Monday, November 28, 2005
Haiz. I woke up at about 9+am by my sister. She said my father called and wanted to talk to me. I went over and my father asked me to bring his hp down to his office as he left it at home. I was like "uh uh uh uh...". I was so sleepy as last night I went to sleep at between 2-3am. After that I went back to sleep until its about 10+am. I went to bath, took my father's hp and went out.
Kinda a boring trip to woodlands though. I listened to my mp3 all the way until I reached my father's office. I dont know where to look for him so I went to the customers' service counter there. While waiting in the queue, I saw this police officer do some small movement dancing. Hahaha. He was funny can, a police officer on duty, listening to mp3 and doing some small movement dance. After that my turn came, I told his collegue and she asked whether do I need to talk to him or something. I kept saying no, I passed her the phone and went off. Then, I decided to go suntec to take a look at the ben and jerry's shop. Hahaha. Of course I took the long way down. I rather waste time outside then rot at home as maple was down.
During the trip, I saw quite some weird ppl. Hahaha. Firstly, a pretty girl across the cabin. She sometimes smile to dont know what then frown to who knows what. She kept repeating it. Its so weird. Then, at this stop, I forgot, there is this rich tai tai came into the mrt. I guess the lights in mrt too bright liao then she was wearing a pair of sunglasses. Gosh. Thats not enough, she even look at the reflection at the door there keep making her hair here and there. She was right in front of me some more. Then, I saw another girl. She has magic skill and an all-in-one bag. Her bag was green in colour. At first, I saw her hair was tied up and she was not doing anything. After some time, I looked back, her was untied, who knows where the hair band had gone to and she was listening to her mp3. I looked away again, and then back, she has this black jacket on her! Gosh. Magic huh. Her bag must have contain all those and she uses her magic skill to put them onto her. Then, I saw a few very tall ppl, I mean really tall, taller then I am. Their heads almost touch the ceilling of the mrt can. Gosh. Some were even fat some more. Then I saw this 2 very tall couple. Whoa, they are really tall man. But the guy taller then the girl.
I reached city hall and alighted. Gosh, I think I wasted my ez-link card money inside, but nvm lahz. Its until next year, might as well make full use now. Hahaha. I walked through the raffles link and all the way to suntec. Then I saw Yuhua Secondary pupils in suntec in pe attire. Lol. Who knows why the hell are they there. Anyway, I went to walk around suntec, also try to hunt for jobs and presents. But, to no avail. Well, then I found the ben and jerry's shop. Hahaha. Its kinda small though. They sell ice cream on the spot but I dont see them selling in tubs. Hmmm. Well, they have some cow soft toy inside, small ones. Well, the table is also kinda weird. Hahaha.
After that, I went home immediately if not I will faint. Hahaha. I took the short way home then. I realised that I have travelled one round! From bukit batok, to woodlands, then to city hall, than back again to bukit batok. Lol! What a ride on the mrt. I bought mac and ate it. Spent some time reading something on the newspaper. Afterwards, my rotting and stoning time began. I am listening to 98.7 and I fell asleep for 45mins. And right now, still have nothing to do. So I decided to blog down about today. How long can I last waiting? Who knows and only god knows. Hahaha. Oh well. Back to rotting and stoning. Ciaoz.
no Innocence, just Me
5:16 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Hey! Im half-dead right now because I dont have enough sleep.. Yawns~~~ Hahaha.. Well, had my grad night ytd!
