HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAR DEAR DEAR JOCELYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
YUP! Its our 8th month anniversay!!! A long awaited moment for this month!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Its been 8 months since we are together!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okayyyyyyyyyyyyy~! 4 more months to go and it will be our 1 year anniversary!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! I hope we can reach 1 year man!!! Becos of all the things happening now, our relationship have been ups and downs, mostly downs actually. >:( Pls ignore previous post, thanks!!!
Anyway, since its our 8th month anniversary, we decided to write each other a speech. Hahahaha! We will not blog it up here or in our blog. We will just write the speech and give it to each other as the anniversary present!!! Its so meaningful!!! At least better than material stuffs (Joce: Can SAVE $$$$). LOL! Yup yup~!
Hmmm.. After what has been happening these past few days, I still think I'm so so so so in love with my dear jocelyn la!!!!!!
I
LOVE
YOU,
DEAR
JOCELYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
no Innocence, just Me
11:31 PM
_ Nothing I say now, can convince anyone, anything ;
I dont know what is happening these days. Joce and I have been quarrelling since ever I started poly. I thought at the start it was becos we couldnt meet/talk/spend time together often. However, as time goes by, it doesnt seems to be the case.
As all of u know, I'm in poly right now and sure bound to make new friends. Especically at the camp, I made a bunch of nice friends, co-ed friends of cos. However, whats bothering joce is that the pic takings and I'm hanging out with my friends. Yes, it may be jealousy that is doing all the evil deed that we are in our current situation.
Firstly, we quarrelled abt a few times in one week. Right now, its been like everyday. I really dont know why this is happening to us. Abt pic taking, I took pics with my girl friends very closely, till face touch face. I know that its very sensitive to joce. I tried to convince her time and time again that I love her only and will nvr abandon her. However, the insercurity which she has, is nvr enclosed by my words and love.
Even till now, we are still quarrelling abt it. I know how she feels. I'm really very tired of everything that has been happening. My sch work is getting more, and more over, my common tests is just next week. I just dont know why this is happening. I'm really very happy being with joce, no matter whether the time is short, spent with a grp of friends or whatever situation it is. As long she is by my side, I just feel content. But why must this happen to us? Maybe its mostly my fault cos of the pic takings and the time spent with her is seriously not enough. I am seriously not blaming her for the quarrels we had. I know that through this, she really loves me a lot. That is why I have been hanging on, even till now, trying to stablize our relationship.
More over, tmrw is our 8th month anniversary. Its really closing to 1 year. Even my friends encourage me to make it 1 year cos not every couples can do that. Getting together for so long no matter what had happened. I seriously want our relationship to last till 1 year and continue on. However, things right now makes it seems impossible. Aching my heart is what I am feeling everyday, even in sch, that feeling just follows. I just really dont want any of this to continue. It will really become a routine if it continues. The only way to end all of this, is to convince joce that I really love her a lot, and will nvr ever abandon her for someone esle. I rmb telling this before, "If this relationship really fails, I'm not gonna step into another relationship anymore, its not easy for me due to my past relationships."
This is why I'm blogging all this now. I just really want to end all of these, completely.
no Innocence, just Me
8:54 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
_ Death time coming closer ;
okayyyyy~! CBO quiz is finally over!!! today, me and my class are getting hectic over it man!!! then i decided to ask qns cos its so much easier to think back then reading the notes + tb over and over again. then i keep asking the class whats the monomer of nucleic acids, ans is nucleotides. i said later the quiz got this qn come out ar! and truely enough, its came out on the short ans qns!!!! LOL!!! a lot of ppl saved by me, not only my class. hahaha! but qn 2 was a bomb. its chemistry and i dont know how to do!!! its my best sub and i cant do!!! my mind just went blank la!!! argh!!!! anyway, i pass the qns cos after referencing ans with teacher, i got 2.5marks i think out of 5. muahahaha!
and stupid enough, where i cld get whole of qn 4 correct, my last ans where is 3 marks fly!! cos i put polypetides where its suppose to be polynucleotiodes!!!!!!!! i feel like killing myself!!!! anyways, i think i can pass la. my mcq got 9 out of 10 marks. :D hahahaha!!!! hope the 8 marks will get 6 bah. hehe! okay lets not talk abt it anymore. today OBC lec was also confusing as the teacher was rushing through la! i almost fainted. but today must revise and do tutorial le.
why joce is away from her comp?!?! where is she?!?!?! i wanna talk to her!!! :(
anyway, on sunday, we had a very very huge quarrel. but things are pretty fine now! :D
sat was the foc bbq. kraken only had a few attend, i think less then half or half of us. hahahaha! anyway, went to donald's hse before going to pasir ris. anyway, his house is kinda scary come to think of it. lol! kinda sound proof. lol! then head over to pasir ris and found out they were waiting for us. hmmm, sorry guys! anyway, head over the the area 2 pit 24/25. we walked the wrong direction initially! hahaha! then we turned back and walked the correct way.
reach le we rest down there and lepak. we went to the beach and draw kraken rocks la. hahaha! of cos had pic taking sessions. then we had to start the fire for charcoal. freshies win i tell u!!! muahahaha! then we started cooking and such. in the end we cook and cook and cook but ate little. but donald said he finished the rest of the chicken wings that is left over. wow! lol! anyway, i went off at 9.45pm and took a cab home! i fall asleep on the cab and it costs me $18!! :x lol! its okay la anyway. rush home to talk to joce mah. and thats when the quarrel starts till sunday before it ends. haiz.. but thank god everything now is over!! :D
i wanna talk to u joce!! come back to ur lappy!!!!!! :(
no Innocence, just Me
8:33 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
_ Title-less :
Why cant u see whats going on inside me? Why do u always take the appearence of me so seriously, instead of looking deep inside me?
