Im just showing concern as a friend towards her and the times when she needed someone to talk to. I was helping her to find what her relationship really lacks and why is it not going so smoothly. I wasnt even trying to break it up. More over, what I find that is wrong in the relationship; its obvious enough to the both of them.
Yes, the problem between them is communication. You guys should have known about it, if you guys observed enough. And I was trying my best to help her save this relationship, please dont think that Im trying to be fake being a nice guy or something. Its just that I dont want to see her getting hurt and having troubles sleeping during the night. As a friend, seeing her suffer like this does hurt me, and I was to be true to my feelings, it would hurt even more than just that.
Its only on Wednesday that I came to know that both of them broke up. I knew she was feeling upset and as well as exhausted. But she didnt sleep that early that night and I was talking to her about it. On Thursday night, yes, she lied to him that she was alone even though she was me. I could understand the reason why she did that. More over, I suggested about going to the beach and it was just nice that she wanna go too, and we both arranged to meet. I know she needed someone to talk to at that point of time. Also at the same time, I was having my own problems with my ex and I just wanted some wind and fresh air to keep myself away from the problems I faced. And I did ask her about how her relationship was going on and tried my best to help her in any way I can. I’m not sure if I have helped her, but solely, the decision she made was based on her own judgment and thinking.
And yes, that weekend was our combined class chalet. We met up earlier just to have lunch and such. And yes, that week was the week that we met up often, like almost everyday. It was only on Sunday I made clear of my feelings towards her. Although it was merely a few days she broke up with him but I still wanted to make my feelings clear since she was single. I’m not taking any opportunities to get together with her but just wanted to make clear of how I feel towards her, thats all.
And when we got together, I know the consequences to come if you guys were to know about it. And yes, its here and its happening right now as Im typing. She told me about today when we met up and I was concerned about how things are going. I know not all those who are in her cosplay group know this matter. But as far as Im concern, I think only those who are really involved should be concern about it. As for those who are not involved in this matter, please do not make things worse. I know you all are concerned about him but this matter is something personal between 3 people, mainly is me, him and her.
I really dont wish those who are not involved, to “interfere” this matter. You all should just stay at one side. When this matter clears up, you all can voice in whatever you all wanna say. You all can give advices to him, but please do not make things worse by just scolding/flaming her. It isnt entirely her fault that things have come to this. I have a part in this and I wont hide and let her handle all this by herself. If you guys were to confront, you would be facing 2 people, not 1. And if the confrontation meant nothing more than just scolding, please dont waste your time. You guys should be able to think whats to do and whats not to do.
And charmaine didnt break up with him because of me. It was because the relationship was lacking in communication and also, it was a hard relationship to maintain with the responsibilities he have in school and was unable to commit much to this relationship. She did hurt him but does this kind of thing is evitable in a relationship? No it isn’t. More over, she knows that he still likes her a lot and didn’t want to hurt him even more with the news of us getting together. However, its inevitable that he is hurt yet again.
You all can keep blaming charmaine for the hurt she caused to him. But have you ever thought that she, herself isnt feeling good at all? You all are just concern to one side, which I would like to say bias. Do you think its fair that, you all put the blame on her alone? Do you think its fair that you all are just concern about him? What about her? She may be the bad person in this matter, but do you guys ever actually act as neutral and looked at both sides? Neither of the sides are feeling good and such.
You all just blamed her and convict her to death sentence. Nothing in this world is fair. And I do believe it because its something I’m seeing now! She is shouldering all the blame to herself now and do you think its fair to her? He is the victim, Im not denying it. However, do you guys ever know how she feels going through all these? You all are just bias against her. You all think that the one hurt is the one that needs the most support. I agree with that but sometimes there are things not to be overlook at just because of being blinded by anger.
When one is blinded by anger, you would start saying things that are inappropriate and cant think properly. He said things that really hurt charmaine and I guess you guys think that she deserve it. But is it necessary to say such things? You have been hurt and yet you do things to hurt her? She told me some things about you and I was impressed with you. But the way you had handle things and your own emotions now, to me, you dont seem all that great.
Im not trying to pick a fight with you guys but please do cool yourselves down and see the picture in a wider view. Not just only focus on one point and start making conclusions and such. Im saying my piece right here, right now. If you guys cant clear up the smoke in your heads, its best you all don’t say things that arent necessary at all and get yourselves into things that dont involve you.