It was better than last year's definately! There was so much fun ytd at the grad night.. Hahaha.. The mc of the night was so funny.. LoL! The food ytd night was definately better than last year's.. The prom king and queen was damn funny can.. Hahaha.. Especially the girls where they have to do something embrassing! Hahaha.. Then there is this one game, table bingo.. It was kinda stupid though.. LoL.. Each table will have an envelope inside contain the bingo paper.. The mc keep saying out the numbers.. Then when my table got it, we jump up and shouted "bukit view".. LoL.. In the end all the tables got the same piece of paper.. =/ Then the other game is mtv.. LoL! There was this english, chinese, malay and indian mtv.. LoL! Guess what, the indian mtv was the most popular as it brought the most laughter to us.. Hahaha.. Gene had it recorded on its camera.. LoL! Still waiting for him to send the pictures and videos.. After that we took pictures with a lot of ppl.. I took with some girls too.. But most importantly is that we took with Mrs Chiong.. She will be leaving school to MOE for 3 years.. Haiz.. So sad.. Next year wont get to see her liaoz..
After the whole grad night and taking pictures, we decided to go kbox to sing songs! Lol.. 14 of us, 8 boys and 6 girls.. Hahaha.. We had so much fun can.. We sang a lot of songs! Hahaha.. There even had endless love song! Haha.. I sang it with alwyn.. LoL! We also sang some jay's songs, jj's songs.. Gene even sing too! Hahaha.. Good spirit.. LoL! There were even some oldies, chinese and english.. Man.. That was when the room was at its highest point.. LoL! Then alwyn was so damn tired, as well as zhi hui.. Then alwyn slept beside zhi hui, then zhi hui slept on alwyn's shoulder.. LoL! It was a great scene.. Hahahahahaha.. We were almost crazy that night.. What a hell of a night.. We sang from 12 -5.30am.. When we leave, it was raining outside.. The girls couldnt run so they had to take a cab to somerset mrt station while the guys run, actually we walked.. LoL! The girls took a cab at the same time as we were walking there.. Yet, we reached there first! Lol!
We took the first few trains in the morning and go to our homes.. Yea.. I reached home at about 6++am.. I took off my clothes and lied on my bed.. I asked my mother to tell me to go and bath when she finished bathing.. In the end I fall asleep.. I woke up at about 7.45am.. Then I went to bath and went out.. I called joce to wake her up.. I reached at her place at about 8.25am.. Then she came down with an umbrella, it was raining than.. Haha.. Then we spent some quality time together.. Dont ask me what we do, its personal and mind ur own business.. =X Of course, we chatted about my grad night and maple.. Hahaha.. She played my hp games which are kinda boring.. LoL! After that, she went home to change because she was going to meet her sister.. She told her maid I was waiting outside and than her maid came out.. I was so call hiding and I scared her maid when she came out to find me.. Then, I scared another old lady because I was at one corner and than I walked out.. Gosh.. I scared 2 ppl today.. Sheesh.. After that I sent joce to the bus stop and waited the bus with her.. Her bus came and she left, I took a cab to interchange to buy lunch..
After my lunch, I watched ytd's shows which were recorded.. Haha.. I almost fell asleep at the sofa.. After the show, I went to patch maple and deliever things to my grandmother's house.. After that, I saw amanda's msn saying jer asking me to go in.. I was like "huh?".. Then I went in.. They want to make guild now.. Gosh.. I wanted to sleep and yet they make the guild now.. They ps joce some more, I also got join.. =( Then, maple server check.. I wanted to go sleep then I accompany joce till 3pm.. Then jer wants to get out of orbis immediately and asked joce to help.. But the maple server check again till 4 pm! Gosh.. I was wondering when will I get my sleep.. Then I sent sam the patch.. After that, I wanted to sleep liaoz then sam ask me about 4pm then can play thingy.. I told her 4pm is server check finish.. I told her I was going to sleep and ask her not to reply.. She replied in the end.. -.-In the end, I only had 3 hours of sleep.. Im damn tired right now.. Yawns~~~
no Innocence, just Me