I know completely whats going on inside u and how u feel. U are already feeling so sad and sian, do u think i wanna add it on to u just by showing u how i feel too? U will just turn ard and say, "u are suppose to confort me and not the other way round". I'm putting up a brave front not to let u worry and add on to ur saddness or sian-ness.
Yet u kept saying i dont feel sad or whatever just cos i'm BUSY. I just dont wanna show it cos i dont wanna make u worry abt me. I'm ur bf. The least thing i dont want to happen is to hurt u in anyway. The least thing i dont want to happen is to show u the sad side of me. Becos i'm ur bf, i have to be strong, i have to be there for u. Only seeing u happy makes the sad side of me happy. Yes, i may be busy but u think i can neglect my feelings, I can neglect u, just by being busy? If thats the case, why wld i try means and ways just to meet u? Why wld i talk to u first before i really continue studying or doing my work? Why just why? Why cant u see how i'm feeling inside? Why cant we just get together finely throughout the time when i'm in poly and u are in secondary sch? IF this is going through when i'm in poly, and u are feeling so miserable and sad and sian becos me. I know only 1 option. I quit poly. I will nvr ever come up with a second option. Cos i wont throw u aside, abandon u or what. I wont even think of that. Unless u wanna abandon me. If not, the 2nd option will nvr exsist.
no Innocence, just Me
3:11 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
_ The Remedy ;
actually, this was suppose to be blog up for our anniversary de. but i'm so afraid i wld forget what i had in my mind now, so i might as well make it an early speech.
This speech is to Jocelyn, my dearest.
Ever since we got together, my life is so much different. The moment u step into my life, it feels that my world has brighten a lot more with u. There are days where we didnt get to meet/spend time with each other, my life feels so much duller than usual. When u are ard me, I always feel so happy, not the normal happy, but a happy that cannot be describe. The first month we had, it was so pure and innocent. We didnt do the stuff where couples normally do, this may be doe to the attribute that we are shy on our relationship. Soon after when I made the effort to get closer, we became more and more like a couple. This process is something I will nvr forget. As we got to our second month, we were so much closer than we are back then. Its also the month where we had our first kiss. I will nvr ever forget that moment, so memorable. As we proceed to our third month, we are so close that even ur friends find that u are so much closer to me than the other partners u had. I'm so glad to hear that cos it shows that u feel i'm impt to u. The love u gave me, I will always love u back twice as much. On to the fourth month, we had our first troubles, this causes our relationship to be strained. However, I will nvr give u up for whatever reasons there are for a breakup. Its just because I love u too much. In our fifth month, it was the turning point of our relationship. We had so many ups and downs during that time. And due to that, something tragic happened. The both of us didnt wish for that but we had no chioce. With a brokenheart, I accepted it. However, the nights I cried, I nvr had hatred towards u, neither do I blame u. And I even started to get myself together just to get u back. And yes, my efforts do pay off. We got back together just before our sixth month anniversary. I feel so happy at that moment when we got back together. Its something that cannot be describe, only the feelings shown is true. On to our sixth month, we had the greatest time ever after the last incident. However, ending of the month, my poly started. In our seventh month, my poly was so busy that I seldom could meet up with u. However, we both would try means and ways to meet each other no matter what. It was also the turning point for us cos due to we couldnt meet each other often. However, when I suggested it, u kept saying u wouldnt. I couldnt bare to either. In the end, the suggestion was sunk down into the deep sea. We carried on with each day, thinking and missing each other badly. I know u do feel very sad abt everything that has happened. I do too. However, this doesnt make me give up on u. I also think that u will nvr give up on me. Because, I know I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TO LET U GO! Neither do I want u to leave me, I always want u to be by my side. I just wanna let u know that how much I love you and I have nvr ever blame u for the any of the incident that has happened. I love you too much to hate u. U are the only one in my heart, locked inside it. This is how deep my love is for u, increasing every single day in my life with u.
From ur dearest, Alvin <3
no Innocence, just Me
10:06 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
_The Anthem ;
hey everybody!! :D
today was extremely boring!!! anyway, i think OBC is getting more and more confusing!!! wheeeeee!! thats the best part, cos u might un-confuse urself. for the time being i'm still okay with the confusion. but i think when alcohol is added right, the confusion starts! i haven memorise the new names for benzene yet. lalalala~!