no Innocence, just Me
11:16 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Happy Happy
alrights, let me blog abt ytd and also abt today la~
ytd was prac day la. just having prac all day is a bit sian la. hahaha~ 1st prac mah, whats there to expect? well, ipc got "hands on experience" somemore, wash the apparatus la! dumb lor~ -_- mb was just pure talking abt equipments, safety and also answer qn. done within 1.5hrs. then i went off to meet chew hua first. then we started to make blind fold la. then abe, cheryl, bee sim and vanessa came. lalala~ then abe and i started making our game station stuffs~ then augustine came and yes, we make the forfeits immediately! hahaha! i simply love the 'water gun' bottles we made la. so nice~ lalala~ then had our briefing to the sgls abt our games and location of it. then i forgot to get pau mei mei her mirinda so i rush down to cold storage after briefing la~ then ran there and back to pyramid. lala~ made it in time though. hahaha~
then we had pt and campus run. took quite some time la and our grp games were like left with very little time. then we rush back to get our stuffs and headed to the station. then i forgot to give out clues to the rest. so spent some time tearing and labelling the clues and such. more over, one clue got error in it la!! sorry to all!!! then i ran all the way from LT 51 to pyramid again, to brief the rest. then headed to LT 22 to pass chewhua the clues, then to augustine station, xl station and back to mine. man, like doing marathon like that sia. rush here and there. the games were successful la!~ but as for the timing is really seriously cock up la~ boos~ make sure u guys communicate using ur hp more and pls call dont sms!!!! hahaha~ my leg got cramp at the very last min la, both legs somemore, almost fall and cannot walk. lalala~ headed back and return our push up punishment. as time was late we only cleared 20. then grp 4 had debrief and suchs. then went home after that and bathe and suchs lor~ didnt sleep till like 3am like that. lala~
as for today, quite slack la. had maths lec in the morning and its still the same old crapping. lol~ then had ipc tutorial! omgz, can fall asleep in there la!!! boos~ then had our break. met up with dear, but then the rest of us headed to sim foodcourt to eat first. then nadj and donald headed to cc first while i go look for dear. she was doing the scientific notebook thingy la~ then went back to emart slack ard before heading to cc to have our 1hr ipc lec. it was alright la~ lol! lendl, darren and joan went to crash the lec lor. hahaa! then we headed back to emart there and slack ard. but mostly we were doing maths la~ lalala~ dear went for maths prac after ipc lec. then after they all finish, abt 1hr+ they came down and do MOL. lol~ i nvr bring lappy so cannot do. haha~ but i manage to finish up the exercises in the handout. then went to crash cbio lec! miss mr mak so much la, his voice, his stationary position and teaching of cos. hahaha~ he allow us to crash lor. so nice of him~ XD then abt 40mins later, we went off cos we are yawning la~ oh btw, the we are, donald, sun nu and me. lol~
back to emart, i went to buy tibits eat la. then sleep beside dear while she using lappy. then she also sleep. then we sleep~ lol! on the table la, just beside each other nia. then i took her phone and scan a bit la. sorry dear~! then saw something and i went emo la~ but everything is solved now la! lalala~ happy ending somemore. hehe~ =) sent dear home and we like spent 45mins? at the park ard her house there talking blah blah blah~ lalala~ then sent her back and i got back home pretty fast lor~ also not sure how come so fast. hahaha~ but its a good thing. had my dinner and watched d.gray-man. damn nice la~ cant wait for next epi. and now dwling bleach~ wheeee~ hahaha~ i guess thats abt it for today ba. tml is IS day. so sian~ having cats and sw tml, 1-5pm. hope we will be release early la~ lalala~ which seems quite impossible bah~ sw hope is just briefing and choosing our own cca we wanna take for it. lalala~ gotta snatch de lor, limited spaces man~ hahaha~ very funny lor this kind of 'organising'. oh wells, i guess thats abt it. sat will be a long day~ hehe~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
11:55 PM
This Sucks
i'm feeling fircking lousy now la. grp 4 games were successful but the time management really cock up real bad la~ everyone in the end had to go home like abt 11pm la! and then some more i cannot comfort which i really want to and do it! but i'm just fricking lousy la. my body needs to rest and my brain wants to shut. but i force myself not to even sleep. i dont care! just feeling really fricking lousy la!! kns.. i'm better off dead.
no Innocence, just Me
1:50 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Puzzle Piece =)
today's the 2nd day of sch! had physio lec today and its kinda nice to have eddie ong as our lecturer. he is nice~ =) showed us videos and suchs. but he skips slides a little too fast yea. he is quite a moblie lecturer also. still prefer him to stay at one point. hahaha~ then had my break and suchs~ bought the same drink as DEAR!(finally able to use this official term XD) we had double fudge mocha ice blended. its nice la~ but not blended properly. lol~ then i went for my mb tutorial. it was slack la. lisa ho was just asking a bit of stuffs and then intro 3 tb and then ask a bit of qns on first lec then off we go~ next wld be the maths lec. i wasnt listening at all la~ i was just plainly doing the maths examples with nadj and donald. hahaha~ basic algebra la~ what do u expect. its e maths stuffs but i fear a maths. =(
after maths lec, all of us went back to emart there and slack ard. haha~ then dear and i went off and headed to the cathay cos i wanna see and buy something. lalala~ bought it already and its so nice la~ its actually a puzzle piece necklace. there are 2 pieces that can be seperated de. this is my piece~
haha~ dear's piece is silver in colour and has a crystal embeded at the bottom somewhere. that one suits her more so i take the dark coloured one~ =) will wait for dear to be able to upload her piece then i will post the pic also~ lalala~ this puzzle piece necklace caught our eyes when we first saw it. its cute and nice la~ lalala~ =)
then had dinner with dear~ had ljs cos i wanna eat rubbish and she allows me. then dear's throat like going jia lat also but she also eat rubbish with me~ take care ar dear, drink more water! =) then sent dear home la~ but damn scary la~ this time the doggie nvr bark, but then when walking the path going into her house. a car came in from behind and its a mercs!!! omgz~ scare me lor~ lalala~ now i shld cast away that phoebia now~ XD (dont ask me abt the mercs and doggie part, haha something really shocking to us~ lalala~! XP) then on the way home keep sms-ing my grp 4 members and msg dear also~ msg until almost miss je stop la! lol~ then came home bath and settled the logistics and print out the clues and suchs~ everything is done! =)
tml is prac day la~ and dear's timing and my timing very diff; i break she having prac, she break i having prac. plus i'm off earlier than her by 3 hrs! then got gl training~ so most probably we will only get to see each other during training. hopefully our prac end early and can see each other~ XD tml is grp 4 games and i hope it goes well ba! yay! jia you~ okay, i better go sleep, tml still got prac in the early hrs of 8am. -_-" tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
12:10 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
First Day
had our very first sch day of the new sem~ its kinda boring for ipc lec la! the lecturer is like soooooo boring for the way he talks, plus his engrish is very de powderful lor~ pronounciation is also very de li hai~ XD then had maths prac. basically is just knowing our lecturer, plus giving us the details of what we are going to learn, do for lec and prac, stuffs la. then had 3 hrs of break, cos ended off early.