10:21 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
1. Jinxuan2. Jocelyn3. Eugene4. Jerfen5. Samantha6. Amanda7. Chow8. Kelvin 9. Esther10. Alwyn11. Sheena12. Peisze13. Abigial14. Hankee15. Eeshu16.Siokhoon17. Samuel18. Guohao19. Dewei20. Jonathanwhat do u think of 1? erm.. well.. what can I say? cbac.. haha.. good friend lahz!have u wonder will 3 and 10 work out? whoa.. grad night maybe.. =xdo u think 8 and 10 can be together? er.. 10 dont mind.. 8 will fight back..are 3 and 4 a great couple? USED to be.. =xhow is 14? short..what about 15? pro gamer..5 and 7 are? crazy couple?so will 6 and 8 get together? nope.. never will..what do u think of 17? round butt.. =x18 and 19 make great couple? they might have a chance..will 11 and 20 be together? nope.. 20 got mc, 11 got hdb..how is 5 and 16 related? same "noise pollution" team.. =xwhat is 12? pornstar? lol.. by kc..what about 13? big eyeballs she have..will 2, 4, 5, 6, 9 become friends? erm.. they are already?will u see yourself make out with all the nos.? what the.... how m I suppose to answer!?!?!?!how is 2 related to u? erm.. my lover?is 2 impt to u? u say lehz..will 2 and 4 and 5 be fantastic triangel love? if its les, maybe it will.. too bad 2 is taken..how's 2 to u? oh well.. what can I say? the second weirdest BUT! lovable, fun and best person on earth.. =D =D =D =D <3<3<3
no Innocence, just Me
8:27 PM
Wheeeeeeeeeee!! Gogogogo!! I decided to reject a job! Hahahaha.. Gene and I will be going to look for better jobs with better time management.. Hahaha.. Jx might be joining us if his job is unavailable to him.. Hahaha.. Till then, tmr is the graduation night! Woohooo! Yea.. Finally, after 3 weeks of battling with Os, we finally get to relax and have our graduation night.. It will be held in a hotel though.. Hahaha.. Too bad buffet ar.. Lol! Yea.. Going to bid farewell to all the teachers there and say: "Thank you".. Although teachers might not really want to hear that from us, but through our results, I guessed its the least we can say to them for all their hard work for these years.. Haha.. Well, leaving school kinda makes me sad.. I've been in school for almost 11 years, including primary days.. Hahaha.. It was such a good experience.. Its really kinda weird to leave school.. Haha..
Besides sad of leaving school, I still left something in school, where I'm really going to be worry about.. Hahaha.. But dont worry, I will come back to school now and then to see you! There are still occassions for me to come back too.. So worries are internal, external shall work more efficiently.. Hahaha.. Jer, help me take good care of her horz.. Thanks.. Anything happens to her, I'll kill you.. =x Hahaha.. Besides that, I'm going to be seperated from my friends and classmates in school.. Its certainly a sad thing.. But we will still remain contact! Hahaha..
I'm totally looking forward to tmr night as well as friday morning.. Muahahaha.. I might appear in my formal clothings if I'm staying out all night.. Perhaphs only lahz.. Not really confirm yet.. Hehe.. Oh well.. I shall post again tmr, if possible, if not friday.. Hahaha.. Ciaoz..
no Innocence, just Me
7:23 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Finally!!! Os are over today!!! Wheeee!!! But the sad thing is that I got no job to do.. Actually is have lahz, but not confirmed yet.. So I dont know how lahz.. So sianz right now.. After Os are gone, I feel kinda bored without it.. Lol.. So weird saying this.. Well, my grad night is on thurs night.. Tmr I'm free as well as friday.. As my job is not confirm yet so I'll just have to idle at home.. =/ Hahaha.. Oh well.. I'm just glad that Os are over already.. Its the holidays till march then.. Hmmm.. I better work long hours bahz.. Hahahaha.. I want to earn more money!!! Muahahaha.. But I dont know lahz.. If can work then good lor.. Its close by also.. Hahaha.. Today the science paper 1 so easy.. Less than 30 minutes I finished, spend about 30 minutes double check and then left 5 minutes to idle.. Lol.. Well, I shall just keep this post short.. =/
no Innocence, just Me
6:56 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
Hey! Tmr is the last day of Os!!! Yes! I'm so damn happy right.. Hahaha.. Although I still haven't study for it yet.. Science paper 1.. Oh well.. I had a great day today!