5 hr break was simply boring!!!! except for raf, he went a bit crazy!! hahaha! i skip lec cos i go for interview for my NP scholarship. it was just a short informal chat. a bit stress only la. but still managed it. then it was early!! i finished at 3.25pm i wanted to go back lec but i was to meet joce so i went home. even if not meeting right, i thought its a once-in-a-lifetime chance to skip lec. :x hahahaha! okay la.
i went home by cab and joce wasnt downstairs. but i roughly figured she is at the interchange and yes she is. hahaha! thanks kenny for the umbrellas. haha! then i showed joce some videos, the new report in Iraq and the 99 indian. i still cannot believe it is dont by SP students!! its so stunned!!! hahaha! joce is still as cheerful! tmrw i will be meeting her to catch a movie!!! yay!!! watching XMEN cos she scare da vinci no time. then i saw advert on tv that poseidon VCD and DVD is out!! but i dont if its the movie or not. cos it says the poseidon advantures. -.- hahahaha!
P.S Janice, Jer and Sam. I got common tests on mon and thurs. so I will be availabe on tues, and 11am onwards on thurs, I will be free. Unless I got grp meetings for presentation and stuff, I will inform u girls. So u girls decide which day(s) and the time to do coaching. Cheers! :D
no Innocence, just Me
9:59 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
_ Everything's so crystal clear ;
hello peeps!!!! its been some time since i blog already. i know some of u wanna read abt me getting messed up in poly life isnt it? hahaha! and some is just waiting for me to update see whether she is inside or not. hahaha!
on monday right.. its the same normal day lor. just that for CBO prac, we had to draw different types of cells! as u guys might know, my artistic is equvilent to zero. so u all can guess that my drawing sucks among all! wahahaha! OBC lec was fantastic! finished up on organic reactions, which is included in the quiz on weds(today). CBO lec was still okay la! manage to understand some parts and lost in some parts and unknown in the rest. hahahaha!
on tues, had meet my TLS grp to do up our presentation and also rehersal. okay. we did do up on presentation, but we didnt reherse cos i went to meet joce! :x anyways, the OBC prac was pretty long man. its the longest OBC prac ever done cos what we are doing mostly are waiting for the specimens. hahaha! that was why i was late in meeting joce! so sorry!(she forgive me already but still gotta say this mah :]) then we went to mac and eat. afterwards, she showed me her combined marks. then i told her that her maths grade is 4 instead of a 3. then she was shocked. okay.. shall not elaborate on. then she accompany me to NP bus stop there. i stayed with her till its 5pm that i had to go for my archery.
i was late obviously. but qian yi was later than me cos she went to took care of her bf. poor carolyn, her partner had to wait for her cos the bow is with qian yi. anyway, we started shooting! shot 4 sets only but got a lot of form mistakes. damn! i keep bending forward!! argh!! but my hand didnt get hit by the string!! wheeeeeeee!! but poor jia ling and carolyn, both got hit by the string until bleed. then we noticed another 4 person buy bows!!! i was jealous but i thought of this. the more ppl buy, the lesser ppl share bow. and soon each of us will have a bow! hahaha!!
today! INFO test was a gone case situation, prefered not to talk abt it. =] anyway, TLS presentation was horrible! hahaha! okay la. its actually still not bad afterall, although, i think, i talked too much on my part. anyway, our grp, the way we handle qns must improve. very jia lat. hahaha! hope we get a good grade! =] had CBO and OBC tutorials. then had OBC quiz! man!! i screwed my bonus mark qn!!! 2 marks fly!!!! but i hope can get 40 marks at least, its a A u know!! best if can get 43 and abv, its AD!! even better than A!!! but think quite hard la. hahaha! then went home, eat and bath. then started revising all my CBO lec notes! okay, right now, i'm considered clear abt the current stuff happening now! muahahaha! unless something just pops up and i go blur again. =( anyways, tmrw is my interview for my NP scholarship. its clashes with my CBO lec, which is starting to teach cell signalling!!! man i'm gonna missed it!!!! ahhhhhhh!!!! oh wells, next week ask donald teach me abt the stuff mak taught. the interview timing is from 3.30-4pm. man, if i'm the only one going for the interview, it will last 30mins?! man that will be the longest interview i will ever have!!! o.O anyways, i will be meeting joce tmrw!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! wheeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! =D hahaha! think i'm too overly excited!! but its a good afterall! =)
P.S Janice, my first CBO common test is on monday. i will ask my OBC lec abt when is the OBC common test held. then i will be free from then on, unless i gotta meet up with presentation discussions, i will inform u de. Cheers! =]
no Innocence, just Me
10:54 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
_ I'm so dead ;
alrighty. today was just too busy!!! i had to do pp presentation on my part, IAC assignments!! i still havent started doing my CBO revision!!! ARGH!!!!!!!! and worse off all, headaches, serious ones came by visiting me and the right place but wrong time!!!!
anyways, i'm just simply very sian right now... so if u dont find me online, like now, i'm offline on msn, call me or something. janice and jer, i will tell u when i'm free when i got the time table for my common tests. sorry for the inconvience caused.
