Sunday, February 26, 2006
oh i wanted to add something abt what daryl said abt the polytechnics! hahaha. its daamn lame and funny when he said it.
NP = Not Pathetic!
NYP = Not Yet Pathetic!
RP = Really Pathetic!
SP = Super Pathetic!
TP = Totally Pathetic!
no Innocence, just Me
1:46 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
joce read my past entries to find herself getting hurt again. =(
but there is one thing i like to clarify with joce. "
i will only love u and only u. i will always be by ur side no matter what. i will still love u even if u dump me for another guy is who better than me, and there is really better guys out there then me. but one thing is for sure. no matter how better there is a girl out there, i will still love u. i will not forsaken u for another better grade of girl. its not whether abt giving up a forest, but its whether how u see a person. in other ppl's eyes, u may not seem to the best grade among all girls. but in my eyes, u are the best gf i could ever have. it is depend on how ur partner sees u and not for others to judge u. i know my past entries have hurt u but it has already ended. u are diff from other girls, u are special. like i said, even if u dump me, yes i will be hurt for a very long time. but i wont hate u or treat u no-esistance. i will still be by ur side, no matter as what kind of relation, i will always be there for u. for now, i care more abt our present, i want to maintain and even improve our present relationship. i want us to last for a long long time, maybe forever. "
no Innocence, just Me
11:49 PM
woke up by my dear dear, jocelyn's sms asking me to wake up. i replied and she sms me back asking me to go back to sleep if i want to. diaoz. i cannot bear to leave my dear inside maple alone training mahz. so i woke up lor, on the comp and go inside maple. she so happy to see me. =D
after that she played her sin while i login to my mage. helped her to clear the top of ant tunnel 2 so she gets a lot of spawn below. hee. then she lvl 30 le i bring her go do 2nd job. cold eye in 2nd job to get marbles cake lah. hahaha. after that she become a sin le. haha. then she gotta go for her piano lesson lor. =( then i continue playing for a while.
after that jx came to my house from sr there. then he forgot sr's wallet still with him then have to meet up. but it was quite late when they meet up lah. i went to bath and then play some more of maple. joce had to go church for some reasons, then we went out to meet nic and daryl and another friend of his, samantha. joce called my hp but i didnt know. =/ then she called jx asking where were we and we were in beauty world. she came to find us. nic, jx and i were sitting having drinks, than joce and daryl and samantha arrive.
we wanted to play pool at century but no place. then we booked, i went down with my dear to seepool factor got space or not. there is and i called them to come down while i book a table. we started playing pool lor. it was quite late already lah, evening time. sr and her friend(forgot the name) came down for her wallet. they stayed for a while lor. then i accompany joce when i wasnt playing. after that ard 7++ dear has to go. so sad. =( not even a gbk. but its okay lah. =) sr also go at the same time. then we continued playing till 9pm. in the end we ate burger and fries over there. -.- nic took 171 home while me and jx took 173. samantha was suppose to take 173 but daryl drag her to wait with him. they as if stead sia. lol!
no Innocence, just Me
10:36 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
oh gosh. nowadays the npy thingy is getting out of hand le. hahaha. read the newspaper and found this link to a somewhat blog saying abt the matter. u all shld find the newspaper. lol!
anyway, back to real life. gosh, mdm koh called me in the morning ytd when i was still sleeping. she wanted my e-mail so she can send the LKY form give me. alamak! i thought i really wont get it, but i do in the end. -.- anyway, i have to write a page of personal write-up. but right now i have only thought of the 1st paragraph. how shld i continue, i still have no asparations yet. zzzzz. by next friday have to give her both the soft and hard copy fo the whole thing. i dont even know what are those. anyway i just e-mail her a bunch of questions. dont know if she will reply. hahaha.
noadays i keep playing maple. i know i'm quite bored with it ubt got nth else to do le so play lor. also help joce to lvl her mage and play my sin. haha. anyway, i was supposed to meet joce today but she wasnt feeling well and she went home during sch. she msg to tell me that. joce ar, u better rest well ar. dont take in anything cold for today. rest well and take care.
no Innocence, just Me
5:46 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
a lot happened these 2 days. i wish i could do something to help but i couldnt. how sad. but i'm okie de. dont worry.
