Well.. I'm not sure why I am posting this at such a time.. Now.. What I am feeling right now is somewhat like falling out of love.. I just confirm this feeling a few minutes ago and yes, I can feel it.. People say falling in love is sweet.. However, falling out of love is bitterness.. It's not like bitter gourds.. Much more bitter than that.. This bitterness, it is not taste by my mouth.. However, by my heart.. Everyone will have a extra mouth, internally, at the heart.. Whatever you feel, emotions, are all taste by that mouth your heart has.. All the emotions you have.. Goes to your heart.. Your will eat it, however, digesting them is easy, for some emotions but not all..
Having this bitterness is not good at all.. Right now.. Being at the bottom of a pit, it's all so dark.. I cannot see, hear nor feel anything.. It is so miserable.. It's like nothing is around.. Emptiness.. It's so empty.. Nothing more than emptiness..
However, this emptiness is not to be feel right now.. I know this.. This emptiness will accompany me one night, just one night.. Then I shall put the rest aside for the time being and do what I must do..