P.S: I did talk to u on msn but u were brb. then i had to go eat dinner and i know i leave a msg on msn. i didnt know why u didnt see it and said those things to me. i'm simply off mood now. however, since ur sick, rest more. i dont want u to tired urself. sorry for everything today. really sorry.
no Innocence, just Me
7:13 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
_ Whats the use? ;
hello peeps out!!!!! hahahahha!! how are u guys doing mans!!
anyway, today archery training was so intense!!!! we all get to shoot a lot of sets man!!! woohoooooo!! the best training ever had!!!!! hahahahaha!!!! joce and i met on tues, and fri!!!! :D isnt it good?! we are going to meet the exact same day next week!!!!! wheeeeee!! plus mon too!!!! wahahahahaha!! man!! i'm so looking forward to it!!!!:D
anyway, lets re-cap!! fri right.. okay, class sucks!!! hahahaa! too general? dont need to think so much! muahahahaha!!! then i rush to bukit view in a cab just to get my cert!!! man its so nice!!! lol!!! after that, i went home to put down my stuffs and went back to sch to fetch joce!!! :D she is so lovely as usual!!! but we didnt went to watch movie cos she might not have the time cos too late le!!! >:( then she came my house and we watched BBM!!! hahahahaha!!!! the movie was gross according to joce!! but i find it weird though.... 2 STRAIGHT men having sex with each other!!! i was like WTF!! some more one of the guy is getting married!!! -.- anyways, the movie overall was pretty boring and they can make it to oscar!! cannot believe it!!!
afterwards, had a pretty small fight with joce. then i accompanied her to her dental appointment. we took cab over there. she left her phone on the cab!!!!!! (fking transcab till now havent fking call and update me, SMRT got!!) then she went for her dental appointment while i try means to retrieve her phone!!! i called her phone but its in vibrate mode, so to no avail. next i thought of calling the cab company but i didnt know the no. so i called home to ask my parents but my mother was bathing and my father was outside!!! so we had to go to level 1 there the phone booth to search for it ourselves!! we called, SMRT and transcab!! cos both their cabs look the same. -.- SMRT is so much better la!!! they at least called me today again to update me!!! freaking transcab!!! arghhh!!!!
tmrw is so sad!!! joce is like gonna be offline till evening or night time!!! >:( but i gotta do my pp presentation by tmrw if not i will die!!!! then they say tues wanna meet to discuss and go through the presentation. -.- presenting practise at home. go through presentation for what?? only left overall to do after mine and ding feng's part are finish!!!! zzzz!! i think just choose one of the best method la!!! then i can meet joce!!!!!! dont wanna lose time spending with joce!!!! gosh... sian 1/2 leh!!! weds TLS presentation, fri comm kit presentation!!!! i'm dying!!!!!!! god pls help me!!!
P.S: To janice and jer, if u all wanna have emaths coaching right? location at my house la! my house so much quieter!! lol!!!! :D
no Innocence, just Me
10:22 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
_ Normal stuff, Big situation ;
domou~!!! alvin-san do~! hoooo~! :x hahahaha!
hey peeps! miss me mah? sure got de la. will always have at least 1 person de. :x muahahahha! ytd was my archery training, its so intense man! i hurt my hand within my first shot. i bleed. >:( but i'm fine now! no worries! :D i'm still considering whether to go down tmrw or not for the training leh. hmmm... cos i needa bring lappy tmrw also plus my arrows if i going down. if i dont bring my lappy i will be damn bored. if i bring, i have to go home and come back to sch again during break. zzz.. sian lor thinking abt such stuffs. ahhhhhhhhh!
anyway, i think its time for me to study my cell bio liao! my OBC is still quite stable for the time being but i haven revise it anyway. theres quiz for both module, OBC next sat, and CBO on 29th. gosh! needa revise seriously. i think the quiz is for us to prepare for our common tests bah. see how much we know for the modules. but the problem is, the quiz is counted to the final 100%. -.- but oh wells, its okay de la. must really study liao!!!
met joce ytd and today! :D i met joce ytd before my archery and we went to KAP! we went there to eat and slack. she showed me her results and i think she really improved! especially her POA and maths. thats good! :D job well done baby! :D afterwards, i accompanied her to the bus stop and wait for a while before i leave. today, i met her at beauty world. i walked all the way down there from np. lol! its good exercise k! lol! hahaha! after that we went into beauty world to blow air-con. then we took bus 170, it stinks, to bukit timah plaza there to eat kfc cos i feel like eating kfc. hahaha! afterwards we chat and slack a bit more. then i see her home and went home.
just now i was trying to print my CBO lec ntoes for tmrw but i discover not enough paper!! ig to 13 but i needed 16!!! then i called my father, he left the office le. i called my mother, she just reach home. i called my sis and she went to buy it for it! yay!! thanks sis!! :D then right now its doing its final printing le. then i wld go in play maple! :D hahahaha! joce is playing maple right now so i gotta go accompany her! :D yup yup! shld i go for tmrw's training?? i dont know leh. some of my archery friends are going. man! what shld i do!!! >:( mehhhh~! see how la, got some time. lol!!!
no Innocence, just Me
8:43 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
_ She is a flower.... waiting to be polynated! :x ;
domou~!!! hahahahah! i think i'm gonna watch it to reduce my current stress, which is building up each time i do a sentence for my summary! ahhhhhhhhhh! that thing is killing me, inside out! ahhhhhhhhhhh! somebody save me~~~ familiar eh? hahahaha!
anyway, today's a great day to start with! CBO prac was great that i can ans most qns on my own. CBO lec, i'm beginning to like but still most likely hate it. oh wells, gotta read bio tb and rb pretty soon!! 7th week is my common tests.. -.- OBC lec was great as usual! able to understand and comprehend! wheeeeeee! OBC is the best!!! wahahahaha! my archery training starts tmrw!! wheeeeeee!! i cant wait! muahahahaha!