went to mega bites to get my lunch with nadj, although nadj was eyeing on the coke i have instead of the food~ he is fasting la, such a poor thing. then headed to sim food court to find charmaine, nyse they all. then joe and donald came down, had their lunch. met a lot of gls there at the food court. indeed so nice to see everyone after the holis~ =) then charmaine they all got tutorial, then do-re-mi trio headed to emart there and slack. haze was so bad la! boos~ then eileen and serene bought this new game(might be due to the effect after the twister fiesta). this game is called wet head, alright, its not a wrong game for sure. haha~ its like there is thi container that u pour water in it, then u twist and turn the container on the helmet. its lock la, so pulling any of the rods connected to it might just trigger the water and leak on ur head. joel got it twice la! lol~ donald was sabo-ed! hui xian was sabo-ed also. lol~ then headed to mb lec.
our mb lecturer is nice la, but the only thing is she moves ard too much. i rather she like mr mak, be stationary. lol!!! and she walked the lt 4 times, and nadj tio pwn 4 times!! XD then after the break, she nvr walk ard the lt and nadj nvr tio pwn. according to theory, if she walk 1 round the lt, nadj will get pwn 1 time. lol~ anyways, we headed to the 6th floor cos nadj got problems with his internet. so met the indian dude and had it fixed. headed down to emart with donald and xl while nadj go report his lost of student card. then they all slacking ard. so we slack till its abt 5++pm. then donald had to go for training while i cont slacking ard. then headed home and got out of the house. went somewhere and done some things(dont think wrong k!). man, these few days keep getting more shocks than stress la~ lol! XD hope it wil; nvr happen again! doggies are such intelligent creatures i must say. lol~
later on still got sch. man gotta rush down for maths lec after mb tutorial. from lsct to blk 50, although i dont know where is blk 50 but rushing down is still a problem. yep~ guess thats it ba~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
12:39 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Start of new Sem
lol~ its kinda repeatative but, sch is opening tml!!! yay~! so happy sia~ going back to sch means got stuffs to do and not stay at home and rot(although i like staying at home, but not the rotting part). woots~ just went blog hopping here and there, spam the tags. so fun~ lalala~ XD
had my dinner just like an hr ago. not sure if tonight will sleep early or not, cos the body is too used to the late nights i've been through during the holis. hahaha~ plus tml's lec starts at 8am! means i gotta wake up at 6am! if i sleep 1am, 5hrs of sleep only! wahahaha~ but will get used to it de la! lalala~ =) so nice, tml is gonna be a long day for me~ i got "extra prgs" after sch on mon and weds~ lalala~ weds all shld know why ba! GLs! speaking of which, the week of sch opening is my grp 4 games! hope everything goes well man! =)
tml's lesson will be, 2hrs of ipc lec, followed by 2hrs maths prac, 2hrs break, 2hrs mb lec. lala~ but travelling from convention centre to lsct there is not far, but kinda rush la~ boos~ is like straight away la! hmm.. i found CATS a bit tedious man.. i read the thingy liao. almost wanna faint. so many things to do sia. SW is just something similar to PE la. lol~ and ipc notes got error de lor. lecturer so lazy change sia. -_-" hahaha~ hmm.. guess thats abt it for tml's lesson. and yea, meeting darren di cos he's gonna pass me the rest of the avatar epis. yay! happy man~ well, just pray everything for tml goes well. haiz.. haha~ ignore the sigh. lala~ guess i'm dont here. tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
8:48 PM
Determined
alrights! just had my lunch a moment ago and was watching a bit of tv. yep~ sch is starting tml and its gonna be a new sem with all the new modules to study for. this sem is gonna be a tough sem cos there are 4 study modules. yup~ so gotta working even harder than last sem to produce good results. more over, this sem got maths! something i'm kinda afraid cos its related to A maths, and i dont have A maths bg. just like cell bio man. but i hope i can do well also in maths just like how well i did in cell bio. thats what i'm aiming for. lalala~ physio and ipc doesnt seem easy to me at all la~ mb i have no complains, yet. haha~
~edit 5.50pm~
alrights, for ytd's "incidents", i will not blog them abt it, cos i dont think anyone will wanna read them anyways. and as for ytd's outing of mine, i will blog it up asap after i've thought of how to blog it. lalala~ read finish the lec notes for tml's lesson. for once, i read and i can understand most of it. hahaha~ got maths tb and handout, and ipc prac manual to buy for this week. of cos log book is needed also~ mb no need to buy prac manual cos they want us to print ourseleves la. -_- although the time table is quite slack but will do revision everytime i go home de. hehe~ grp 4 game proposal has been submitted earlier in the morning today, and i've also sent copies to all my grp members as well as the SGLs in-charge of our grp. they like no reply to any amendments to make to the proposal like that. hope i did a good job of it. now the only thing left to do is the get the forfeit stuffs and have everything ready by tues. hope everything will be successful ba~! lalala~ abt 13hrs more till sch starts! although a bit of me dont feel like going to sch, i still gotta go sch meet up with all my frens and lalala~ woots! guess thats all i gotta say for now. tatas~
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no Innocence, just Me
3:15 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
Done Deal
today ish friday, and its the 13th of oct. hahaha~ friday the 13th man~ XD
woke up at abt 12pm today and went online to catch a bit of anime! KKM finally got sub for epi 72! but following the other epis all dont have~ T_T then watch pot again. now just finished 108 i think. hahaha~ dont wanna watch now. lalala~ ding talking to me now, saying how hot she has gotten and all~ lol~ she really nvr change does she? XD anyways, i seriously love my time table now! although the break time sucks~ at least i get to leave sch early everyday except for fri. but doesnt matter la~ fri start sch at 1pm. lol~ sch ish opening next week liao and i'm so sian, first day gotta bring lappy cos got maths prac! cant believe right? got maths prac de wor~ hahahaha!!!! and darren di told me that my IPC lec ish dont know how to teach de. kns~ ask him(the lec) go and die la! and the maths lec ish ok ok but he dont like her~ hahaha! the rest i dont know liao.