Firstly, I woke up at about 10am.. Since I felt bored and have nothing to do, I decided to watch the myth again.. Hoho.. I switch on the computer and left it there.. I fast forward the movie because I watched it yesterday.. So, I only watched the fighting parts.. Hahaha.. All the talking can dont need to listen.. After that, went to maple for a while.. Keep change channels to find an empty map for zombie lupins but none.. Zzzz.. After that joce sms me.. Hahaha.. She just woke up and we decided we meet earlier than.. I went to bath and came out, saw a sms on my phone, she was waiting for the bus! Gosh, I haven't got ready yet.. Lol..
After that I rush out of the house.. Met her at bb control station then went to west mall to collect her sister's contacts.. After that we took the mrt.. Reached jp at about 12 plus.. Then we went to walk around the place.. We went to toy'r'us(dont know if its spelled like this) to walk walk.. Then see a lot of toys lahz.. Damn, akasutki haven't come out yet.. Zzzz.. After that walk walk lahz, then do something twice, watch video on magic tricks lahz.. After that went out.. We went to the cinema to buy nachos and drink and her ben and jerry's ice cream, small tub though.. Its $3.50 ok.. Hahaha.. After that there was a long queue for going into the cinema.. Then we cut the queue, I followed joce's lead.. LoL! After that, she had a hard time opening the ice cream.. In the end, I helped her opened it.. Hahaha.. After that the movie starts.. There is this boy sitting right behind me and asked me to lower because I blocking.. I know I'm tall lahz.. Zzzz.. Then have to sit in that position for 2 hours plus.. Omg.. The movie was nice.. Hahaha.. Next movie is chicken little liaoz.. LoL! Harry potter movie so nice can.. Its funny also.. Hahaha.. Too bad, cedric died for no reason.. Poor guy.. Hermonie is pretty at the ball.. Cho chang is like, so-so lahz, not really that chio lahz.. Malfoy, I think he only show his face here and there, say a bit of lines only.. Hahaha.. Turned into a ferret some more.. So funny.. Lol..
After the movie, we went to the toilet than went to bb mac to sit down chat and eat something.. Joce met her classmates there but we avioded.. After that we saw MR HENG! Omg! He saw the both of us, but I dont think he see my face because I lower my head.. Then he walk pass joce's classmates and than a loud laughing sound came from them.. Gosh.. Why Mr Heng is there!!! KC! I need some pointers.. Lol.. After that met some few ex-bukit viewans and some bukit viewans.. After that, we quickly zhao to interchange to wait for joce's bus.. Than saw some of my classmates.. I dont know if they saw me.. Hahaha.. Then we stand and chatted for a while, do some things and then her bus came and I went off.. Couldn't see her home though..
Wah, tmr science paper 1 lehz.. 1 hour then Os are over for tmr! Hahaha.. I think I gotta revise a bit.. Tmr go school to revise again.. Lol.. Well.. Good luck to all tmr.. Last day liaoz so hang on!! Oh yea.. Jx, we go look for job or you already have one liaoz? Hahaha.. Ciaoz..
no Innocence, just Me
5:32 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I woke up at about 11+ this morning and went to bath after that.. I went ot to bb mac there because of the axs station.. I was going to collect the tickets I booked on gv, but than the machine cannot read the credit card.. Zzzz.. Then I went to jurong east there to try.. Same thing happens with both the stations there.. Zzzz.. In the end I had to call my father to follow me down to jp to collect the tickets.. I got scolded for that.. Ok.. After that I went to ljs to buy my lunch.. After that, went to take the mrt home.. I was on the escalator going to reach the platform liaoz, the train just left, right in front of me.. Totally sianz liaoz.. Then its alright, the next train came soon later but it waited at the platform for 5 minutes before leaving..