after sch, had to rush back home cos joce is meeting me despite the risks. mans! that is why i love her even more now! muahahaha! seriously a great day! and i handed her the neos we took the other day cos its big and we were lazy to cut plus she is rushing home. yup~! talking to her on msn now. hee! lalalala~ this is a short post. dont expect much k!
oh oh! i saw a green lambogini today when i took a cab home! its so cool!!! muahahahahaha!!
no Innocence, just Me
9:36 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
_ Happy Mothers' Day! ;
yup~! today's mothers' day mans! and i nvr celebrate. >:(
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO MY MUMMY! AND ALSO TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!!!!! :D
i slept for 14 hrs today! wahahahaha! i slept till 2.30pm on mothers' day! thats a first time! this year nvr celebrate leh.. so sad!! my parents went to my grandma's house, my sis went to work and i'm alone at home for the whole afternoon! >:(
i stayed at home and read up the article that my grp gotta summarise and hand up on weds. man! its 11 pages long and i have to read all of it! although a few pages are tables.. hee! afterwards i went to do more research on my area and i was so fucked up! zzzzzzz.. just couldnt find anything more then what i have right now! nonooo!! i gotta work some more! tmrw is mon and sch is starting another week, week 4. gosh.. its so fast and now is the 4th week of poly! another 4 weeks, including this week, it will be my term break. hey out there peeps, we have common test okay.. thats so sad... >:( hahahahaha! its inevitable!
anyway, after the mid-years, my secondary sch friends are all so slacking right now!! gosh.. i'm here working so hard!! mans! hahahaha! yea anyway, its such a boring day! i cant wait for tues!! there's archery training!! finally and yay!!! can practise liao!! must train my grping le. its so bad! actually, its not bad la. just wanna improve. hahaha! joce had her family day pretty well, i guess. first, ashley and her godmother came, they had fun of cos. speaking abt food, its making me drooling! they have chocolate mose!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh! i love that!! i actually just love chocolate. lol!
i'm now kneeling while doing my blog. can u believe it! i cleared my study table just for the lappy. my mother is using the desy that explains why i have no chair at the moment. i actually took the chair outside and put it in my room! muahahaha! i'm so evil~ my father even asks me whether i need a table lamp just becos my room's light is kinda dim for my lappy. hmmm.. i'll consider, if u are paying.. hahahah! but i think i need a short lamp though. cos the "roof" of my study table is short! hahaha! but my lappy fits in well enough, when the screen is slanted. lol!
zzzz.. i guess i'll just stop here! another busy week ahead.. work hard!! jia you!! ganbate!! lalalala~ i love u joce, even more each day! muacks!
no Innocence, just Me
9:34 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
_ Dou Shi Ni ;
hey hey!! today its a long day and i shall just elaborate~! muaahahaha!
today, i woke up at 5.30am and on the heater, went back to sleep for another 30mins before i bath. afterwards i went out. had breakfast at mac in the early morning. when i was on the train to jurong then i saw qian yi's msg saying she will be late! -.- but oh wells.. as the good guy as usual, i waited. then we took mrt all the way to bedok. we werent late so we took bus 17 to training grounds.
today, we didnt do any shooting cos we had to fix our own arrows. man, i was the last one to fix my arrows!! i was helping this girl to do cos her first 3 arrows done badly. but she did the last 2 anyways. i'm still the usual good guy alright! :D :x hahahaha! then i started doing mine pretty fast and all the arrows except for one, i screwed up and re-do, turn out pretty fine. then next is to shorten the arrows. i thought mine no need to cut but in the end... haiz!!! only 3 person dont need to cut la!! their arrows so perfect. sob! still anyways, my arrow is still quite long. tues got training yay!!
anyway, after archery, i went to town to get this container to store my arrows. then changed into my jeans before meeting joce they all. they were at forever 21 and afterwards, we went to hereens. i think i was going bonkers at that time cos i was super hungry!! i crap a lot too! the girls took neos and we guys sat at the bench outside while the girls decorate their neos. then joce and i went to cine to buy movie tickets! fk la! wanted to watch poseidon but the seats were horrid! in the end we watched when a stranger calls. we got the couples' seats and its the same price as normal seats! :D hey hey! its kinda a scary movie! more of a mind game to us cos its scary + more of like scream(but not as good). yup! hahaha! the next movie is poseidon and da vinci code! muahahaha! yup! but before the movie, we went to have dinner at hoshinoya!
okay, here's the freaking part! there was this women, who is actually a guy! we can see the greaking adam's apple la! but i thought only one nia until joce told theres more at the counter. 2 more!!! omg!! such an encounter and must hit 3 of them!!! crap! they are tall, men size. man! i was freaking out just by looking at them la!! then when we were heading to the cinema, we met them again! freak!! ahhhhhhhhh!! that was the most freaky encounter la!! first time somemore!
after the movie, saw clara and ding feng! hahahaha! they pai tou!!!! lol!!! just joking la! they got 3 more friends behind them! lol!! then joce and i went to take neos! hehehe! its been a long time since we took neos! yup yup! but the neos machine lag lag! sucks la! but the pics turn out okay bah.. hahahaha! then we catch a cab home! her home actually. then i took 173 home! yup! today spent qutie a lot of money.