~edit 8.11pm~
finished my dinner just some time ago and came back online and watched d.gray-man~ XD its a very nice anime, new anime somemore. just check it out only and i can dwl and watch! cos its like only up to 2 epis for now~ every weds 1 epis~ woots! then now stoning here and there. grp 4 game proposal is finishing soon except for the log and the one more game description~ hope can send to SGLs by today, if not tml morning. then at night send proposal to lsct mail~ lalala~ countdown to 3 days more and sch starts~ boos but also yay~ lol! boos cos gotta wake up early, yay cos can meet frens more often liao! =) guess i shall be going back to stoning bah~ tml will be a good day! lalala~
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no Innocence, just Me
5:08 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
All I need is you
had my perc practise today for the S&S. was happy to see the no. of ppl turning up for thurs, i hope the rest will come for the sat session. met charmaine today at clementi station and went to sch. today got my solo piece of nadj and i almost fainted la. hear him play i wanna die liao. but then when i started learning, its actually quite easy, but got difficulties in it. yep~ so gotta practise for it ya.
after the session, all of us went home, nadj go home put stuffs and go back for his fencing again. then left charmaine, jie ying and i. then we played this game. its super dumb la~ lol! kill ur brain cells. try until dont wanna try liao~ lalala~ then charmaine and i went to lsct to config her lappy cos she recently service it and now gotta re-install all the prgs needed in sch. it took quite some time cos it cannot login to the server. then its becos of her norton thats why cannot login. hahaha~ then install quite wols also. -_- then when finish already, went off to take bus from sim and then took mrt to tampiness. lala~
charmaine got family dinner and then i had my dinner at yoshinoya~ lala~ the cashier was damn funny. she ran out of 2$ notes, and say she give me all coins can. of cos i say can la~ then she gave me and she said i accept till so mian qiang. lol~ then i said back my sch can use, so i love coins. hahaha~ then went back that time my mom called and asked me where i am. she stunned i at tampiness and ask what i doing there. lalala~ reach home at abt 9+pm. came online and watched the rest of the avatar. and then dwl bleach! check this out!(nvm, blogger dont like me, dont let me upload photo) my dwl speed reached up to almost 200kb/s!!!! wahahahah~ but it lasted till 25%, like abt 3mins like that. sadded man~ but oh wells, it just dwl finish. lalala~
been going out for 4 consecutive days~ tired tired~ tml shall be a resting day for me~ lalala~ and, got no stuffs to update anymore, so yea~ tatas~
no Innocence, just Me
11:40 PM
Tedious Day
today had gl training and i must say, it was fun~! had our campus circuit~ its like inbetween campus run and circuit. we had our campus run, but we headed to diff station and do circuits also. yea, it was tiring but fun~ had break and rest all the way. then it was grp 3 games~ it was fun~! they did a good job also! then finished up our punishment push ups, did total of 105 push ups~ now we left 90 push ups to finish off the punishment.
as for grp 3, i sincerely apologised for making ur area dirty, especially donald's station. really really sorry abt it. feel bad man~ then we went for shower and suchs. waited for each other as usual and headed down to timah plaza to have our dinner at kfc~ then after that everyone go home lor~ i cant really blog up stuffs, cos i'm really tired~ can literally fall asleep while typing this la~ hahaha! oh well, thats abt it.. tml still got perc practise. lalala~ better rest early~ nights ppl~!
no Innocence, just Me
12:39 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Everyone
this post is really meant for everyone out there who have been involved in the situation i've created. to donald, jin xuan, alwyn, siok hoon, shurong and also many others. its my selfishness that causes all these to happen. i'm sincerely apologising to all of u, for getting u guys involved in this situation. i'm really truely sorry and deeply regretted my selfishness for this.
as for joce, i'm sincerely apologising to u for scolding u at those times and also ytd. although saying sorry might not work at all but still i wld wanna apologise. i just really wanna be frens with u from now and i really dont wish to have us scolding each other everytime. i know i've done things that hurt u and all but i just really wanna maintain a good friendship with ya. i dont wish of u ranting abt me anymore on ur blog, is not becos i dont like it and not becos its fultile. but its becos if this cont on, it will nvr end. i really hope u understand that all i'm saying now is truely from my heart and i'm not lying any one bit. i've been thinking abt this whole situation a lot of times and i really think it shld end. cos if this were to cont, none of us will benefit and ppl ard us are all affected. although things aint seem simple, but if we both can put it down, it migh just work. i just wish that we can be back to our normal self and be frens as usual. i really wish u wld agree to this and be as frens.
P.S will update abt training tml bah. pretty tired already from training.
no Innocence, just Me
10:42 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Baby Its You
just came back from grp 4 meeting and trying to games and forfeits. lol~ damn funny la! cheryl was the first to come, then followed by me, chew hua, abe, vanessa, bee sim and then finally, xl and augus. headed down to cold storage and augus was like hunting things la~ trying to find forfeit stuffs for the games. and in the end we took like abt 45mins to settle la~ haha~ then we bought in small amts, headed back to sch and try out the forfeit~ omgz~ wont tell u guys what is it if not spoil the fun~ just one suggestion, try not to lose. lol!!
anyways, besides today, i'm here to blog abt the chalet~ lalala~ so happy la at the combined class chalet! hahaha! lets see, on sun met the rest, charmaine, charlotte first at ps mrt station and then headed down to the resort first cos xl will be late. so i checked in and got the room~ wheee~ went inside and slack and watch tv. lol~ it was showing the 'its show time', it was the finals. was watching until xl reach le i go out pass him the ticket to enter. then cont watching it. lol~ xl was going crazy. after watching, we went to play pool~ lalala~ serene came and play a while more. then charlotte went home cos she go back have dinner. then the rest of us headed to bk to have our dinner. then eileen came~ tio pwn by the no. of ppl in the chalet. hahaha~ after eating, went back to the chalet room. eileen was like......omgz la! hahaha~ damn funny lor. xl also another one, say wanna sleep in the toilet cos he is the only guy staying overnight, besides eileen, serene and denyse. haha~ then denyse came, she was not that high de then when she knows, she became hyper! lol~ was watching this 'horror' movie on channel u. instead of it being horror, we laugh la~ lol! then charmaine and i had to leave early so we left. then her parents were kind to give me a ride down to tm station. :) then reached home 12pm then sleep early cos next day still gotta meet them for lunch.
