Wednesday, August 31, 2005
"actually we have billions of boobs on our bodies. beneath our pores we have tissue cells which are able to grow into potential boobs. of course it lacks the proper nutrients and that's why we only have two. this the BASIC LOGIC. " &" Men have boobs really, just that when they were born it wasn't inflated with an injection of cologen. "Scientist Sarah Tan (Specialist in All things Breasts and what not) said so, anyway. By the way, Boobing is another word of Blogging, according to Scientist Sarah Tan - again
no Innocence, just Me
6:23 PM
And so for now.. I've decided to turn over a new leaf.. I reflected on myself for some days.. I realised the old me isn't the real me.. Well, not all parts.. Now.. I'm searching the true me.. This search will bring me to greater heights of looking things at a different perspective, as well as thinking.. I loved my friends, families and also the who you know you are.. Right now, let's all just work hard for our O Levels and score well.. Everything will be back to normal when our O Levels are finish.. Let's look forward to a better tomorrow and throw away what's in the past..
no Innocence, just Me
6:09 PM
Wherever you areWherever you are
I feel you everytime my heart beatsOur love grows stronger as the days go byYou don't have to say that you love meWe're good together cause we're two of a kind
And II need you to light up my lifeI need you to keep me aliveWherever you areWhatever you doEvery breath that I takeI'll be thinking of me and youWherever you goYou know you're not aloneSo hold on and be strongCause you know we're two hearts beating as one
So close there was nothing between usWith every beat I feel you more and moreI used to think paradise was beyond meBut you brought heaven right to my door And II need you to light up my lifeI need you to keep me aliveWherever you areWhatever you doEvery breath that I takeI'll be thinking of me and youWherever you goYou know you're not aloneSo hold on and be strongCause you know we're two hearts beating as one
This is where you belongBecause we're one in the same (you'll never be lonely)You are the reason I liveThe reason I'll never be lonely again
Wherever you areWherever you areWherever you areYou know you're not aloneYou know you're not aloneWherever you areWhatever you doEvery breath that I takeI'll be thinking of me and youWherever you goYou know you're not aloneSo hold on and be strongCause you know we're two hearts beating as one
Wherever you areWhatever you doEvery breath that I takeI'll be thinking of me and youWherever you goYou know you're not aloneSo hold on and be strongCause you know we're two hearts beating as one
You know I'm thinking of yaI'm always thinking of yaEvery breath that I takeI'll be thinking of me and you
no Innocence, just Me
3:39 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Haiz.. Today Maths paper 2 and Chemistry preparatory exam.. Both of it.. I was totally defeated.. First of all.. Maths I didn't really finish everything.. Question 7, 9 marks fly.. Graph, forgot to write down median and passing mark, 2 marks fly.. Transformation, 2 questions on describe fully the transformation, 4 marks fly.. In total, 15 marks fly... 100-15=85 marks to gain, which is probably quite hard to achieve.. Used fully the 2hour 30minutes also not enough.. Oh well.. Then for Chemistry, totally defeated too.. The questions came out were not so direct and some of them I didn't even see before.. Haiz.. Used fully the 1 hour 15minutes..
After that, went to have lunch with Kelvin and Qikai.. Then went to buy Teachers' Day card for 3 teachers, Mdm Koh, Mrs Chiong and Mrs Sia.. Haha.. I pay first and Kelvin will return me tomorrow.. I asked him bring go home and write.. Haha.. Well.. That's all.. Just hoping for the best.. Still got 2 more to go, Geography and English paper 2 preparatory.. Best of luck then.. Hehe..
no Innocence, just Me
7:07 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
First of all... Happy Birthday DING!!! Lol..