today really had lots of fun! love you joce!! muacks!!!
no Innocence, just Me
9:35 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
_ Why are we here? ;
hello peeps out there! today's vesek day and i seriously am rotting at home!! >:( joce went to a wedding church and then have wedding dinner tonight!!! i'm all alone for now.. >:( hahaha! :D alright its okay. i can still spend the day playing games! :D
today is simply boring la! i slept 12/13hrs today, i think. ROAR~! joce was waiting for me to online the whole but i was sleeping.. >:( sorry laopo!! anyways, went to buy mac just now for my dad and i. they have the twister fries back already, and also peper drumlets. ok, it looks like i'm advertising for them. fk, i'm not! :D anyways, i still think eating the normal fries is better. at least eat twister once in a while. hahaha! bought superglue+pen knife for tmrw's arrows. yup! later on have to write my details on a piece of paper and attach my passport photo to it, and put it in an envelope. lol!
i think i'm gonna play games+do research today bah! its a holiday for nth can. -.- i still got lots of stuffs to do! alright, i'm gonna do homework too! muahahahaha!! still have tutorials not done yet. CBO tutorial 2 is killing me! the qns so chim!! die liao la!!! ahhhhhhhhhh~! booooo! >:( but whatever, still have to do them anyways, by hook or by crook. lalalala~ okay la, i shall end here and start playing games! :x
no Innocence, just Me
2:19 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
_ Crapping is what I do best ;
alrighty~ today's very very very boring~! CBO lectures are really killing me!!! i just couldnt understand wtf is going on~! ahhhhhhhhhhh! OBC is a bit here and there got holes. ask donald le, the gaps fill up! hahahaha! so i prefer OBC then CBO, although both got bio, but i prefer chem more. lol!
anyway, during my 5 hrs of break, joce came down to find me! isnt she sweet?(i guess she just couldnt resist to meet me after her off-braces session and took a cab down! i'm so irresistable for her! :x) kk back to the topic~! yup~ then i brought her to the library there to meet my waving~ class. lol! alright la~ she is very welcomed but some too busy with work. but its alright! hahahah! slack for the whole 5 hrs la! although i found 3 websites for my research, which is not enough for goodness sake! yea~ anyway, joce said she was hungry cos she rush down to meet me without having lunch. and i knew she got gastric ill she till dare tell me~ but heng got something for her to hang on first cos canteens were crowded! peak hrs wld be from 11am-1pm.
then brought her to emart there slack for a while before i go for my lecture. she waited for me 2 hrs(of cos i gave her my lappy to use cos she wld be bored to death). then we catch a cab to my house cos she wanted to watch despo housewives. i helped her record this week's episode. yup~ had a great time with her. its been some time since we spent so much time together. all the exams for her and the presentations in sch. haiz.. thank god we are going out this sat, which is a very good thing of cos. lol! i'm having archery on that day too so i will have to bring a set of clothes for change. lalala~ i'm gonna get my arrows this week! then gotta fix it myself; paste fledge(is that how u spell it?) and stuff. but i only got a dozen of them to do so that i can train! muahahaha! so gotta do it fast!
anyway, sorry krakens that i'm not going for the sentosa trip(actually a lot not going too :x). so....... hahahahaha!
bless me mans. tmrw gotta go buy super glue+pen knife(my house too big leh). lalalalala~ sat faster come!!! oh yea.. tmrw a holiday, vesek day. a holiday for poly students mean, more stuff to do!!!! ahhhhhhhhh! this is the fucking 3rd week! i havent dont any IAC assignments!! siao liao!!! -.- ahhhh! so bless me!!! :D
no Innocence, just Me
10:47 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
_ Baby, you're the one I need tonight ;
hey peeps out there! today was kinda normal and smooth flowing~ like this symbol ~ yup! :D
sch started at 8am. yes, the feeling sucks! 4 days 8am start lesson. alright, its like secondary sch, but simply later for abt 35mins? but the problem is, i wake up the same time. -.- oh wells~ info-tech is still okay, keep learning on the spot. so no problem for that. went to SIM there to eat. okay, the wanton noodle is cheap and lots of char siew. hahaha! bought this mega shake, 3 big scoops of chocolate ice cream and blend. omg~ its so thick la!
then had TLS. alright, this time sure must do better liao. i think i just took all the hard methods to research it further la! zzzz.. but i very hard working so no problem at all~! then we had CBO tutorial. okay, its kinda boring as usual. going through tutorial worksheet. still cannot really memorise some things. ROAR~! next was OBC~! alright, i'm beginning to love OBC~! yay!! that is good news k. anyway, last night i forgot to print my tutorial worksheet for OBC and today she was going through it. i was like, okay shit! then donald cover me. using his worksheet. hahaha! i copy almost everything in the end. =/ but i know how to do la!! duhs..
went home and called joce. had a little small fight la. zzz..
to my beloved dear wife, jocelyn! hey sorry for everything today, chat with ya tonight k? apologies given here right at my blog~! :D
and also...
to my beloved friend, janice! sorry girl. the only korean drama i have is big long gold(da chang jin), which is probably with my grandma now. yup~ sorry~
oh yea! i just thought of something crappy for mothers' day. yea this is a way to save money and let ur mum roll tears down her eyes.