Got back home and had my lunch.. My mother called me when I was right in front of the house door, asking me to help her buy lunch.. Zzzz.. Right now, I'm just totally bored.. Bored....
no Innocence, just Me
2:42 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
HEY! After today, I left one more paper to go for Os! Wooohoooooooooo! Left science paper 1 nia.. Hahaha.. Anyway, today F&N paper sucks lahz! Even if people got study, the paper damn hard can.. WTH IS ROUX SAUCE!? Right now, who cares! Lalalala~~ The paper is over liaoz so I now search also no use.. I gain knowledge lor at most.. Hahaha.. Aiya.. Than now, I'm a free man le, as in very free lahz.. Now dont know what to do liaoz.. MS very sian to me, hunt 4 snowboards le.. Lazy to hunt the other 2 more.. Somemore can I kill dark golem and pepe is a problem liaoz.. Lol..
This is gonna be a short post.. Jx just called me to ask me the timing for harry harry movie.. Zzzz.. They going to watch it today, right now.. Joce and jer went for the preview in science centre.. Now I'm all alone at home nothing to do at all.. This is going to kill me!!! But thank god, I still got joce's holiday assignment to do.. Lol! Do halfway on tuesday and never touch liaoz.. Guess I will finish it by today bahz, since I've got nothing to do anyway.. So ciaoz!
Continuing on, I went out of the house at about 6.35pm after programming the show.. I went to the science centre to meet my beloved joce.. Lol.. She went to the omi theatre to watch harry harry movie.. Lol.. The screen too big for her plus she watch liaoz going to vomit.. I met her at mac at about 7 plus.. Then we spend some quality time together at the park there, where got a lot of those science thingy to play with.. Jer was still watching the movie, hugging a cup of coke to herself, which she got pains in her stomach after drinking it all by herself.. Lol.. We walk around the place and play with some of the science thingy.. Lol.. Wont go into details lahz.. There got the 3 seat thingy hor, controlled by hydrolics.. Lol.. Jx and gene should know what hydrolics is.. Hahaha..
After that, we went to find jer.. We atemac for dinner though.. Than joce wanted to go to the ladies and so we went there.. I went into the gents.. I came out, I can clearly hear what the 2 girls are saying in the ladies.. I took out my handphone and recorded it down, standing quite a distance from the ladies.. They were loud man.. Lol.. There were still people walking pass there somemore.. Hahaha.. After that, we took the cab to joce's house.. I crossed the road to wait for bus/taxi.. Jer's father came to pick her up.. I missed 3 taxis because of 3 irrelevant buses.. In the end I took 852 and alighted at kerming there and walked home..
no Innocence, just Me
4:23 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Let's see.. This morning I woke up by myself bahz.. But than I find the room pretty dark because its already 845am.. Than I look out at the window, the sky was pretty dark and it looks like its going to rain.. Than I remembered joce today going swimming with her friends mahz.. Than I pray hard for it not to rain because I dont want it to ruin her day lahz.. Anyway, I went to bath and waited until 10am, I talked to jer.. Hahaha.. It rained in the morning earlier when I was sleeping.. After that about 10.20am.. I left the house with my sister and go to interchange.. My sister take mrt and I walked to interchange to wait for joce as she is coming my house.. I observed the weather, half of the sky is dark and white.. I was like, want to rain or not? But I prayed it wont rain lahz.. Than it didnt rain in the end..