Hey hey.. Shall not elaborate what happened today.. It sucks.. Today, Social Studies preparatory sucks.. Chapter 4 came out which I got study, however, forget a bit here and there.. Haiz.. Guess either a fail or a just pass bahz.. Most likely fail.. Lol.. Ended at 4.30pm.. Zzzz.. So late.. Came home bath and then chat a while with J.Ling before going to AMK to drop some presents.. Lol.. Now having headache, serious ones.. Reached AMK and waited for a while before Ding arrives.. Yup.. Studied half of Chemistry during the journey.. Haha.. I so pro.. Lol.. Anyway.. Went to Macdonalds' to have my dinner.. Then walk around.. Then walk her to bus stop, she take bus home.. Passed her the presents before she left.. Oh well.. I pray Jx tmr come early to school arz.. I have to "smuggle" some thing into school tomorrow.. Have to wake up damn early arz.. NOW! Having serious headache attacks.. My brain is going to explode!!! Lol..
Anyway.. I bought something for her.. Guess she won't like it.. Haha.. Don't worry.. I will buy for you a rubber one.. Not easily destroyed.. Something practical.. I will buy it, even if it takes my life.. +)
no Innocence, just Me
9:45 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
If I could win your heart
If you'd let me in your heart
I'd be so happy, baby
Just for these arms to be
Holding you close to me
There's nothing in this world
I won't try
No limit to what
I'd do to make you mine, 'cause
I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me
If I could taste your kiss
There'd be no sweeter gift
Heaven could offer baby
Oh, baby
I want to be the one
I want to be the one
Living to give you love
I'd walk across this world just to be
Close to you 'cause
I want you close to me, yeah
I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me
For the rest of your life
For the rest of your life
Love me for the rest of all time
Oh baby, babyJust say the word
And I'll give you my world
There's nothing I won't do
Baby, just to be with you
I'd climb right up to the sky
I'd take down the stars
Just to be in your arms, baby
I'd go and capture the moon
That's what I would do
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just to hear you say that you love me, Baby
Just to hear you say that you love me
Oh, I need to hear you say that you love me, baby
Just to hear you say that you love me
Just say you love me
Just say you need me
Just to hear you say that you love me
no Innocence, just Me
1:31 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Hey!! It's seven plus now.. Haha.. Just came here to post some things.. Woke up at 12 noon today.. Lol!! Had slowly took my time to get ready and went out to buy lunch... After lunch, idle for some time before doing my Social Studies revision.. Just finished 1 chapter 30 minutes ago.. Took me about 3 hours to finish 5 mind maps just for 1 chapter!! Mad... Haha.. Just found another 2 chapters of notes.. Finished Education and Health Services in Singapore.. Found Chapter 2 and 4 notes.. Zzzzz.. 5 chapters to revise but I decided to revise 3.. My Venice notes in school!!! Then, today shall finish mind maps for chapter 2 and 4... Tomorrow shall do Venice using textbook... Hahaha.. So tiring.. Think will burn midnight oil... Lol.. Anyway.. Gotta go have my dinner liaoz.. Ciaoz..
no Innocence, just Me
7:14 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
Yep.. Another normal school day for me.. Nothing really special happned today, and also will not elaborate on what happened.. Just a kind of bad day bahz.. Haha.. Had my Mathematics Preparatory Exam today.. Woohoooo.. So happy.. I know how to do all the questions except for some.. Haha.. However, I think the paper 2 will be damn hard because the paper 1 seems easy.. Lol... After school went home and changed then go out.. Went to AMK to return some things.. Ding also updated me on what happened today.. Gosh... I thought only my school got childish people.. Come on lahz.. Have a brain please.. If not go implant one inside that head of yours.. Anyway.. Cheer up!!! Smile always!! I know this kind of thing won't bring you down.. Stay happy always.. I will always want to see you smile.. =)
no Innocence, just Me
11:43 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Yoyo!! It's been some time since I last posted.. Haha.. I will not elaborate what happened today.. Got back my Physics Preparatory Exam paper back.. Wohoooo... So glad that I have done well for the exam.. :) Haha.. Well, we are gonna have Physics practicals (finally!) tomorrow and next Wednesday.. Haha.. Waited for so long... Anyway... This will be a short post.. Now.. I'm feeling damn sad which I don't even know why... What is going... I just don't understand.. Haiz..
no Innocence, just Me
10:36 PM
C'mon c'mon
Yeah
Can you feel me?
(Baby can you feel me?)