the mon, met the same few ppl. serene went home, eileen go work, denyse went for dance practise, leaving xl all alone. hahah~ charlotte didnt come cos of something. sadded~ take care ar lotte~ eddy joined us. lol~ tio pwn seriously. then joel was supposed to meet us super early de then he came like evening time. -_- the rest of us got the bbq stuffs le headed back to chalet and slack. we played twister! hahahaha~ then later we watch tv again. lol~! jun zhen came with xl and eddy cos eddy was dumb to really pay for the stamp on the hand. hahaha~ charmaine and i just pass knowing our stamp long gone. that person still allows la! hahaha! that guard was like asking got stamp, we just nod and raise our arm. hahaha~ its a special stamp that can see under uv light de. dumb though. -_-" then, the 3 of them go rent games and leave us. then xl called saying need chalet room key. hahaha~ then went to find them lor. found them playing arcade la~ i nvr bring my wallet out so cannot play. T_T
then soon more ppl came, denyse, donald, peifen, darren di, augus and nikki came~ followed by jie ying~ nian shun came last. oh yea, darren has been upgraded from sun zi to my di. hahahha~ funny right? no matter how, turn one round still related to me. lol~ then we bbq and suchs. i keep cooking the satays, crabmeats and hotdog. lalala~ the heat was fricking hot man~ hahaha! then left chicken wings i leave it to donald. haha! the chicken wing chef. lalala~ then the rest of us hide in the room for air con and watch tv. 10pm most went home and we followed~ lalala~ then soon those go for bbq knows abt it liao~ today damn shocking, grp 4 all asked me. hahaha~ will be going out later again~ lalala~ then came home that time i see the sky, quite hazey sia~ now want to check the psi also cannot. dont what page cannot be displayed. hahaha~ oh wells, i shall stop here ba~ tml got training. jia lat~ hope its not circuit. T_T hehe~
no Innocence, just Me
2:51 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
Lalalala~
i dont know how many of my post has the title lalala liao. XD anyways, i will be blogging abt the class chalet after today bah~ hahaha~ this is just a short update in case some of my loyal 'readers' misses out on some stuffs~ will be going back to chalet again, this time is for bbq, and some of the GLs will come crash! horray~ but i meeting the rest for lunch so see how it goes. this time dont wanna buy too many stuffs for bbq, if not like lec chalet all wasted~ boos~
but today got 'housekeeper' sure no problem de la! XD hahaha~ lalala~ and yes, denyse, my pau mei mei called me at 735am in the morning. just to ask me come down have breakfast with them. but i told her we will be meeting them for lunch only. then she say my kor kor nick added a new word, diamond, special thanks to eileen though. -_- hahaha~ but oh wells.. then cannot go back sleep so i go to my lappy. on the router outside the room and started watching POT~ alright, its like a bit like fillers for now~ lala~ then now i'm deciding what time shld meet cos i gotta inform lotte to go out of her house 30mins earlier from my go out time.
oh wells.. guess thats abt it? will update abt the whole chalet thingy tonight, if not tml. tml still got grp 4 meeting to test out the stuffs, games, forfeits and whatever we gotta test. for now the psi reading is 49! good good~ its like going down from 54 at 8am. wheee~ lets hope this keeps up! lalala~
no Innocence, just Me
10:05 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
The problem now is to do it or not
just woke up from my half sleep last night. didnt manage to sleep well and it seems like i sleep for 1 night and the rest, at most 3 nights i cant really sleep well. was thinking a lot of stuffs, seriously. haiz.. then i went out to take a look at the weather, seems so so much better than ytd. was glad to see the weather clear up so nicely.
i think i better go and bathe to wake myself completely. later still gotta go down to costa sands there to check in chalet and then dont know do what liao. see first ba. but i feel like heading down to the beach there watch the sea and waves. it might calm me down and clear my thoughts. oh wells.. shall blog again after i came back from the chalet ba.
no Innocence, just Me
9:09 AM
This is crap
cant believe the haze is getting from bad to worse la!!!! this sucks~ lets hope it gets better tml later bah. hehe~ now trying to get my hands on the new OP and ED of bleach~ its damn nice la! lalala~ XD gonna go for chalet later on. but i'll leaving the house in abt 10.5hrs time. hahaha~ cos its already sunday mah~ the first day of chalet so sunday at home bored i go out earlier. lala~ got the tv size for OP but i think havent release both the full song of OP and ED. boos~ i want those songs now!! bwahaha~
was moody after my dinner, now i'm more cheer up! thanks to charmaine, abe, darren and nyse~ hehe! alright la. shall not blog liao la. nth much to say. finish watching all 5 epis of avatar le. hahaha~ a bit like watching fillers like that. hahaha~ then i'm going out in 10.5hrs time. yup~ so will update after i came back from the chalet bah~ lala~ btw, the haze is gonna haunt all of us for the next few days. sucks la~
no Innocence, just Me
12:30 AM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Nonsense
man, tv just showed PSI is 126. coughing to death already la. anyway, thanks charmaine for telling me something. i del that idiotic post.
had bk for dinner tonight and went out to just breathe smoke la. kns~ the haze is getting worse time by time lor. bth it man. just hope it goes away soon before anything happens la. ths haze is making everyone coughing and have breathing difficulties lor. kns.. watch a bit of tv here and there. blog hop and suchs. nth much to do online also. very sian.
nth much to say also. oh well..
no Innocence, just Me
8:52 PM
Nth more I can do
alright, this will be a brief update on what happened the past few days.