1st, bring her to a very expensive restaurant(of cos, the expenses there wld be paid by ur father) 2nd, try to get someone to play volin and sing the song, chinese verison mother is the best in the world. 3rd, finish singing, shout out very loudly(with ur sliblings if u have any) till the whole restaurant can hear, "mother! ur the best mother in the world!!" (or mother! u are my atm!! or mother!! u are the best today!! today only..) last but not least, ask ur father to settle the bill and u and ur mother go off shopping~ of cos, expenses by ur beloved father again(which will be considered repaid by ur mother during fathers' day)
P.S: if u guys are confident of doing this(including making ur father pay all the expenses, which probably u will get kill) go for it! but those whose mothers do not like such commotion, the advice, do try it. ur mother might just be touched(but beware of the consquences if it backfires). good luck peeps! try at ur own risks!!! this is just some crappy thing. if u really try it out, o'm not responsible for anything.
no Innocence, just Me
8:59 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
_ No Promises ;
hey hey~ today OBC practical was a successful one~! yay!! :D it was kinda an easy experiment, but i kinda been retarded with it.. >:( lalalala~ anyway, its still successful~!
went to dye+highlight+trim my hair~! but it doesnt seem any diff, though i told the hair stylist not to cut short. i also dont know whether its thinner or not. i ask him to cut thinner for sure. but his thin, i dont is this thin or my thin. lalala~ crapping.. -.- anyway, it looks like i nvr dye+highlight like that, cos it looks like the same colour~! but i'm sure i chose another colour. zzzz. -.- but at least the hair is not badly cut~! its kinda better? i think..
tmrw whole day is tutorial! i cannot take it la~! one whole day, tutorial non-stop. yes, got breaks la but it doesnt mean i wont get bored of tutorials.. i think we are the only class in BMS and LSCT(hopefully -.-) that have all the tutorials smack right in one day!!! zzzz.. my post cant be any longer cos i really dont feel like typing too much. muahahaha~
anyway, to krakens out there, we might have a chalet during the term break. yes, MIGHT only!! havent really decide yet. the organsiers will evaluate to me pretty soon i guess. so stay tune~!
then, to my dearest~! 2 more days till ur exams are over!!!! work hard baby~! hang on and we will see each other on thurs~! yup~! love ya!! muacks!! :x to all my new readers, this is normal.. :x
oh u guys know what?? i've got my focus back now!! its time for some "action pack"! if u know what i mean bah~ lalala~
no Innocence, just Me
8:35 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
_ Its time to get serious ;
hello guys! kk, i've been blogging pretty much i say. but after this week, there will be seldom blogging from me. its really time for me to study le. gotta work triple harder for bio stuff. bah~
anyway, firstly i wanna congratz steph for her long-term dream come true~! :D hahahaha! okay she is kinda sick but still happy as always. back to the topic, today practical was a total success of cos. but when it comes to answering the qns, i'm stunned! yes, they seem indirect but i dont know how to answer. dang~! needa work harder really! blah blah blah~! today OBC lec was great! hahahaha! yup~ at least i understand everything, of cos with help of friends too~! :D
CBO lec was okay. we learn macromolecules and its kinda a bit chem+f&n+bio. o.O what a combination eh. hahaha! yea anyway, today was a freaking hot day. i sweated while walking down to bukit timah to take bus. i dont wanna squeeze in 61 at that kind of hr so i rather walk. some of u think i am crazy. haha! but walking is good for health too, although we all have been walking in np lately, mostly up and down. =/
gonna go dye+highlight+trim my hair tmrw after my prac. yup~! my mother helped me book appointment le. yea and its 3.30pm. the salon located at bukit timah so no worries for me going down, even if walk down. hahaha! so weds i might look brand new? i dont know... depends if they are good at it, according to my mother. wonder if she is reliable or not..... =/ :x go down do liao then will know. hope it will turn out either fine or better. no worse or whatsoever! hahaha!
anyway, i gotta go read up(again) on my practical manual for OBC le. tmrw got pre-lab test. -.- counted leh!! zzzz... so must read up more. so cya guys ard~! tata~~
no Innocence, just Me
7:34 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
_ Looking forward to something that doesnt exsist ;
hey all~ i'm very slack right now~!!! i just found 2 webby for HFMD that is relevant(finally!). yup~ so i'm slacking right now before i continue to search for more. =/
today's such a boring day~ my father went for bowling competition, my sis went to work, my mother went out to buy some stuff and i'm all alone at home. =/ just finish print the CBO notes. fcuking 27 pages! -.- kaoz la! this time i print both sides of the paper liao, if not it will be bloody thick la! the CBO notes are getting thicker and thicker! lets just pray OBC notes are thinner and thinner! :D which i think its impossible bah..... hahaha!
now sending qianyi some english songs. jer asked me whether i got juicy the song, too bad i dont. i know its nice and i heard it during my foc. hahaha! yea anyway, i wan both eng and chin songs!! i want more songs!!! :p haiz... i'm just so bored la. alright, let me give u all a riddle.
the qn is, What am I doing?