Friday
hmmm.. went to pick joce up when her sch is over. after that we all went over to wm cos jer wanted to buy jay's and jj's album. she promise to lend me. =D after that we down to buy our watches. they got the white colour and joce was happy. but due to i didnt bring enough money so we reserved it and we wuickly went back to take. sam came with us. we physco her not to go band then at my house cna play maple. chow wasnt ard to snatch the comp. hahaha. after i take my money we went back to wm to buy the watches. we bought the same colour. =D after that went to buy our lunch.
after having our lunch, we watch the maid. hahahaha. this was the funny part. sam got scare already when the movie just started with the music. hahahaha. after that joce and sam got scared throughout the movie till the last part where all the mystery was solved. then they not scare of the maid liaoz. lol. after the movie, sam went back playing maple, feeling less afraid, me and joce went into the room. we chat a lot. hahaha. ard 6, we left. i sent joce home.
Saturaday
today was quite a boring day lah. woke up by joce's msg. i called her and chat. after that i ordered mac for breakfast. we chatted till close to 11 then put down the phone cos i gotta eat my breakfast, mother was nagging. i took less then 10 mins to finish my breakfast and then i call joce back again. we talk a little then she had her comp mah. we put down and chat online lor. after that i download one song for her cos she like it. after that she had to go for her piano lesson. then i played a bit of maple then keep getting dc-ed. zzzzz. then i quit playing went to my room and almost fall asleep when jx called me. asking me to pei him watch fearless. today so ex and i have to pay for myself. zzzz. then i pei him lor. watch it again the 2nd time so sian. almost fall asleep. after the movie ends, we went to have our early dinner lor. then went to the arcade to see ppl play. then jx told me he is going to meet sr then i follow him home cos gotta change.
after reaching his house, he go back and same clothes come out. hahahaha. in the end want to watch chingay no need to change le. hahahha. after that i take bus home and he go meet sr lor.
i reach home wanna die already cos having headaches when the movie start. zzzz so sway ar. hahaha. thought gonna have fever again but heng dont have. lol! now chatting with joce lor. hee. wanted to help her problems but i couldnt. haiz. so sad. dont worry. i'm okie. =D
no Innocence, just Me
11:08 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Happy Valentines Day to everyone!! =D
yup. today's valentines day and i'm glad the i'm able to spend it with joce! haha.
woke up at 9am+ and went to jx's house to make cookies. in the end we drag cos we were playing with the comp until 12+ then we started making our cookies. it was a very successful one! joce says its yummy! =D i'm so happy abt it! after that, jx and i went to jp to get my bouquet of flowers for joce. i ordered it ytd. =D
went home and on the air-con to keep the flowers in a cool place. after that went to fetch joce. hahaha. i didnt let her into my room at first cos i dont want to show her the flowers yet. i asked her to close her eyes but she dont want. in the end i let her in lor. then she saw the flowers. she was happy can! she said its nice and its her first time receving flowers. it was also my first time giving flowers to a girl. =D the cookies i gave her was made by me! =D she went home to eat it. hee. its a very wonderful valentines. although its short, its more then enough for me, who, for the first time spend valentines, with my love one. =D =D
no Innocence, just Me
8:11 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
hey all! time to blog abt ytd and today. =D
Saturday.
haiz.. super busy day ar. early morning woke up by my sis's call asking em to upgrade line cos her hp spoil then wanna get a new one. say meet at 3+. after that went to wm to get electronic mixer cos jx and i make spoilt his mother's so have to buy. then i get the cheapest, $45. hah! after that went over to jx's house to put the mixer and then play a bit of comp. after that went out again to meet my sis. then i forgot to bring her hp stuff out so went back home again. then met her as wm m1 there. it took almost 1 hr+ then its our turn lor. after that i went back to jx's house to make cookie, using my own estimate recipe. so as not to waste ingredients. after that, the cookie turned out fine! but a bit soft. i think dont need to add baking powder. hahaha. after that stayed at his house till 11+ then go home. his bro came over to discuss abt courses. i registered already too.
Sunday.
today i went to dye my hair. hahaha. firstly chose a colour darker brown as base then highlight my hair using golden brown. lol! it turn out okay! hahaha. but at first i thought, kao, ah beng. lol! then the person teach me how to style the hair and stuff. hahahaha. tmrw i'm going out with joce! wheeeeeeeee! its been a long time since we have a date. oh valentine's day is coming. guys out there bought something? tmrw is the last day hor! hee. =D
no Innocence, just Me
8:36 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
hey all! today's the release of th O Level results. man we were all so scare! hahahaha. before i continue, joce and i are offically back together again! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D
oh yea. i woke up at 10+++ close to 11 this morning and i gave jx a wake up call cos he coming to my house. then i watched a bit of tv before i go and have a shower. after that, my hp rang, mdm koh called me to ask me go down to sch earlier to take photo. i was like huh? then when jx came over, i helped him with the spray of black spray on his hair. hahaha. after that joce, jer and sam came over. i prepare mahjong table to them to play first and i went to school. it took me not much time to finish the photo taking. hee. after that went back to my house and play mahjong with them.