I've got something to say
Check it out
For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh, the reason why
So if I did
Something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are
I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time
I tried to reach you
On the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home
So if I did something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
No, no, no, no
I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are
Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybeI didn't know
What to say
This time
I won't, this time
Then we can
Build our lives
Then we can
Be as one
I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want
(Come back to me Come back to me)
Oh yes you are
And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time
(Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
no Innocence, just Me
8:15 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
* I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.
** I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you
[Repeat **]
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes'
Cause it's standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come
[Repeat * , ** , **]
no Innocence, just Me
6:14 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
Baby,baby,
I'm here for you,
I don't know why,
why i did those things to you,
what went through my mind,
And i don't know why,
why i broke your heart in two,
guess that i was blind,
Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
just one more time,baby...
And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,
Guess i've been a fool,
Now i can see the price to pay,
I can't run and hide,
Cause i'm loosing you,
and my chances slipped away,
with each time i lied,
Baby how i wish you could forgive me,
One more time,
oh yeah
And i swear,(and i swear)
I'll be there,(i'll be there)
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true(i'll be true)
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
cause i need you,
Baby,
Living without you,
will tear me apart,
When i know how it could have been,
But i don't care what it leads to,
let's make a new start,
and give love a chance to win,
cause,baby i swear,
Baby,baby,
I swear to you,
anytime you want me to,
Yes i swear,
Baby, baby,
I'm here for you,
don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (i need you)
And i swear,
I'll be there,
anytime you want me to,
yeah,
I'll be true,
here for you,
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you, (cause i need you)
And i swear,(you know i'll be)
I'll be there,(i will be there)
(i swear) I'll be true,(i will be true)
Don't leave me lonely,
Cause i need you,
Yes baby i need you.......
no Innocence, just Me
3:24 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
Woots.. I just came here to post about my English oral for today.. Wah seh.. I think I did well for the reading part lahz.. It's just that the picture I think it's dead.. The examiner asks me questions and don't let me add on one.. Zzzzz.. Then soon, conversation.. She asks about performance.. Lol... I got a lot to say arz.. Hahaha.. I think i talked a lot about the performance part.. Haha.. Have to thanks j.ling for that.. =) Hehe.. Then is to about meeting friends that you haven't seen for a long time.. Great.. I talk about primary school friends.. Lol.. Yup.. Ended within 10 minutes.. Haha.. Guess can get a merit.. If not, have to work hard on my paper 1 because my paper 1 sucks.. =/ Haha..I'm such a failure, ain't I?? Don't even know what she really wants.... until now...
Indeed. I'm a failure.. Oh well..
Study is more important..
no Innocence, just Me
6:22 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Well.. I'm not sure why I am posting this at such a time.. Now.. What I am feeling right now is somewhat like falling out of love.. I just confirm this feeling a few minutes ago and yes, I can feel it.. People say falling in love is sweet.. However, falling out of love is bitterness.. It's not like bitter gourds.. Much more bitter than that.. This bitterness, it is not taste by my mouth.. However, by my heart.. Everyone will have a extra mouth, internally, at the heart.. Whatever you feel, emotions, are all taste by that mouth your heart has.. All the emotions you have.. Goes to your heart.. Your will eat it, however, digesting them is easy, for some emotions but not all..
Having this bitterness is not good at all.. Right now.. Being at the bottom of a pit, it's all so dark.. I cannot see, hear nor feel anything.. It is so miserable.. It's like nothing is around.. Emptiness.. It's so empty.. Nothing more than emptiness..