for thurs, had grp 4 meeting and we finalised everything already, including how games are played and the location plus logistics. next tues got meeting again to try out the games and also try out the forfeits. -_- then all left while i headed to bukit timah plaza and take my own lunch plus early dinner ba. after that go somewhere and stone and drink up~ reach home at abt 11+pm like that. parents synchro and bombard me with qns of late coming home and where i go. -_- ans them liao go and bathe then went into my room. lappy on overnight cos was dwling bleach plus on song and listen. didnt sleep the whole night mah~
for fri, which is clearly ytd, had 'woke' up early to catch bleach. it wasnt that of a nice epi la, but still better than nth. then headed out to meet nadj earlier cos i wanna learn the rhythms so i can help teach. in the end i learn so much and teach the pots/pans section only, a bit for buckets. nadj teach all in the end also. wasnt of much help either. took down attendance and suchs. those nvr come, mostly got reasons and the rest no reasons at all. 21 ppl attended. yide came by for a while only. then everything ended at 12pm like that. the rest had lunch and then grp 5 had meeting while the rest of us went to take bus to marina square. the pics are at the previous 2 posts so u can see, including pics i took on thurs. haha~ then the rest went to watch movie while i went to go walk walk alone lor. then meet charmaine and headed back to meet the rest and then had dinner at the foodcourt. we wanted to go see moon de and saw it la. so yellow~ then its damn hazey la~ then we headed the the steps, opp. esplanade mall and lie down there talk talk and see the sky. abe they all go get stuffs to play and eileen, serene and joel went to get drinks. then we headed down to the river there near esplande and play sparks and candles. check out the pics also. then rush home and bath and then sleep.
today, woke up at 10am. then went to bathe and had american breakfast, my sis's fren cook de. yea, so i ate it and blah blah blah. today's haze is damn damn bad. i enclosed my room with air con already, not much haze but drank lots of water. the haze made me cough and cough, then my stomach mucsles keep contracting, very pain~ well, now here blogging lor~ seen something and pisses me off. but i wldnt care less anymore.
P.S not in a very good mood, not as in i'm angry or something. just feeling damn emo now.. really.. yea but no worries la~ i'll be fine......eventually.
no Innocence, just Me
2:06 PM
Day and Night
okay, this is a bit random cos i wanted to just take the giant pic, nyse and abe came into the pic~ yay! XD
hahaha! this is what we did with the candles joel brought. nice right? we are all zai GLs k! loyal to LSCT GLs! woots~ XD
and yea, this is my breakfast today! woots~ nice sia~ wahahahha!!!
will do a short update abt the past few days later. but first let u all enjoy the pics i took these past few days and my breakfast ish today's one. wahahaha! XD
no Innocence, just Me
10:55 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Moon
the very cute icon of the new jap shop at city link there. XD
this is the very nice restuarant at city link. it was closed liao but see, so zhai, no need to enclose it. guarded by CISCO k! XD
vodkas! DONT EVER BUY TURKEY ONE(left bottom, 8%), IT SUCKS! long island(bottom right, 10%), is still not bad. the 2 at the bg is just blackcurrent vodka(5%). caffine and vodka DONT MIX! -_-
this is how the moon is like one of nights i took it. lala~
headed down to marina today and saw this at one of the restuarant. hahaha!!! XD
hahaha! the shop is opened and got a new buddy icon! so cute la~ XD
this is quite cool man~ hahaha~ near marina also.
eeee~ blogger dont let me upload the rest of the pics~~~ 3 more pics only la! T_T but nvm la, at least i uploaded these pics. hehe~ enjoy while i will update further.
no Innocence, just Me
11:57 PM
Very very nice
okay, this is what i'm going crazy abt, i nvr sleep at all last night la!!!! i also dont know why, but i received msgs abt some are not going at a very ulu time la~ so i gotta rmb who is not going. but, no need la, i got the msgs so i dont think i need to rmb who not going. hahaha~ contra man~ lalala~ now preparing to go out and meet nadj earlier cos i, myself wanna learn the rhythms first then can help him lessen the load of teaching. oh wells, nth much to blog abt. tonight is shang yue time~ yay! so will blog abt it later bah. ytd also went out for meeting and suchs. will blog it later too. now i better go out have my breakfast and go sch meet nadj before i'm late. so tatas~
P.S to all my frens out there, thanks for concern really! i appreciate all of u all and yes, one more thing, dont worry abt me! i'm alright de, no worries abt it k? and i really love all of u guys out there who is concern abt me. of cos i wanna thank a person la, but shall not say it out here. hehe~
no Innocence, just Me
6:59 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
I just wish...
just woke up only. damnit la, thinking abt having sleepless nights again. bloody hell la~ boos~ anyways, today woke up, my shoulder is aching as usual of cos. the normal aching of shoulders, but this time added to the stomach area and as well the leg. i think my leg ache is the worst la!!! i wanna squat is damn pain lor. both the calf and tighs there. as for stomach is okay la. only when i cough or sneeze then will pain. hahaha~ shoulder ache is i'm used to it le, so no problem. ytd's training was killer and now the effects are all shown. later still gotta go sch man. i think i will die pretty soon. hahaha~ but for now i think i still surviving bah~ lalala~
P.S btw, ytd night i slept at 5am agains. lalalala~
no Innocence, just Me
10:41 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I'm always here for you
first time, joel this title has no link to whatever post i'm gonna post. just telling ya if u wonder again. hahaha~
today had GL training. and we didnt have campus run. was so happy to know that. and they said we are doing circuit. i sian-ed diao~ circuit its damn tiring la. my grp first to do cruntches station, then push ups, then 45 degree leg rise, squats and then finally jumping jacks. all these add up can kill me already la! the push ups itself already do close to 70, if i'm not wrong. cruntches will be close to 100. the 45 degree leg rise is killer la! boos~ squats and jumping jacks are okay lor~ almost died from just the circuit. i still prefer campus run after all. lol~ XD
then had our lunch break. all of us like so dead la~ but i just laze ard trying to regain the normal use of my legs. its strain seriously much a lot than running, my arms and shoulders too. then it was time for grp 2 games. hahaha! i can say they did quite a good job. all of their games are fun and nice to play la. not so dirty also except for the telematch part. mud again lor~ but this time is just roll on the canvas sheet. hehe~ so no problem la, but its still muddy and sandy. -_- but the game overall was fun! and our combined grp of no link and sugarbins aka sugarlink won the telematch!!! wahahahaha~ then went to wash up a bit with the hose. headed back to the pyramids and wait for debrief. then we started zi high with peace by river and moonlight bay. hahaha!