then ee shu called jx and jx asked him to help all of us to buy chicken rice from the coffee shop ard my house there. we all paid him if i'm not wrong. hahaha. after that i kept the things and all of us went to school. actually we were not late but just taking our own sweet time to get to the tempt hall. lol. after that, mrs tan talk a lot and we see the results. man so scary. after that they tell us abt the top scorers. 4E did really really well can. gosh. top scorer for 4E, L1R5 7 seh! grats grats! hahaha. after that followed by two 9. then still got a lot, two 10 and one 11. hahaha. then for 5N, i am the top scorer, L1R4 10! grats to myself. =x then followed by 13 and 15. not trying to be hao lian here ar. i'm just so happy! hahaha. i nvr expect myself to do so well, since i know how i do my papers.
it took quite a while before i can get my results. after that, i accompany joce to her dental. she was running late cos she was waiting for me. so we took a cab there. after she went for her appointment, i took the chance of waiting looking at my results and the courses i'm interested. however, not more then 15 mins, she came out. hahahaha. joce was so happy for me cos i did very well for my Os. i'm also very happy abt it! =D
valentine's day is coming pretty soon, and i also have to register to poly. gosh. everything is so tight. but i just gotta do everything! hahaha.
no Innocence, just Me
9:11 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
hey all! this time something serious really happened. i really dont know what to do.
in the end, after i came out from a shower, i decided to write a letter. it took me some time before a proper letter is written. after sch, i went to wait for joce and pass her the letter. i hope it wld help me somehow. i dont know whats wrong with me, but i went to the interchange at abt 4.40pm to wait for joce. she had gone to dalton's house to play mahjong. i waited for abt 2 hrs before she reach. at last, i get to talk to her and she also read the letter. although she still havent have an ans, i'm willing to wait for it.
right now, there is one thing i dont get. are we both alright for the time being or still being under the same suitation. kinda confuse there. hmmm.. oh well, let nature takes its course.
no Innocence, just Me
7:32 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
normally when ppl had problems in their hands, i keep telling them not to think so much and let nature takes its course. however, that piece of advice doesnt seem to work on me.
one of my weak points is that i think too much. i keep telling ppl not to think so much when they had problems but for me, i dont. why is it sometimes so hard to just take in the advice that i give to ppl so often. i just wish that i was simple and navie. so that i wont have to think so much and just pass by each day without thinking.
this is just something i know abt myself but its just a habit of mine? im not sure. if its a habit of mine, i will get rid of it. cos, i dont want this habit of mine bring unhappiness to anyone, especially the ones who are close to me, as well as the most impt person in my life. i dont know why im blogging this but i just feel like doing it. so sorry for those who read my blog, this post is seemingly boring. the next post wld be better. i promise. =)
no Innocence, just Me
2:16 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
ytd was our 4th month anniversary! but had no time to update cos the comp was down again but working today! lol! anyway, i not stupid too is a must watch movie man! damn funny and touching.
anyway, went to ice skating ytd with kelvin, jian yong, coco, alwyn and jin xuan. hahahaha. among the 6 of us, 3 knows how to skate and the other 3 dont know. then have to teach. after that, jin xuan go play with jian yong but then both fall and jian yong sprained his ankle. after that we all carry on skating. then got this small little girl, she is damn cute can! can also skate very fast. i think she only 5 or 6 years old bahz. she really ver cute sia. hahaha. even gay alwyn also say she cute.
then got these 2 girls they play with the ice and then make a very huge ice ball. lol! we were shock man. hahaha. after that we borrow the ice ball and take pics. in the end smash into pieces. ard 5+ we all left lor. jian yong had to be wheeled out cos he still cannot walk properly and it still hurts. we hailed a taxi and kelvin accompany him go see tie da. then the rest of us took mrt home.
after that me and jx went to play arcade and afterwards went to pick joce up. i feel bad that i wasnt talking much to joce. very sad. after she got onto the bus, me and jin xuan went to have dinner. after that we went to watch movie. wah seh. jack neo's another production proves to be very successful. his continuation of i not stupid, i not stupid too is very entertaining, as well as touching. i'm gonna watch it again man. its damn nice. u guys shld all catch it. and for shawn and joshua, yea, they are damn cute. i'm not gay for goodness. but a lot of girls like them. even jer lahz, joce lahz, jan lahz and many other more. haiz. for the next few weeks i dont think i have a stand among them. better keep quiet if not i die.
no Innocence, just Me
1:31 PM