However, this emptiness is not to be feel right now.. I know this.. This emptiness will accompany me one night, just one night.. Then I shall put the rest aside for the time being and do what I must do..
no Innocence, just Me
10:20 PM
Hey all peeps all there who has been reading my blog so far.. Haha.. I guess this will be my last post for this year bahz.. I won't be doing blogging that often from now because 1. don't think will have something to blog about, 2. Os is coming, 3. need to study now.. Haha.. Yup.. Maybe tomorrow will blog about the chinese Os results as it will be out tomorrow.. Haha.. I'm so scared sia.. Lol... Let's hope that I can get a B3 out of it then I will be damn happy arz!!! Haha.. Wish myself and all others taking Os the best in their results tomorrow! Ciaoz..
no Innocence, just Me
8:58 PM
Hmmm.. How should I start.. Today alost late for school.. Cannot find me PE shorts at home.. My hair was caught as it is too long.. Then later after F&N remedial, I rushed home to get my PE attire.. While on the way back.. One fucking truck almost knock me down.. Damn... I though my leg was hit by the edge of the truck but I felt nothing at all so I didn't bother.. Then.. I came.. After a shower.. I decided to do something that might even cause me to lose something.. As for what ding said at her blog.. I don't know what decision she made.. But I think it's the end for me.. Well.. that truck should have just knock me down.. That would be the end of me once and for all.. How I wish that truck was faster.. Haiz.. But now.. I certainly lost a friend.. Or maybe a bunch of them... I don't know.. Friendship.. You all should know better then me.. Now.. No one will ever forgive me.. I want to fight for it but I already lost the strength.. I wish I was dead.. I'm the most hated person now..
no Innocence, just Me
6:12 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Well.. I will not elaborate what happen today.. Anyway.. I just apologised to someone with 7 pages of sms.. I felt really relieved when everything was alright.. But... What happen just after 20 minutes after that thing was settle.. I got a set of scoldings and a set of sacarstic remarks.. I'm really sad before I did the apologise.. Now.. I'm absoutely really sad.. What do you all want me to do? I'm really sad now.. I really wish that now a car or something bigger comes flying in and knock me down straight away and let me die on the spot.. I can die now.. Even before and after.. God.. Just kill me now... KILL ME!!! I thought you will have trust in me to settle this.. But.. Now.. I think that you don't trust me in settling this.. Why you have so little trust in me.. I really don't know why.. This really hurts..
Mood Rate:10 to the power of negative infinate 10
no Innocence, just Me
10:32 PM
English Version:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOCELYN...!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!Chinese Version:ZHU NI SHEN RI KUAI LE!ZHU NI SHEN RI KUAI LE! ZHU WEITING SHEN RI KUAI LE...!
ZHU NI SHEN RI KUAI LE!
no Innocence, just Me
11:06 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! AS WELL AS HAPPY NATIONL DAY TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE!!! Just too lazy to post what had happened these few days so please bare with me.. Haha.. Well, I will update as soon as I can because I will be pretty busy these few days because prepartory exams are just next week, so is my English oral for Os.. Haha.. Well, I will end here.. Tata!!
no Innocence, just Me
11:03 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
Yoyoyo... Today went to school as per normal.. Wahahaha.. Watched finish the movie that we has watched halfway on weds.. Lol.. The movie very nice.. The children all sing very well.. I like it so much!!! Then had English.. So boring.. Social Studies and Mathematics also very boring too.. Haha.. Then went home straight after school... Hahaha.. Jinxuan and Kiantuck tagged along too.. Then went home change and went out after some time to fetch J.ling.. Haha.. She came to my house lahz.. Haha.. She said want to see how my house looks like.. Haha.. After fetching her, went to buy lunch for my sister as well as Jinxuan and Kiantuck... Zzzz.. Haha.. She came my house then use computer.. Me, Kiantuck and Jinxuan play chinese chess.. Haha.. Win Kiantuck 2 times.. He du lan.. Lol!!! Then when about 5pm.. We all go off.. I sent J.ling to AMK because she go tution lahz... Then don't want her to travel so long back then accompany her lorz.. Hahaha.. Yup.. Came home with Mac as dinner.. Then switch on the computer.. Guess what.. My thing is solved!! Yup!! It finally solved after some days.. So glad... Haha.. Happy too.. =) Signing off!!