Hints: 1. First, I have to straighten it. 2. Then, I have to lick it. 3. Finally, push it through.
guess it guys! its not something u all think it is. it has to do with daily lives. wahahahaha! all of us know it. yup. learn before. muahahahaha!! happy guessing~!
no Innocence, just Me
3:25 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
_ Archery Rocks ;
hey all! today had archery and i'm telling u guys, i'm really falling in love with archery! :D
today's training is cool~ we learn to shoot further distance and then we learn how to tune the aiming sight so that we can shoot within the board and then within the circle. today we get to shoot more arrows, 6 of it. its so cool~
hey hey~ my CCA is cool but there are also other CCAs that are cool~ like NRA, fencing, dragon boat(b box version LoL!) and others. NRA is really cool cos the way they dance is so, so, so damn cool~! hahaha! fencing is cool too cos the sport requires agile and techniques. dragon boat(b box version) is something my friend come up with. LoL! its so damn funny la. but of cos np dont have b box version de la. actually, no sch has it. so maybe np will start one. LoL!
okay, today's training was in clementi ITE. dont know why its held there this time but normally wld be in bedok. and we went there to feed mosquitoes first before we start to shoot. it rained after we shoot halfway, but its a nice feeling afterall. hahaha! then we continue shoot until so shuang. this time the string hit my hand a few times but it does not hurt anymore. muahahaha!
after that choose which arrow to buy. i wanted to buy the carbon and plantium one but the plantium is ex. its the best of all arrows and costs $125. i bought the carbon, cheapest but 2nd best, $90. if i wanna buy the plantium, maybe i wld ask them where can i buy or ask them help me order. hahaha! next week training wld be at bedok. zzzz. have to fix our arrows next week, faster finish fixing and we can train shooting with our own arrows.
went home bath eat and then fall asleep. slept for 4 hrs man. had headache and now i'm fine le. now watching tv waiting and for 9pm show to start. hahaha! yup! will end here. tata~
no Innocence, just Me
7:58 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
_ stress life, slack preveils ;
first of all........
HAPPY BDAY TO OUR NO.2 SOTONG, KAREN!
yup! although her bday is tmrw, but i guess i shall just put it today bah. today, poly is so slack. hahaha.. let me tell u more abt it.
OBC lesson, its so funny la. its like revision plus learn new stuffs. then got first 10 alkanes to rmb. u know methane, ethane those. we only need to rmb the prefix, which is the meth, eth etc. then my grp here, we try to make a song to rmb the 10 of it. then we play and fool ard, in the end really rmb all the 1 prefix! hahaha! its like so fun to rmb things in such a fun way. however, still got functional grp to memorise. zzzz. trying to come up with a song for it. lol!
then 1 hr break. had breakfast cos its 10am. and u know what i ate? japanese food for breakfast! wahahahaha! then went to the library for the "amazing race". its just to get to know the rules and regulations of the library, plus how to borrow books and stuffs. really took 45mins to finish the whole thing. went to 5th floor of the library to do some research work using lappy. 3 hours to spend la.
the PBL case very hard to find research materials. i think gotta work hard on weekends le. muahahaha! the scientific one, i havent spread the jobs yet to grp members. but i think i search for all first. next week then tell them. so we can start on both presentations at the same time. save time and energy. lol! then went off to our last lec, CBO. boring as usual bah. hahaha. steph slept for 1/4 of the lesson. hahaha. we were all so damn tired la. but i kept awake. then donald and i act as hydrogen while our lecturer act as oxygen to explain some qn. then the way he said it its like very wrong la! lol!
lec ended at 5pm then we quickly went down to meet kai. cos we prepared a surprise bday for karen mah. then we get rdy first. hid in the staircase there waiting for karen. then when karen reached, we come, donald holding the bday cake and we sing happy bday song. hahaha! it surprised her la duh. if not the surprise doesnt work, but it works! hahaha! wth i talking?? lol! yea. then she make wish and receive her present. its a green teddy bear, cos she likes green according to steph and sharon. yup yup. then i eat one slice of cake. then the others also eat. got left overs and we used it to smash at karen. whole kraken there tio! lol! not one is meant to be left out!
marathon here and there. hahaha. it was fun afterall. then we clean up and wash our face. yup~ then went to SIM there to have dinner. very full now, maybe cos of the water. like donald said, i feel like merlion now. hahaha! then went home and had a small chat with joce. :D tmrw is a super short day but still gotta go sch early la! zzzz. oh wells~ i gotta go bath now. tata~
no Innocence, just Me
9:22 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
_ Canon in D Rock Version ;
no Innocence, just Me
7:27 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
_ 7th Month Anniversary! ;
HAPPY 7TH ANNIVERSARY!!!!! :D
hello all! ytd was our 7th anniversary! but too bad we couldnt spend it together. >:( but! we did spend it today, which is a very good thing afterall! :D
anyway, today i had no sch cos no practicals for OBC. but i went to sch afterall to buy my reference books. haiz.. so expensive la. going broke soon!!! after that, i went to fetch joce from sch! :D yup! after that go my house la. used the laptop for a while and we beginning chatting~ its been some time since we get to meet each other. we actually get to spend more time today but becos of archery, gotta leave early. but in the end, archery cheat my feelings la! arghhh..
well, anyway, i gotta be going now! still got presentation haven do!! ahhhh!! Happy anniversary to my dearest joce!! love ya lots and muacks!! miss ya~