Than after joce came to my house, we watched the emperor's new groove, a movie cartoon.. The llama was the main character, which is joce's nick.. Haha.. The movie is quite funny lahz.. Than I send joce to the interchange to meet up with jer.. Met leehong at mac and they sit down and eat fries.. I still accompany her until they are ready to go.. They left and I bought mac for lunch.. I went home, finished my lunch and started doing a chinese holiday assignment.. Weird huh.. LoL! Anyway, when I was doing it halfway, joce sms me saying chow and sam are so late and saying they saw an iguana.. Haha.. After that she ask me whether want to meet now or something.. I was like a bit confuse because at first of some reasons I dont go.. Than she asks me to msg sam.. They tell me to come and I was like very confused.. Than I packed up in a rush as they were waiting for me mahz..
After I met them at the complex, joce and jer went to swim first and something happened.. I feel like bullseye-ing that indian adult a**h***.. Gosh.. I was really damn fuming when I heard what happen.. F***k sia.. If I'm there earlier, that guy would be dead.. Zzzz.. Anyway, it was really fun swimming today.. Its been a long time since I've been swimming though, but today was really awsome.. Leehong and chow was so funny can.. Hahaha.. They keep fighting each other sia.. Than sam is like poor thing, she with chow also tio bully.. Hahaha.. The wave pool is like so shiok can.. Haha.. But the rain thingy is so cold can.. Hahaha.. I can stand in the wave pool though which is like so cool.. LoL!
In the lazy river, chow was like so violent lahz.. Keep pushing here and there.. LoL! I think I was a bit mad because I was like talking to small kids passing by, saying no need to be so fast.. LoL! Kids are easy to talk to when they pass by you.. Than something terrible happened lahz.. Sam so ke lian.. F***k those guys who did it.. Hope their balls rot.. LoL! Its not right to do so even in swimming pool lor.. Accidents may happen but it doesnt seem like an accident at all.. Anyway, we continued in the lazy river until the next wave comes.. This time I was like so cold can.. The rain thingy is like so shuang but damn cold sia.. Joce couldnt take it that she keep staying in the water and not the float.. Hahaha.. After that, me leehong and chow went to hang at the side walls there.. We challenge who can hand longer.. But chow kept slipping off just after he hang up.. LoL! It was so damn funny can.. Hahaha..
After than we went to play the slides.. Too bad the blue one is under maintenance, we had to play the pink one.. But it was cool lah playing the pink one.. Joce slide down and landed backwards.. Lol.. After that we went to the jaccuzii, which is suppose to be warm but its not.. There is where leehong and chow began fighting.. Lol.. Got one time they fight than chow said look up there a lot of times.. A life guard was looking at them, than leehong dive down.. Lol.. It was so funny.. Than we head for the wave pool again.. Jer had to go so, joce jer and me went to return the floats.. Joce accompany jer to change than jer went home herself not telling joce.. Hahaha.. After that we all stop playing.. Gosh.. The baby pool is like ice water can.. Hahaha.. After that me joce and sam went to the wave pool once again.. There were this bunch of boys playing with the floats lahz.. One of the floats flew and hit joce can.. I cannot block it in time because it is a bit further away from me.. When we are heading back, sam wanted to enjoy the rain.. But it stopped when she wanted to.. Lol.. It was so funny.. We changed and went to have dinner at a nearby coffeeshop and than we all went home..
no Innocence, just Me
10:05 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
Today started off with a sms from my handphone, which woke me up.. Its about 8+ in the morning.. After that, joce called and we had a chat on the phone for dont know how long.. Later on, I ordered breakfast from mac.. Hahahaha.. It definately taste better than bread.. Lol.. Oh ya, my sis never return me money for the order.. Zzzz.. She said she will return me tonight.. Oh well.. Next thing, I went onto maple.. Joce leve 43 today, but too bad I am still 3 levels higher than her.. Lol.. Everytime she levels, I will also level.. Hahaha.. I went to see mushmom today, and thankfully, I get to see it.. Its so cute can! Hahaha.. I kept taking ss of it and forgot to attack it.. When I want to, it died.. Hahaha..