Mood Rate: 8 =)
no Innocence, just Me
8:39 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Well.. Let's start with school then.. Haha.. I went to school as per normal of course.. Haha.. We had briefing about the Graduation Night.. It's held on 24th November.. And the hotel... Crown Hotel at Orchard... OMG!! The same place like last year... Zzzz... We have to pay $40 each.. Haha.. Well.. Of course I will go for that night.. It's our graduation what.. Haha.. Then went back to class.. Hmmm.. Today Mr Tan, a trainee teacher teach us for 5 periods! OMG!! Mathematics and Physics.. Haha.. Speaking of which.. I got back my Physics surprise test paper 2.. Lol.. Tell you guys about one thing.. This whole surprise test, only 4 people pass!! I'm one of them!! LOL!! So happy.. But I got a B4... Hmmm... Have to really study!!! Haha.. And also, I got back my Mathematics common test paper back... Wahahaha!! I pass!!! Wohoooo... I thought I was going to fail man.. I blank one question out because I don't have a compas.. Phew.. At least manage to escape one failure of Mathematics.. Haha.. Then was break time.. Then Geography remedial.. I got back my Geography test too.. Haha.. I pass!!! Lol...
After that met up with Jinxuan and went down to the canteen to find Jerfen.. We had a small chat before Jinxuan and I go off.. Haha.. I went to Jinxuan, wanted to watch anime but his eldest brother at home then have to forget about it.. Then I went home.. Now having a bit of trouble... What present should I get nehz... Hmmm.. Oh well.. Tata!!
Mood Rate: 5
no Innocence, just Me
5:38 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Haiz.. Got nothing to say at all.. Having serious headaches now.. I think I'm gonna die soon.. Feeling melancholy for the whole day.. Haiz.. Intricate problems still there.. Haiz.. Cannot take it anymore.. I'm really dying.. The headaches will kill me... later.... My last words... maybe... Haiz..
Melancholy - Use for sad emotions, normally depress state..
Intricate - To define complex and difficult..
Examples
Melancholy - I really felt melancholy today.. I wish I was dead..
Intricate - The Mathematics questions given today are so intricate..
Mood Rate: 2.5 =/
no Innocence, just Me
5:09 PM
It's so early in the morning to post eh.. But I just wanted to post something and it might be the last post forever I guess.. I had said something which is not meant to be said, but I said it out.. Yes.. It had hurt you so much.. And I guess that whatever I say now will be of no use.. I had rather turn back time to that moment and stop myself from saying all those.. It's all my fault.. I'm really sorry for saying that.. However, I guess your forgiveness will not reach me.. And now when I come to think of it.. I think I had destroyed this relationship... I guess it's all over now.. I really felt guilty and regretful for what I had said.. But now... Nothing can save it anymore.. I don't even dare to sms her anymore.. Now, I really felt that I have lose her.... forever.... Come to think of it... I think it's all over.. for me.. Well, didn't slept well last night... It was like 4am then I managed to get some eyes shut.... So I guess... Yesterday would be the very last day that we had to each other... I'm breaking down soon....
no Innocence, just Me
7:01 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Mood for now is..............
STILL EXCEEDED THE MINIMUM =/
no Innocence, just Me
5:53 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
I don't have any mood today.. Seriously.. My mood is totally crushed down by a container-carrying truck.. I don't even know why.. Actually the day started out quite fine.. But later into the day.. Everything just went like so called wrong.. I don't even know why.. And how I feel now is quite sucky.. I lost the feeling of even doing my revision for today which I had planned.. It was all so sad.. I don't know why.. I feel like.. Me, myself, I don't even know.. It's kinda a short post.. Yup.. A pervious thing has been settled just recently and yet now, another problem rises? What is going on.. I don't really have the feeling of doing anything and I mean ANYTHING, for the rest of the day.. But now I'm blogging... I don't know why and how and or what so ever.. I don't really know.. My day for today is totally dead.. Just like a dead leaf, decomposing minute by minute.. I don't really know.. I just want a normal day to start with.. And a normal day to end with.. That's all.. In the end.. Everything started and turned out to be abnormal.. Not so abnormal as you think that kind of abnormal.. Haiz.. I really have nothing to say.. Signing off..
Mood for today..... EXCEEDED THE MINIMUM.. =/
no Innocence, just Me
6:21 PM