the sgls came le then ppl were called up to say abt the games planned by grp 2 and suchs. then we went outside the shelter area to finish up 20 push ups for our punishment. then went back and have debrief. then out again and do a 5 push up per set. and we did a total of 30 push ups. almost die la~ arms giving way liao. then now we still own the sgls 150 push ups, which was like last week's amt. cos today got ppl late. added up to a total of 239 de. but sgls discount to 200. lets just hope next training nobody late and nobody forget the damn bottle. zzz~ then went to wash up and everything. then sat at the green patch there to wait for ppl lor. in the end wait wait wait until 7pm sia. laze ard the green patch of cos. its very tiring for today's training la. now my whole body machiam jelly liao. boos~ tml wake up sure die.
went to market there to have our dinner. and then chit chat all sort of rubbish came out la. haha~ took 77 back with joel to interchange. came home and settle the list to yide and currently got 55 gls in the S&S. yep~ and yesh, pls ignore bottom's post. its something personal and u guys wont want to read it either. this post better right? lol~ and er.. i guess thats it? tml still got grp 4 meeting at sch. boos~ but oh wells.. very tired sia.. but still cannot sleep yet.. lala~ anyways, thats all ba. shall update if theres any update for me to update. haha~
no Innocence, just Me
11:56 PM
Whats this?
i thank you for still coming to my blog and check things out. but if u dont like the way things are, u can just not come in here and look at it. seriously, since u say i'm that kind of person, be it. i wont argue back or say something abt it, cos its totally pointless. how u wanna think is ur problem. and how ur frens think is also their problem. saying i lied, okay be it. saying i tried to gain sympathy from my frens? for goodness, i'm not, but i doubt u will believe anyway. cos what u already thought of me is already that way. a fucker and a liar. what more can i say? i dont know why are u bothered abt such stuffs anyway. if u really hate me so much from the very start, dont even bother abt me and my life now. dont even bother coming to blog to see whats going on. then u dont have to then get urself angry and waste ur time on doing such a post. i really see that its pointless for this to happen and for u to be so pissed off? if u really hate me that much, the least u can do is, live ur own life. dont bother coming here anymore. its not i dont welcome u, cos i dont want u to be more pissed off in the future or whatsoever. more over, Ns is really easy, not becos i'm smart, its becos Ns are naturally easy. so what if i scored high for Ns? the real fact that Ns are easy, its just whether u have study hard for it or not. dont go ard saying i'm smart or anything. i'm not considered smart. there are ppl who are really smart and its the level that its hard to attained. if u wanna compare natural smart and hard working smart, its 2 world's apart. last but not least, concentrate on ur studies instead of such stuffs. if u have the time for such things and blogged it down too, i rather u had study. but its ur chioce. no matter what i say, it has no effect anyway. its just like some blank space for u there. thats abt it. thanks for ur concern anyways. but its to end anyways. bye.
P.S this post is not to fight back what u said to me. i'm just telling u that its pointless. end this once and for all. so that all of us can get moving on with our lives blah blah blah. i'm of no significance to u anymore anyways. and i hope it really is.
no Innocence, just Me
9:03 PM
Why, why, why!!
hello peeps~ today went out almost whole day shall update abt it.
woke up quite early bah~ hahaha~ 11+ like that. then go online check forum and chat chat. then blogged up abt the kbox outing. and yes DENYSE ur name is now spelled CORRECTLY k. hahahha~ btws, then went to bath and then talk talk and went to meet charmaine~ cos i accompany her go service her lappy.
reached queensway le took bus 51 to alexandra technopark there. went to the first building ish the wrong one. gotta go underpass then will reach the building hp customer service is located. outside look so nice mans~ who knows when u go in, u see those stalls selling stuffs u normally see in pasar malam. -_-" then went to second floor. took no. and have to wait. then they have waiting, with lots of seats which is nice. but the weird thing is, the waiting area also looks like the staffs' lounge. omgz.. got coffee machine la, biscuits. they are so
'space-saving' eh. -_-
then very fast de, its charmaine's turn. then she shocked if her lappy will reformat everything gone. i was smiling down there. lala~ then went off. she told me the person ask if we got drive here. can get rebate. -_- i look like i can drive, but charmaine can meh? =x hahaha~ jkjk~ then headed back to queensway. still early and neither both of us wanna go home so we decided to play pool instead. headed down to city hall yet again, and went to marina square there. i see the price of the pool i wanna faint. so i rather bowl or watch movie. then we went to see got what movie can watch. haha~ wanted to watch Rob-B-Hood, but its damn late. -_- in the end we catched John Tucker Must Die. i thought he will die la in terms of the movie title, then its not. XD but the show's not bad, damn funny la~ then headed back, my fren ask me if i wanna catch stay alive. its jx la. very long nvr see him le so i decided to meet him lor. another movie again~ lala~
and then took train with charmaine all the way to tm and then took back to city hall to meet him. city hall again yes. and u all can guess we go where catch movie bah. yup~ marina square. hahaha~ but the show was still like 2hrs away, so went to have dinner at ljs~ then talk talk talk, go play arcade. played house of the dead 4. i think our skill drop liao. hahaha~ then played pool~ so fun. then catched our movie. oh, when buying movie tickets, the person almost asked ***********, but she changed damn quick, but i did notice. hahahah!!! jx also noticed. then we were talking abt it~ funny la~ lala~ the movie we catched was Stay Alive. abt a beta test out game, which becomes real life la~ but the show is at least BETTER than SILENT HILL. silent hill is a TOTAL WASTE OF $$$$$. boos~ but the movie was short, so mostly the scenes are to 'scare' u. hahaha~ then we took train back.