After that, went to tour around victoria island, which was simply just half the island.. On the way to kerning, met that idotic jx.. Gosh.. I wont say what he do lah, because later someone see this, he'll be the first one to die and followed by me.. LoL! After that, went to monkey swamp.. Jx and gene found the place.. Hmmm.. I wont say what happened there though..
After that, got off maple because it was getting boring.. Nothing more to do inside maple anymore I guess.. Hahaha.. Now, I am chatting with joce on msn.. She sent me some photos her friends took ytd when they went to kayaking.. Hahaha.. From the photos can see they are having a lot of fun.. LoL! Tmr I will be having fun I guess, if it doesnt rain.. Hahaha..
no Innocence, just Me
5:04 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Hmmm.. Today is the day that I feel a lot of loneliness in me.. Although I feel loneliness almost everyday, I just dont know why this time, there is so much in me.. Haiz.. Dont know lehz.. It felt like I'm going to lose something.. Haiz.. Just feeling so moody and sian.. Haiz Haiz Haiz..
no Innocence, just Me
9:15 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
Today just finish maths paper 2.. All the very important papers are finished! Yay! Can party liaoz.. Hahaha.. But today paper 2, haiz.. Can say is easy but made a few mistakes here and there.. Plus some answers different from some and same as others.. That worries me.. Hahaha.. Anyway, went to watch Just Like Heaven today.. The movie is not bad at all.. Quite funny too.. Hahaha.. You guys can catch it too.. Next movie I shall aim is harry porter liaoz.. Hahaha.. That will be after F&N paper.. 18th than watch bahz.. If its possible..
Now I feel so sian 1/2.. Just think of not being able to be with her everyday is like, so siannnnn... Yes.. Telecommunications are advance.. But I do agree that in person is better.. Hahaha.. So siannnnn... Dont feel like studying for now..
no Innocence, just Me
6:36 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Hey all.. Its been 3 days since the Os started.. I'm still alright with all the papers except for ss only.. Physics was quite hard today.. Got 4 marks fly due to careless mistakes.. Chemistry was quite alright.. English is can say a bit hard lahz.. Maths paper 1 was quite easy though.. But paper 2 I think is to kill me de.. But right now, still got 4 more days to go on or myself and 2 more weeks till Os end..
Right now, I just feel like crying, dying; stab myself, heart pain to death, jump off the build, bang on the wall till I bleed; symptons of depression.. All that I have done was just too wrong.. All is my fault.. I'm a jerk, an ass, a bastard and anything bad you can say a person is.. No forgiveness, no anything.. I'm just lost right here, right now.. I have nothing more to say.. Shall not say anything anymore.. Just leave me to rot than..
no Innocence, just Me
8:18 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
Hey hey! Yesterday had a study group again with gene, xuan plus shu and ter.. Hahaha.. We manage to study a bit but never study a lot because xuan was the main distraction of all.. Lol.. After that, we went to arcade and play again.. Hahaha.. Me and shu played the dont know what game arz.. Lol.. First few scores keep drawing until the 3 pluck play.. Lol! I win sia.. Haha.. It was so funny can.. Lol.. Then went to play virtual on.. The left button spoil so can only use one weapon.. Zzzz.. Hahaha.. After that, we all went home.. Much of a boring day yesterday..
Today, joce and jer came to my house.. Lol.. I went to westmall to buy pen but dont have.. Met hankee while heading to west mall.. Omg.. They had maths and we dont have.. Wth.. Zzzz.. Anyway, I couldn't find the myth vcd.. Zzzz.. Today was so good.. Lol.. Dont want to say why lahz.. But in the end still sad lahz.. Zzzz.. Nvm...