after denyse sms me asking me to help her get bottle, yet again. charmaine and donald also. donald's bottle with me la, its khai yin's one. then i went to 7-11 to see, got! woots~ lala~ my 7-11 is power~ lol! then went back home to jot down the names of all performers and then those who quitted GLs. yide wants them tml, i meant later la! boos~
P.S couldnt sleep now. dont know why. hahaha~ maybe will thon through the night bah~ lalala~ no worries~ its not the matters of lalala~ hahaha~
no Innocence, just Me
1:37 AM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Close ur eyes and rest ur weary mind. I promise I will stay right here beside u.
alrighties, without pics, i shall update abt ytd's gls outing! wheeee~
firstly, of cos i woke up at 930am, which is a crazy time and i dont know why i woke up so since ytd i abt 1am+ then sleep. but oh well, then go forum see see look look. and then check out blogs and drop by friendster. then chatted online. chat chat chat, then realise time a bit off shot so i got and bath and everything. then came out ready to move off, sis ask me buy lunch give her before i go out. so i gladly help her buy. then rush out and i knew i was gonna be late la. lol!
reached city hall at abt 140pm like that. sun nu and steph and yan lin were on time, like they said but i dont if its true~ lala~ then followed by joel, eddy, serene, hui xian, charmaine and darren. still got lendl and xl havent reach yet. so we headed to marina square foodcourt to have our lunch. i ordered chicken rice, its not nice at all. boos~ then xl and lendl came. haha~ then we headed down to kbox! yay!! then we ordered a room got pool table and also kbox!! the room is super big la! lol~ then everyone started to high and sing sing sing. the guys play play play. then in the end i stop playing and join in singing. hahaha! my throat already dying i still sing. lala~ XD
then when comes to a song, tuo diao! lendl really took off his shirt! woohoo~ hahaha!! then we all keep singing and singing. denyse got solo, still got who solo ar, i forgot le. hehe~ but the problem is, we sing very little songs!! there are still a lot more for us to sing!! especially jay's song. wahahhaa! i can solo an jing, if i want to. lala~ :x then lendl and darren went off first. got a few ppl dropped by; meiqi, caryn, nicole, kyle they all. but they left a while later. then we sing sing sing until siao already. but we overshot the time. the whole kbox cost $362! hahaha! highest amt i've been to kbox. then each gotta pay $20 i collected the money and went to pay while th rest cont to sing. then they sing until time's up. we left.
went to yoshinoya there to have dinner~ but before that, charmaine and yan lin left. then jeremey came by. and then jeremiah, davin and sweeyin dropped by too. had dinner with us. lala~ after that see sgls walk back and fro dont know for what. lol~ then went to get ice cream at venezia, its nice! i shld have get lemon~ boos~ after that we all went home~ on the way home, saw the moon, its half and quite not nice. i wanna see full moon~ hehe~ XD
no Innocence, just Me
11:41 AM
Monday, October 02, 2006
Lalalala~
i took this from denyse's blog.
A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.
My Name....
A-Damn good kisser.
L- You live to have fun.
V- You are not judgemental.
I- You get hyper easily.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
lol!!! bwg.. if i cont full name....
T- You're loyal to those you love.
A-Damn good kisser.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
O- You're an awesome person.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
U- You really like to chill.
A-Damn good kisser.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
LOL~ i think i'm absloutely beautiful is damn true? it appeared 4 times in my name! as well as damn good kisser, 3 times!!!!
but i dont agree with hypocrite part. boos~
no Innocence, just Me
10:51 PM
Sanctuary
just woke up from my lala land~ incredible isnt it? its like 9am+++ and i woke up already!! usually i woke up at 12pm+ like that de. XD ytd night was pretty busy cos yide bombed me with a task. so unexpected la~ but its okay la. i think i've got it done le~ hahaha!
yide asked me to find out myself who quitted GLs and also by next training, which is this wed to give him the list of ppl performing, meaning the remaining GLs. and i think i've got it all already. yay~ but i also got some info that some are intending to quit and i added them up first. then for now i already placed 36 ppl in the percussion section, 15 guys, 21 girls. sounds familiar again, girls overwhelm the guys. while for the dance section, 8 pairs, 16 of them, 8 guys and 8 girls. nikki and augus might be joining the dance section ba, they will give me an ans by today. and yup~ that ends for now, the S&S performance thingy for GLs, and as well as my job as one of the organisers. donald, steph and i are the organisers for GLs while yide is the SGL. omgz~
its going to be 10am soon~ later got GLs outing at130pm at city hall there. man i woke up too early liao la. youtube pot epi 95 still missing 1 part cannot watch. then i've got no games to play either. can only listen to music and suchs. then nobody is online to talk to also. forum i visit le, see see look look. nth much to post. maybe go get myself breakfast. hahaha~ which means i gotta bath first. lol~ oh wells.. see how first la. ohs, last night was talking to vanessa la. she really damn blur de, talk in wrong window for once. but i pretend i see nth la. i also dont know whats going on with that sentence too. anyways, we were talking abt improvising the games, and of cos die die also must improvise the one game we decided on. and by chance, donald is going to play dodgeball game, which we included also, so we gotta take it out and put another game in. hahaha! we got lots of games de. just that we chose 4 nia. must improvise more on games liao~ if not can die. plus our grp games falls on the first week of sch la~ meaning we are the first grp to plan games according to super time constraint. boos~ oh wells, i'm sure we can do it!
anyway, today is the start of Ns liao. so i wish all ppl taking Ns good luck!!!! its pretty easy de lor. just score well!! yay! XD
no Innocence, just Me
9:57 AM