Anyway, I'm going to leave this world pretty soon enough.. I dont know why but keep having this feeling.. Hmmm.. Maybe is it because of Os? I not so sure about it.. Just keep having that feeling that I will drop dead one day soon.. Zzzzz.. This feeling is scary and not very assurance of my life.. I dont know why.. Lets just hope for the best.. And anyway, this will be my last post before the Os.. After the Os than I will continue on to blog.. So.. This blog will be isolated for a while.. Hahaha.. So, see ya guys soon!
no Innocence, just Me
5:32 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Hahaha.. I woke up at about 10.30 this morning and went to bath.. After that, I went to swtich on the computer and login to msn just to find that gene spoke to me.. He was asking about the time for group study today, which only consists of 3 people, me xuan and himself.. Lol.. Anyway, After the small discussion, I called xuan to find him at west mall walking around.. He said he will confirm when he reached home.. After that, went to fetch joce from school.. It was drizzling a bit and I bought a can of coke, I was drinking it halfway when they say they wanted to take 173, which just arrive.. I wasted the other half can of coke.. Lol.. After that went to west mall and met a lot of my friends.. It was so scary can.. Lol.. Hahahaha.. After that went to do something which like only 5 people know.. Hahaha.. Its a secret.. Lol.. Xuan and gene, if you want to know, come ask me in person, no msn or maple.. Lol!
After that went to the foodcourt with them and there was no seat.. So they decided not eat and we all went home.. I sent joce home.. The journey was a bit too quiet lahz.. Sorry.. Hee.. After that went back home and sit in front of the computer doing nothing but listening to songs.. Jay's new album, I'm going to buy it tomorrow as well as ashlee's album too.. Lol.. I'm going to be broke real soon.. Hahaha.. After that, it was about 2.15 in the afternoon, the delievery came.. Whoa, it was like so fast can, althought the time range for the delievery was 2-4pm.. Hahaha.. Not long after, xuan and gene came to my house.. Gene physco us with seeing maple things and than we all started playing maple.. Lol.. Gene died 2 times! Hahaha.. It was so funny man.. One time is he cannot heal, the other was with jr.wrath, he didn't know they can jump.. Lol! I was watching xuan doing the jump quest, B2 de.. Lol.. It was so funny can seeing him do the jump quest..
After that we all went to KFC to eat dinner.. We eat the new meal over at KFC.. Hahah.. Than my cup of drink is like spoil like that.. Keep leaking de.. Lol.. After that, we went to arcade to play games! Lol! We did nothing at all about studying! Hahaha.. We were slacking all day! Haha.. In the end we were not studying at all.. Hahaha.. We also have another study group tomorrow.. But will it be successful? Lol.. Lets see tomorrow than.. Hahaha..
no Innocence, just Me
9:20 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
This morning, my handphone rang and there was a sms.. I looked at it, I jumped out of bed feeling very happy.. Hahaha.. Finally, my prayers had been answered!! Hahaha.. After that I cleared my bedsheet and went to woke my parents up.. Hahaha..
After that, my parents went out for breakfast, I ate bread and ham for breakfast at home.. After that, it was abou 12 plus liaoz.. I quickly go and bath.. Before going out, my mother ask me shift the laughing buddha.. Zzzzz.. I was late already, so I quickly finish the job and went out.. Then met joce at bb station, than we all go to jurong there.. We planned to ice skate mahz.. Still got chow and sam too.. Hahaha.. After sam and chow arrived, we went to ice skate lor.. Lol.. So fun.. Haha.. Although we never take any pictures.. Lol.. There was a lot of people man.. Chow fell down once and twice which is an accident caused by me.. Lol.. Sorry chow..
Only the 4 of u went to ice skate.. Hahaha.. We rest a lot more than we skate.. After that we went home at about 6 plus bahz.. Unable to see joce home because she was fetched home by her sister.. Hahaha.. So sad.. Lol.. But nevermind de lahz.. Had so much fun today, especially with joce.. Lol.. Tomorrow, going to have a study group with xuan they all, but I think I will be late because going to do something first.. Hehehe.. Will be mugging hard the next 2 days, and relax a while on friday..
P.S You can still call me de.. Lol.. =D
no Innocence, just Me
9:35 PM
